[] You have to make your bed every day
[] You have to do chores/or a chore
[] If you don't you get in trouble.
[x] You have a time that you have to get off the phone and/or computer.
[][Depends on when I take my medicine] You have a bedtime
[] You have to earn your money
[] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean
SO FAR= 1

[] You have to spend a lot of time with them
[x] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[] You have to make your bed every day
[] You have to do chores/or a chore
[] If you don't you get in trouble.
[x] You have a time that you have to get off the phone and/or computer.
[][Depends on when I take my medicine] You have a bedtime
[] You have to earn your money
[] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean
SO FAR= 1

[] You have to spend a lot of time with them
[x] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you can't
buy it.
SO FAR= 2

[] You get grounded/in trouble for stupid things.
[] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv/phone
[x] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get in
trouble.
[] You have to share your room.
SO FAR= 3

[x] You have to ask to go to a party.
[] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult. 
[] You can't stay home alone.
[] You have a babysitter
SO FAR= 4

[x] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your
every move.
[] You are not allowed to close the door in your bedroom.
SO FAR= 5

[x]our parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple
that they ask.
[] You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[] You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over, unless your
parents are home. 
SO FAR= 6

NOW TIMES THAT BY 4
MY PARENTS CONTROL 24% OF MY LIFE

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If you could, would you hook-up with the last person you texted?
uh no. that's my best friend, who's a GIRL.

Do you talk a lot?
usually. especially when I'm hyper.

If your best friend needed somewhere to stay could they live with you?
it's fine with me! I just gotta trick my parents into saying yes.

Your mom kicks you out, who do you call?
My best friend Holly. I already practically live there!

If you could, would you hook-up with the last person you texted?
uh no. that's my best friend, who's a GIRL.

Do you talk a lot?
usually. especially when I'm hyper.

If your best friend needed somewhere to stay could they live with you?
it's fine with me! I just gotta trick my parents into saying yes.

Your mom kicks you out, who do you call?
My best friend Holly. I already practically live there!

Is anyone on your top an Ex Boyfriend?
I've never had a boyfriend. ):

Who do you talk to in your 4th period?
Huh?

Is confidence cute?
sure. 


Are you a jealous person?
sometimes`

Do you enjoy facebook?
My dad won't let me get an account. ):

Do you drink energy drinks?
do smoothies count?

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
probaly.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
definetley.

How many people are you texting?
no one right now.

Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
yes. ):

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes. it is very hard. 

Would you rather write in pen or pencil?
pencil.

Have you had anything alcoholic in the last 24 hours?
my supplements are alcohol based.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
yeah..people don't understand that I can wake up at 7:35
and still be ready on time. 

Are you single?
yes.

What are you looking forward to?
Thanksgiving.

Are you nice to everyone?
everyone except people who piss me off.

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
I guess.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
no....I havn't had my first kiss yet.....):

Do you straighten your hair every single day?
No, my hair is naturally straight.

Does anyone have strong feelings for you?
probaly.

Is there anyone you're really disappointed in?
yes.

Do you know what you want to do with your life?
I have a pretty good idea!

How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
like 5-10 minutes

You never know what you got until you lose it. True or false?
Idk...not yet.

When is the last time you actually hung out with your second friend on your top?
uh....

What is the last thing you drank today?
Iced Tea

Where would I have found you last night at 11pm?
Asleep, in bed.

Do you care what people think of you?
sometimes.

Is there anyone you want to say something to at this moment in time?
YES. 

Where are you right now?
Home.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
My mom. Asking what time she was gonna be home from her doctor's appointment.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
No. I'd get in sooo much trouble!!

What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?
 She already moved.....it makes me sad, I miss her. 

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Yes. Sleeping in!!

Reason behind the last time you cried really hard?
I don't remember.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
it felt like it.

How's your hair looking?
 kind of just woke up, bed-head....

If you could choose to live without any emotion, would you want to?
uh....noo?

Where is your cell phone?
last time I saw it, it was on my bed....

Is reading boring to you?
NEVER. usually the only reason I stay up late, is because I'm reading a really good
book.

Are you more into music or movies?
BOTH. I can't choose just one!!

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I'm hoping you could take me off your blacklist, or at least check your black hole,
cause I sent you a message, I really want you to read, and Idk if you check your
black hole, and I replied to your comment on my othr diary....please??

I know most of you don't like it when people focus on the sad things going on, and
leave out all the good parts, so I'll try not to do that, but like the title says, I
gotta get my feelings out.

Okay, so my lymes (lyme disease, look it up, I don't feel like explaining) has
gotten really bad this year, like it has every year since 5th grade. and I started
missing lots of school, cause I was just too tired to get up. So my teachers got
together, and decided to change my schedule around, so that even if I was late, I
wouldn't miss any of the core subjects. (English, History, Math, and Science) So now
it's 1st period Gym, and 2nd period Art. but I was still missing school. I dreaded
having to get to each class on time with only 3 minutes between classes. but I was
also missing hanging out with friends. I missed having a locker. But my friends
I know most of you don't like it when people focus on the sad things going on, and
leave out all the good parts, so I'll try not to do that, but like the title says, I
gotta get my feelings out.

Okay, so my lymes (lyme disease, look it up, I don't feel like explaining) has
gotten really bad this year, like it has every year since 5th grade. and I started
missing lots of school, cause I was just too tired to get up. So my teachers got
together, and decided to change my schedule around, so that even if I was late, I
wouldn't miss any of the core subjects. (English, History, Math, and Science) So now
it's 1st period Gym, and 2nd period Art. but I was still missing school. I dreaded
having to get to each class on time with only 3 minutes between classes. but I was
also missing hanging out with friends. I missed having a locker. But my friends
understood what was going on with me. It's happened before. I'm glad I have such
understanding friends. But now since I've missed so much school, I had no choice but
to either do homeschooling or homebound. the difference? Homeschool, is when your
parents are your teachers, where as homebound, the county pays for a homebound
teacher to come to your house, for a maximum of two and a half hours per
subject/day. I'm doing homebound. and it's going great! I'm getting A's in
everything, which is awesome, and all thanks to the one on one teaching. But I still
never have any time to hang out with friends. 'cause my teachers all come after
school, 4 days a week. which only leaves friday and the weekends, for time to hang
with friends. And thats usually when they're the most busy.....

So thats just about it. I don't expect for any f you to have anyway to help me. but
like I said, just got to get my feelings out.

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Note: this meme isn't meant to be racist. =| I don't think it was intended to be
racist. It really is your choice if you want to take it or not. -shrugs- 

Section 1 
[x] Are you Asian in the first place? 
[ ] Were you born in an Asian country? 
[x] Can you use chopsticks? 
[x] Have you taken Vietnamese/Chinese/Korean/Japanese/Lao/etc. school as a kid? 
[x] Can you speak an Asian language? 
[x] Is your favorite subject math/science? 
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day? 
[] Did/Do you spike/highlight your hair? 
Note: this meme isn't meant to be racist. =| I don't think it was intended to be
racist. It really is your choice if you want to take it or not. -shrugs- 

Section 1 
[x] Are you Asian in the first place? 
[ ] Were you born in an Asian country? 
[x] Can you use chopsticks? 
[x] Have you taken Vietnamese/Chinese/Korean/Japanese/Lao/etc. school as a kid? 
[x] Can you speak an Asian language? 
[x] Is your favorite subject math/science? 
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day? 
[] Did/Do you spike/highlight your hair? 
[] Do you have an "azn crew"?
[IDK!!!] Do have a 95 average? 
[idk mine..] Do you get at least a 3.0 GPA? 
[] Do you freak out when you get a B in school?
Score: 6

Section 2 
[x] Do you listen to Asian music? 
[x] Have you watched Asian movies/dramas? 
[What's that? O_o] Can you rave? 
[x] Do you know what DDR is? 
[] Do you drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[] Can you play CS, Starcraft, Warcraft, Diablo, etc? (LOL)
[x] Have you played the violin/piano/cello? 
[] Do your parents get mad at you you if you get bad grades? 
[] Are/have you going/taking/took any honors/AP classes? 
[] Do you own a Mazda/Saturn? 
[x] Do you/your parents drive an Asian made car? 
[] Do you have a distinctive
smell? 
Score so far: 11

Section 3 
[a what!?] Are you or were you once a fob? 
[my dad is not asian....] Is your last name Li, Lee, Nguyen, Wang, Wong, Kim, Tang,
Chow, Kamenashi,
Cheung, Zhang, Lin, Cheng, Ma, Jang, Chan, Chen, Liu?  
[x] Have you dated/want to date Asian guys/girls?
[x] Have you designed a website before? 
[] Does/did your SNS/e-mail have/had the words: AzN, gurl, boy, sweet, cute, hot,
dragon, babe, angel, lil, princess, Xx...xX, oO..,Oo, etc.? 
[x] Do you have both an Asian and an English name? 
[x] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house? 
[ ] Do you know the song "Got Rice"? 
[x] Anime? 
[] Do you listen to trance?  
Score so far: 16

Section 4 
[x] Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before?
[] Are/or were your parents/mom/dad fobs? 
[] Is the mall your hang out place? 
[] Do you think you're short? 
[x] Do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc? 
[x] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers? 
[] Have you ever solved a rubik's cube? 
[x] Do you read Manga? 
[x] Do you/your
parents save ketchup packets/napkins/etc from restaurants for later
use? 
[x] Do you have ASIAN Pride? 
Score so far: 22

Section 5 
[x] Are you a good artist?
[x] You speak your Asian language with your friends?
[x] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market/Nail salon in an Asian community? 
[] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT? 
[] Have you visited your home country at least twice?
[] Does your house smell like incense once in awhile? 
[x] Do you have/need glasses or braces? 
[x] Do you like to read? 
[] Do you NOT have an allowance? 
Score: 27

Under 25 - White washed 
26-30 - American Born 
31-40 - Pure 
40-45 - Asian that got fob washed 
45-50 - FOB 
51- Hopelessly fobby

American born....true....I'm only half japanese!

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