I diet for you.
I plan for you.
I'd move the stars for you.

but still you hurt me.
we were so close once.
now we are distantced from each other.

why?
why am i stupid for asking you?
why am i stupid for relaying on you?

I diet for you.
I plan for you.
I'd move the stars for you.

but still you hurt me.
we were so close once.
now we are distantced from each other.

why?
why am i stupid for asking you?
why am i stupid for relaying on you?

im falling 
can you catch me?
or will you watch me?

lay me to my bed and I will forever rest.
but lay a kiss upon my lips and i will forever let go of you...

take me by the hand and whisper in my ear what you think only i would like to hear.
and i promise you nothing in my life will ever keep me from getting further from
you.

I love to reach for that which I cant touch.
give me your hand and all is lost.

keep me distant and ill stay forever lost.
lost in your eyes
and lost in the hope of your touch...

i love you forevermore
but less than that which i have...

I am sorry...

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Today I couldn't even get near him...
he hit me with pickles...
thats where it began...
it was because I sat net to him...
then he un jinxed me (Iwas jinxed up untill that point) and i talked...
but he didnt like me talking so he slaped me...
then I said something...and he put ice cream in my hair...
next. we went to walmart and he taunted me with jerky...
and he said that if i didnt top talking hed hit me as soon as we got out...(mind you
i was only telling him how sexy he was)
he sai when he was about to leave that I needed to stay away from him or hed hit
me...
Today I couldn't even get near him...
he hit me with pickles...
thats where it began...
it was because I sat net to him...
then he un jinxed me (Iwas jinxed up untill that point) and i talked...
but he didnt like me talking so he slaped me...
then I said something...and he put ice cream in my hair...
next. we went to walmart and he taunted me with jerky...
and he said that if i didnt top talking hed hit me as soon as we got out...(mind you
i was only telling him how sexy he was)
he sai when he was about to leave that I needed to stay away from him or hed hit
me...
I said its a free country I can sit where I wish as long as I'm not bothering
you...
and he said no you cant...
and I said you dont make the rules
the world doesnt revolve around you _______
and he took my books and told me I'd get them back on thursday...
I told him I had homework...and asked for him to give them back...
he took a brnach from a tree to hit me with...
but I backed up...
then I stood my ground...
and sat...
and he swung...
I was afraid yeah so I
dodge...and said I'd leave and so I sat under a tree and he gave me my books
back...
and I sang...
he calls me a whore,slut,monkey,mo jo jo jo, rafiki, clyde, raven symone, fat, some
black girl from eragon, stupid, idiot....
he hits me he chokes me he wipes me he punches me pulls my hair....

and yet still I feel love for him...
why?
he says I'm the stupidest person he knows because I ask questions....
but why do i still feel love for someone who hurts me so?

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not going to be fun at all >.<>.<*
love shus!
don't worry I'll kick his ass ^.~

Raven-i want to know right now why can others do what i cant?
you say you dont like something with a great passion and you dont want anyone doing
it and when someone else does thats not me you let it slide! 
why stephen? 
why do you hate me?

Person-because you ask stupid questions like that
i can't stand anything about you
everything you say makes me want to kick a baby panda
everytime you laugh i want to smash my face into a wall
everytime i see you, i want to punch the dalai lama

Raven-i want to know right now why can others do what i cant?
you say you dont like something with a great passion and you dont want anyone doing
it and when someone else does thats not me you let it slide! 
why stephen? 
why do you hate me?

Person-because you ask stupid questions like that
i can't stand anything about you
everything you say makes me want to kick a baby panda
everytime you laugh i want to smash my face into a wall
everytime i see you, i want to punch the dalai lama

Raven-WHY?! 
why is that why cant you stand anything about me?

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Why can others touch you but I cant?
Why can others love you but I cant?

Why is it when I touch you you steer way quickly
as if I, my touch was fire to your skin?
Why when she does it you dont consider it to be a sin?

Why when I say I love you
all you say is you dont want my love?

Why when they say your loved
your getting close to them and acting as if they were your love.
Why can others touch you but I cant?
Why can others love you but I cant?

Why is it when I touch you you steer way quickly
as if I, my touch was fire to your skin?
Why when she does it you dont consider it to be a sin?

Why when I say I love you
all you say is you dont want my love?

Why when they say your loved
your getting close to them and acting as if they were your love.

why play around with others
and only ignore me?

why laugh with them
but frown at me?

why do you block me from your view?
i only wish to look at you.

why must you not answer when i speak
but when she does she can do it freely.

why must i only get hurt
whilest others enjoy my lyric work.

why cant you say nice to me?
ive yet to see you cause them misery.

what makes me diffrent?
when they do the same things?

why do you only scold me 
why am I so diffrent to you then them?

Why dont they get hurt?
when they hurt you?

but I get hurt just for gazing?
why can they talk aout you 
but I'm bound by a your hand not to?

Why can they see your family?
but i must change all my routes to avoid them?

why must I not come near you
but everyone else can sit at the same level as bleachers 
or even beside you?

why must I stay two feet behind?
why must I obay your hand?

Whilest everyone else gets to chos where they stand?
why must I be looked down upon?

while even your lowest of friends is higher than me?
why must I not be allowed to see?

Why must I have rules set aside?

If I didn't know any better 
I'd think I was special.

~

When we were little 
our true emoitons were shown negitivly....

it seems to me
we are still little...

~

or maybe im blind by my desire but i propose that your special treatment is only a
way to get out the anger of ever having a crush on me.

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so how do you talk guy?

what do guys talk about seriously?

if a guy has a question does he just come out with it or does he wait for the right
moment?

whats that moment?

how do you talk without taking up a whole paragraph?

do guys get streight to the point?
so how do you talk guy?

what do guys talk about seriously?

if a guy has a question does he just come out with it or does he wait for the right
moment?

whats that moment?

how do you talk without taking up a whole paragraph?

do guys get streight to the point?

or the elongate it?

do they talk about nothing?

or come up with random things?

what kind of random things would a guy come up with?

what is manly?

whats intense?

im very curious to your oppinion

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will you give me some?

krystyal: that can be presieved in so many ways
but seriously we really need some extremlyyy bad
so if your a really cool person and you want us to love you forever then give us
some as soon as you can
kkass???
lovesss yousss

Raven: okay we're not begging at all >v<*

but if you cant give us any can you maybe tell us how to ge some?