Most recent Public diary entries by whyyy:
 | Thursday, 27 November 2008
11:51:19 PM (GMT) I cant sleep,
at night, i reach for you to be warm here with me, and always breath softly against
my cheek so i no i have you here
or else I can't sleep. I'm afraid to go to sleep sometimes without you,afraid to
dream i lose you, afraid of what I'm gonna become if i ever lose you.
Im always thinking a lot too, looking at you,thinking about me ,thinking of you. yes
i think about you.
I always want to reach out for your hand with my hand, i always want to hold it , i
mean this.
i want always,for us to be together,we can touch each other with our hands,we can
talk with our hearts about everything and anything, I love and miss you ,always
smile at me.
I cant sleep,
at night, i reach for you to be warm here with me, and always breath softly against
my cheek so i no i have you here
or else I can't sleep. I'm afraid to go to sleep sometimes without you,afraid to
dream i lose you, afraid of what I'm gonna become if i ever lose you.
Im always thinking a lot too, looking at you,thinking about me ,thinking of you. yes
i think about you.
I always want to reach out for your hand with my hand, i always want to hold it , i
mean this.
i want always,for us to be together,we can touch each other with our hands,we can
talk with our hearts about everything and anything, I love and miss you ,always
smile at me.
dont dissapear. and promise.
I can now sleep.
knowing forever i have you and you have me
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| Sunday, 16 November 2008
01:02:56 PM (GMT) i dont want to loose you, IM SORRY OK........................SORRY,i cant lose you
T.T
i want hold you forever<3 |
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| Saturday, 11 October 2008
10:24:25 PM (GMT) NO ONE READS MY SHITTY SHIT DIARREEEEEEE ANY MAORRRR -POUT-
is it that boring
i no all i do its talk about MYself MY likes..but its for that righttttttttttttttt
ANYWAY IM BORED SO I SHALL WRITE SOME SHIZZ HERE
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5 songs you cant stop playing/watching this month?
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| Friday, 26 September 2008
07:32:23 PM (GMT) IIIIIIIII FEEEL LIKE DOING QUIZZZZZZZES TILL IIII EXSPLODE WITH VAINITY.
learn about me here~ i just did millions of theseeeee ~ OwO
01. Do you have a tattoo? yes. do i gota say where?
02. How old are you? im an age. btw..my kupika one is wrong, but not by much.
03. Are you single or taken? im taked<3
04. Eat with your hands or utensils? both. i love my chopsticks >D , sporks are fun
8D , i like sppons..spoons..feed meh good.
IIIIIIIII FEEEL LIKE DOING QUIZZZZZZZES TILL IIII EXSPLODE WITH VAINITY.
learn about me here~ i just did millions of theseeeee ~ OwO
01. Do you have a tattoo? yes. do i gota say where?
02. How old are you? im an age. btw..my kupika one is wrong, but not by much.
03. Are you single or taken? im taked<3
04. Eat with your hands or utensils? both. i love my chopsticks >D , sporks are fun
8D , i like sppons..spoons..feed meh good.
05. What were you doing last time you daydreamed? WEEELY WEIRD THING>i was laying
AWAKE in bed this morning(eyes open ) and yet i was dreaming about this girl, of ma
school...and some..baby and like..babysitting with her OwO) while i was awakeddd!
06. Ever seen a corpse? not in RL OwO;
07. Bob Dylan or Johnny Cash? BOB DYYYLAN
Whats your philosophy on life and death? heaven and hell. yeah so original.
..um tho..we die..however, heaven is aliving on a cloud doing our favest things all
the tiam.
hell is hunger with no food ,hornyness with no ssex..aaand (you get the idea) ...
:D
Do you trust the police? no they wanna eat our soulz.
. Do you like Country music? yes. aload, im open to afew songs yee and theerrrr.
If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? .. my disabilites and
such. i have some yes.
Would you cheat? nope. weeeeeeel if it was say...BOYD HOLBROOK(plus insert 435435
mens id love to tap) in my bed..and my bf was away..why not 8D?
i joke..i joke..but he would so agree with me... 8D
What do you wear to sleep?nakedness.or boxers.on girls stuff..yes...my sisters
..stuff...^^;
Have you ever peed in a pool? OwO YES...loool
Which do you prefer - short or long hair? . long, can have more fun with it. plus i
have a hugeee longlonglong straight soft hair fetish.
Do you sing in the shower? ..not really. i talk to myself abit.
What's your favourite fruit? strawBBs and the berry family. ;D
Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you? , i am a crossdresser and part
Intersexed. ?? ... google them and learn.
What band/musician do you really want to see on the cover of your favorite music
magazine? i wanna see more jrock bands become westernized and promoted here, just
because following there music and tour dates, will become easyer to me.
What do you think is our greatest purpose in life? living.
What makes you lose your self-esteem? ,clumsy times 8D ,when i fall or knock things
over x.x , bullys...
What's something that you do that people wouldn't expect from your stereotype? well
two things really:
because im a quite and a (ex)mute person, people asume im way shy and easy going,as
in they can control me and im not a leader type,and i can he controlld easy... which
leads to this not fitting the loud standy out image i am(like toLOOKat)
so people asume im the common personality that follows my trend..whatever it is..,
when im not..im what i said above.
yet not the sterotoye of that..and so to so...
Have you ever worn vampire fangs? yeah, i used buy lots at halloween type, i own
glow int he dark ones lD , but i also hve fangyish teef soo , I ALREADY am a
vamp..rrrrr
What clique is overrunning your school? meh i dunno. chavs. XXXD
How old is your school building? who cares??
If you were to go deaf in 5 minutes, so you had enough time to listen to one last
song, what would it be? until you(shayne ward)
my bfs and meez song<3
What is the color of the last pencil you used? led.
What is your favorite insult? your..mother. XXXD and i like calling people
wankoffs..if im mad..
What would it take for you to drop out of school? more fucking HOMEWORK-A- from
those wankoffs. :D
Do you need a boyfriend to be happy? mmmmaybe.
How much longer do you think you'll live with your parents? ..dont no. i hope i get
out soooon.
Where do you bruise the easiest? thighs and ma tummy and ma butt.
Has a boy ever left you for another girl? errr.
Describe the best day of your life so far. well gona make me sound gross and
weird, but..the day me and sum had sex i felt the best i ever felt in my life,
and......beeeep -talks on and on about it- :X
Have you ever cried (without stopping) for over 2 hours? yes i have.
What would you do if the most important person in your life right now, just walked
right out of it tomorrow? id cry,hurt and die.
Do you know any pathological liars? mm i think we all be those.
What color is your mattress? blueish
Has Cupid found his mark yet? i think yes...
is your favorite sin? Lust.
Has someone ever used you to cheat on their girlfriend/boyfriend? i duno.
Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed? open and closed,both,fluttery?
Could you ever date someone who downright despised your favorite band? yeah... ;/
Do guys usually like you for your looks or personality? -shrug-
Do you look forward to being in a marriage when you're older? well maybe. i havent
thought about it.
Do you follow a certain football team?
nope
Does it bother you when people chew with their mouths open?
-shrug-
Who is one teacher you were never able to stand? Why did you not like him / her?
sweaty mr smith,BO IN A CUP ANYONE?
7.Would you ever have a cowskin rug in your living room?
naw
Do you think being given flowers or chocolate is sweeter?
-shrug-
Would you stay in a place that is rumored to be haunted?
yeah...
Have you ever wished that you were a different gender?
yes. abit...sometimes.
Does it embarrass you when boyfriends/girlfriends see naked baby pictures of you?
no.
Were you a C-section baby or born naturally?
naturally,though aparently i was a beast to get out O.O...
What is the ugliest haircut you have ever seen?
badly cut bowlcuts
Have you ever ridden on a motorcycle?
yes,but not driving myself.
Do you like it when your pillow is nice and cool?
yessssssssss
Have you ever stolen a street sign?
yes XXXD
If someone payed you one million dollars to get their name tattooed on your
forehead, would you do it?
oh way no DX
Do you often remember your dreams?
yes abit..no and yes.
What is the last song you sang out loud?
"STAY MA BAYBAY" xDDD
Do you have to use hairspray to get the hairstyle you want?
YES.i love the stuff.
Is there a sitcom or TV show you're looking forward to watching this season?
ugly betty<33333
Have you ever been obsessed with one song for a month?
yes...yes,yes.
Do you think it's silly to dress dogs up in clothes?
no, maybe..i duno...
Does your mouth open when you put on mascara?
yesXD
tho i dont uselly wear it...o.o
Do you think Shakespeare is overrated?
no...
Do you have pet allergies?
billions
Do you remember the first boy you held hands with?
bobby
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
yes.gloomy bear. 8D
What chores are you normally required to do at your house? Do you think they're
fair?
dishes,keeping my bedroom clean,mow lawn, clean other things,polish, ...and im a
laazy ass sometimes....
but i do them.
Could you go an entire month without talking to your best friend?
no..DX
Would you rather have an old classic car or a brand new car? new.
Do you dislike any of your friends’ parents? YES DX
What flavor Tic Tacs are your favorite? GWEEN ONES...-hyperactive dance-
Do you think Hawaii really is a dream vacation? nope..maybe..a palace to go but not
Drrream.
Do you have a nickname that only your family calls you? cheeks.
Yes or No: Guys wearing pink? YES, IM A GUY..I LOVE PINK.
Yes or No: Girls with full-sleeve tattoos? sure if they wannnnna
Do clowns scare you? no
Have you ever been to a skating rink? i have yes i haveeee -falld-
Do you own a pair of rollerblades? no i broke themmm
Which is better: New Year’s EVE or New Year’s Day? eve...
Do you have any cheesy love songs on your iPod/MP3 player? yes loaddds
Do you REALLY laugh out loud EVERY time you type , no...
Do you draw on your shoes/clothes? yes....alot.
Before MySpace and Facebook was created what did you do on the internet?
games like pacman, dollmakers!!!! and read fanfiction XD
When you think of Madonna, what song comes to mind first? ew.
Have you ever snuck food into a movie theater? yes loads of times.
Have you ever been to a farm? yeeees
When was the last time you had a staring contest? -shrug- i love to stare in sums
eyes and not blink, hes like O.O
you scary.
What is something that is the same color as your eyes? brandy...8D
Can you count to 10 in any other language? Which one(s)? french...
japanese...korean..portugese.
Have you ever been caught skipping class by a teacher?
yes...
Have you ever had a black eye? How did you get it? yes, brother hittd me ;S
Do either of your parents have tattoos? no. XD
How dramatic is your family? DRAMATIC
What pizza place do you usually order from? dominosssss
Do you hold your breath when you drive by graveyards? no o.O
Are there any scars on your body that are the result of your own stupidity? yes XD,
me: -puts leg on heater..sssss
"GAINT BURN M SHAPE"
8D
What was your favorite thing to go on at the playground? swings
D
Is Starbucks really as good as people make it out to be? yes its drugs. 8DDDDD
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| Saturday, 13 September 2008
02:20:56 PM (GMT) im listening to music...
im really hookd to this band called KAT-TUN
there really awesome, i like the guy with shortshortest hairs voice...AND RAPPING
;D
ALSOOOO
new to this band also...tho i did no of them, WHY DIDNT I SEE SOONER there
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| FUCKING FAKES FAKE FUCKS FUCKING | Category: (general) |
| Monday, 18 August 2008
11:57:31 AM (GMT) FAKES
rawwwwwwwwwwwwwr they fuck me off so bad..... and this site is SO FULL of them, i
mean i can look past the ones that lie abit in the text about me crap
but fer reals STOP IT, GEEZ,,FUCKING... this site is full of fake emo and scene
dorks andd its annoying....
it makes you look like a fucktard hoe that steals peoples identitys cause there
something you wish you were..
oH WAIT
FAKES
rawwwwwwwwwwwwwr they fuck me off so bad..... and this site is SO FULL of them, i
mean i can look past the ones that lie abit in the text about me crap
but fer reals STOP IT, GEEZ,,FUCKING... this site is full of fake emo and scene
dorks andd its annoying....
it makes you look like a fucktard hoe that steals peoples identitys cause there
something you wish you were..
oH WAIT
THATS WHAT YOU ARE ...
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READDDDDDDD THISSSSSSSSSSS YOOOOOOOO EVERBUDDY ITS COOL (((AND ALL MY
OTHER ENTRYS are bangin tooo )))) | Category: (general) |
| Saturday, 2 August 2008
11:58:38 PM (GMT)
*DOES THE ROBOT *
WOOOOim hyper........and i have made an entry in yerrrrrrrrrrs
whats up with me?
no i havent had any more crazy animal sex with my best fren (or have iiii P
-smirk-
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there really awesome, i like the guy with shortshortest hairs voice...AND RAPPING
;D
ALSOOOO
new to this band also...tho i did no of them, WHY DIDNT I SEE SOONER there
amazingly cute
there called Kra
^.^
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FIANLLY GOT ROUND TO WATCHING THE LIVE ACTIONS OF DEATHNOTE
there amazing..i already wanto rewatch them
//EDIT///
other songs i love right now /new and old/ all genras....
LISTEN TO THEM
*w*
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YEAHHH .you no my music rocks.
*DOES THE ROBOT *
WOOOOim hyper........and i have made an entry in yerrrrrrrrrrs
whats up with me?
no i havent had any more crazy animal sex with my best fren (or have iiii P
-smirk-
i havent dyed my hair yettttttt
i havent grown a mostache D:
i havent brought hitler back from hell DDD;
sum wants a tatoo on his ass saying his birthday IN .. dd/mm/yy
WHUTTT? O.O
sum you freak! your only aloud to be on in bed D;
oh and
EATING LIKE THIS IS SOOO FUN
try it ;D
NO HANDS!
im watchign you.
thee end
ok herres some things i loveeeeeee ri now
ALL THE COOL KIDS ARE DOING IT
(no juts me)
IM A COOL KID
face..om nom nom
o bay baaaaay
bill: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH giggle giggle gigle
tom: thats notttttt funny bill ¬,¬
me and sum are learning to sing thisssssss
(can you guess my part) ;P
Konata !!!! i want her as MINE shes so
cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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IM BORED NOW BYE