Most recent Public diary entries by ‹SmileDarling›:
 | Monday, 24 November 2008 04:17:49 AM (GMT) so i had 3 dreams in one night
and i felt like writing about them =]
the first one was just
i opened my phone and i had all these missed calls
so i was looking through them and they were all from these guys i didnt know
and it wasnt just one missed call per person
it was like 36 and 18 and bigger numbers like that
then my second dream i was in happy harry's one night
with my sisters and my friend because we like to go out at night and get candy and
things like that
so i had 3 dreams in one night
and i felt like writing about them =]
the first one was just
i opened my phone and i had all these missed calls
so i was looking through them and they were all from these guys i didnt know
and it wasnt just one missed call per person
it was like 36 and 18 and bigger numbers like that
then my second dream i was in happy harry's one night
with my sisters and my friend because we like to go out at night and get candy and
things like that
so when we got there the only other person in there was Taylor Lautner [jacob in
twilight/shark boy]
he was in the isle i was in so i went up to him and was like hey! and he walked away
because i guess he thought i was a crazy fan
but then i was like what's your name and we started talking and joking around
then i went up to the cash registers but they werent there
it was just the front of my uncle's truck and he was leaning out the window
so i went up to him and told him who was here and i was so excited
then we were all checking out but we were joking around still
then my third dream was
i was at my house and i was in the living room
and me, my sister, my friend cianna, Taylor Launtner, and this guy jake
we were all just sitting around talking with the tv off
and the room got dim and music started to play
and we all just looked around wondering what was going on
then jake stood up and was like who wants to dance
so i stood up and said i will
so we were dancing and he was shirtless for some reason
[btw, no i do not like him haha]
and Taylor Lautner was staring at me and i think jake noticed because he twirled me
and i started to get sleepy for some reason
so when he dipped me i just laid down on the table in there and fell asleep
when i woke up [this is still the dream]
i was facing the fire place
but there was no square cut out in the brick for the fire
there was just two roses
a red and a pink one
branched down to the floor
and where ever a petal fell
a new rose would start to form
so i got up and took off a petal and put it on the branch and walked away
and yea that's it haha
anyone wanna tell me what they think it means?
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 | Saturday, 2 August 2008 02:36:00 PM (GMT) ok so,
online now a days some people are saying
gay is not a synonym for shitty [<-- FOB song]
which i think is what started everything.
now people are going around saying,
'quit saying gay, it doesnt mean stupid'
well honestly?
i dont think alot of us have thought of it that way
because im bi but i still say 'oh thats gay'
i just never thought of it as me demeaning gay people and im sure no one really did
either [except homophobes, w/e]
personally,
ok so,
online now a days some people are saying
gay is not a synonym for shitty [<-- FOB song]
which i think is what started everything.
now people are going around saying,
'quit saying gay, it doesnt mean stupid'
well honestly?
i dont think alot of us have thought of it that way
because im bi but i still say 'oh thats gay'
i just never thought of it as me demeaning gay people and im sure no one really did
either [except homophobes, w/e]
personally,
i think some of them are making way too big of a deal out of this
so yea,
just a random thing to put out there haha
comment if you want
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| this was so sweet [you should read it] | Category: (general) |
 | Sunday, 16 March 2008 01:48:40 AM (GMT) Maria,
Its the little things about you
that captive my heart
and if i was to write them down
i wouldnt know where to start
But even though its hopeless
I'll try to do my best
I'll write down what i can for you
and hope you'll do the rest
I love the way you love me
Maria,
Its the little things about you
that captive my heart
and if i was to write them down
i wouldnt know where to start
But even though its hopeless
I'll try to do my best
I'll write down what i can for you
and hope you'll do the rest
I love the way you love me
the way you make me smile
and when im feeling said or happy
it's your number i dial
I love the way you kiss me
with your tender loving lips
I love to hear you breathing
or watch you eating chips (he he)
I love the way you touch me
The feelings you give
I love the way you smile
it gives me drive to live
I love the way you waited
through the good and the bad
you've been there for me always
when im happy or sad
It's the little things about you
that captivate my heart
and now that we're together
we'll never be apart
Happy (Late) Valentine's Day
I'll always love you--Gabby
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| Omg! It was sooo intense! aha | Category: (general) |
 | Monday, 10 March 2008 07:33:44 PM (GMT) ok so
i went to see Bare last night because they were doing a run through and my friend is
the director
for those of you who dont know what Bare is
its basically every gay catholic kid's story
there are two friends and they are dating [they're guys]
and they just go through a lot
like the one guy wants to tell his mom
but the 'jock' was like oh yea thats a fucking awesome idea! [note the sarcasm]
and the 'jock' ends up getting the 'slut' pregnant and blah blah blah
and then he takes drugs and tells his boyfriend that he loves him and a little while
later he dies...and yea that's the end
ok so
i went to see Bare last night because they were doing a run through and my friend is
the director
for those of you who dont know what Bare is
its basically every gay catholic kid's story
there are two friends and they are dating [they're guys]
and they just go through a lot
like the one guy wants to tell his mom
but the 'jock' was like oh yea thats a fucking awesome idea! [note the sarcasm]
and the 'jock' ends up getting the 'slut' pregnant and blah blah blah
and then he takes drugs and tells his boyfriend that he loves him and a little while
later he dies...and yea that's the end
it was soooo sad but really good
and i loved the music [it was a musical]
there were people crying by the end
but yea i loved it and im going to go see the actual show [i just saw the run
through]
and i am soooo excited
its going to be amazing =D
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 | Sunday, 23 September 2007 12:47:56 AM (GMT) naaaaaaaa im moved to my cusins cuz my step mom and my dad were married and broke up
sooooooo naa but here are my last words
naaaaaaaa im moved to my cusins cuz my step mom and my dad were married and broke up
sooooooo naa but here are my last words
benta shank
could i plse have some mor
haha mike xD he's awesome
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| boyfriend/girlfriend application...i dont care which | Category: (general) |
 | Wednesday, 15 August 2007 04:12:35 AM (GMT) I kind of just wanted to see people's answers but do it anyway please =]
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX!
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application"
Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application"
I kind of just wanted to see people's answers but do it anyway please =]
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX!
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application"
Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application"
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked crap about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16.Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you have sex with me?
19.Would you dance with me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
W0ULD Y0U...
give me your number?_______________
kiss me?
let me kiss you?
watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
drive me somewhere?
hug me?
buy me food?
take me home to meet your family?
would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one?
sing car karaoke w/ me?
sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
re-post this for me to answer your questions?
give me a piggyback ride?
come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
thought about me?
thought there might be an "US"?
thought about hookin up with me?
found yourself wanting to kiss me?
wished i were there?
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 | Tuesday, 10 July 2007 08:44:45 PM (GMT) I'm a poet, i show it, a girl, a mess, a fit of rage, a twelve year old, a loud-and
very-bold, an emo girl, the only black pearl, a girl with a (very bad) past, a girl
the team picks last, a laugher, a crier, a screamer, a dreamer, a wisher, a
sorce-of-entertainment disher, a soul that isn't set free, and then...i'm just me. Last edited: 2 August 2008 |
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