ok,so i'll admit,i'm pretty bizarre.
1:I wear neon colored pants,and believe they are the shit.
2:Its a rare occasion when my clothes actually match.
3:My makeup is always heavy cuz I think it makes my eyes POP.
4:I'm scared to pee alone in a public bathroom.
5:I'm only shy when i'm alone with one person.
6:I plan to put many more holes in my body.
7:My mood changes very frequently,which is sometimes hazardous.
8:I don't like making new friends.i'm never sure if I can really trust them.
9:I don't believe in God,or Jesus or any of that,but I enjoy going to church and
listening to them preach their fairy tales.it makes me more sure of my own beliefs.
10:I don't really think i'm a good dancer,but if the beat is good i'll dance,even if
ok,so i'll admit,i'm pretty bizarre.
1:I wear neon colored pants,and believe they are the shit.
2:Its a rare occasion when my clothes actually match.
3:My makeup is always heavy cuz I think it makes my eyes POP.
4:I'm scared to pee alone in a public bathroom.
5:I'm only shy when i'm alone with one person.
6:I plan to put many more holes in my body.
7:My mood changes very frequently,which is sometimes hazardous.
8:I don't like making new friends.i'm never sure if I can really trust them.
9:I don't believe in God,or Jesus or any of that,but I enjoy going to church and
listening to them preach their fairy tales.it makes me more sure of my own beliefs.
10:I don't really think i'm a good dancer,but if the beat is good i'll dance,even if
i don't like the song.
11:I love to sing,but you'll never hear me.:]
12:I happen to like Britney Spears' songs.so suck it.
13:I don't idolize anyone but myself.If i'm not the best I can be,i'll try harder.
14:I think people who smoke pot are stupid,but they say and do the funniest shit
when they're high.:D
15:I'm kind of terrible with kids."responsibility" is not my forte.
16:90% of my convorsations include the sayings "thats what she said" "your mom" or
"in bed".
17:I'm a pervert,get over it.;]
18:I'm not a great influence,but copy me if you dare.
19:I never turn down a dare.
20:There is not much I have'nt done already.whether that is good or bad is all up to
how you look at it.
21:I'm 14,and way too mature.I know about more than i should.
22:I always fall for the older guys.I can't help it,guys my age are lame.
23:I'm like a lie detector.so don't be fake,i'll figure it out.
24:You definitely wont like me when i'm mad.
25:I'm a slut when i'm drunk.
26:I have been to a shrink.a few actually.
27:I'm a good listener because not only do i sit and nod,i actually respond.I'll
give as much advice as i can,whether you take it is your choice.
28:I'm good at keeping secrets.If you tell me something,its safe.Its not my secret
to tell.
29:I'm stubborn and do what i want.
30:I'm not a mean person unless you deserve it.
31:I have a very sexual mind.haha.you'll get used to it.
32:I yell ALOT.I'm naturally a loud person.
33:I'm not a virgin,but i'm not easy.
34:I always have alot going on in my life.
35:I'm not perfect,so don't say I am.
36:I sometimes make bad impressions on people.
37:I have lots and lots of haters.so if your gonna be with me,be prepared to get
attacked as well.people make up lies about me ALOT,so if you hear something,tell me
and i'll tell you if its true or not.
38:I listen to any genre of music.
39:Its not often when I trust someone.so please don't take advantage of me.
40:I wont ever say something behind your back that i would'nt say to your face.
41:I'm not super model gorgeous,get over it.I'm happy with how i look,i don't care
if you arent.think i'm ugly?don't look at me.:]
42:I'm a video game nerd.but i'm into the classics.N64,NES.the most updated game
system i own is a PS2.:P
43:I don't "flirt" with guys.honestly,I don't know how.I'm just myself,and that
usually works.
44:I don't like my parents.
45:Nasty habit #1-Biting my nails.
46:Phobias)Feet,Short people/small dogs,sweat,body hair.
47:I'm laid back&low maintenace.
48:I'm not one for explaining my emotions,and i don't really like mushy things.x
49:I am messy,and have the manners of a sewer rat.
50:And i think your retarded cuz you actually read this.:P

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Yes,yes,its true.
I have returned.
Kupika just got filled with alot of bitchy superficial people for a while,and
i got real sick of the stupid hate-mail.
So i took a break.
But i'm back.
:]
So,people should talk to me.
Cuz i'm like,awesome.
♥

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you say you love me
its nothing true
i have heard it too much
its nothing new
if you really cared and felt that way
we would still be together today
im sick of the lies
and of all the heartbreak
im not sure who i despise
but no more will i take
no more pain
no more hurt
you say you love me
its nothing true
i have heard it too much
its nothing new
if you really cared and felt that way
we would still be together today
im sick of the lies
and of all the heartbreak
im not sure who i despise
but no more will i take
no more pain
no more hurt
no more constantly asking
where you were
everything was great at the beginning of this
and those carefree times are the times i miss
you took my life away from me
the very first time you said you loved me
now im stuck with all the pieces of me
in the palm of my hand
and slowly but surely
my life shrivles away like sand
i gave it my all
trying to make it work
and now the overdue tears fall
and land on his shirt
he was always here for me
he was always by my side
he didnt care about my insecurities
he has alot guts
to stay by me no matter what
through life or death
to me he gave his last breath
you could never top what he has done for me
and although you may try
just remember that im not a video game
for with me thisis your last try.


ya,it helps writing poems,that way i dont have to cry myself to sleep all the time,i
hope you like it,let me know if ya do,l8a!!

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what did i do
to make you hurt me like this?
what did i do
to be ruined like this?
i dont know why it has to be me
what about my happy ending
i dont know why you cant see
all the pain you've caused me
i opened my heart
you tore it apart
you said you were sorry
and you tried to explain
what did i do
to make you hurt me like this?
what did i do
to be ruined like this?
i dont know why it has to be me
what about my happy ending
i dont know why you cant see
all the pain you've caused me
i opened my heart
you tore it apart
you said you were sorry
and you tried to explain
i was blinded by your charm
you were only in this for personal gain
all i asked was why
you said its complicated
you underestimate me
and i just said,"try me"
the line went quiet
you didnt say a thing
i knew you would dent it
so now i sit here,and let the phone ring
you lied to me once...
shame on you
you lied to me twice...
and i still beleived you
you lied yet again..
and now i am confused
you kept up the lieing hoping i wouldnt figure it out
but im smarter than you think
i figured it all out
and now i wonder....
what did i do...
to deserve all this pain
what did i do..
to make you lie
what did i do..
to make you not want me
what did i do...
to deserve this taunting

all i have to ask is why,why,why.........



i personally like this one,and just to let everybody now,my poems are based on my
feelings,anywayz,let me know if you like it!!

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~~at the other end~~

i think im going insane
for my feelings,
i cant explain
i think about him night and day,
day and night
wishing he was by my side.
my heart beats oh so fast,
when i see his number on the caller id
and even when hangs up the phone
the wonderful feeling still does last.
~~at the other end~~

i think im going insane
for my feelings,
i cant explain
i think about him night and day,
day and night
wishing he was by my side.
my heart beats oh so fast,
when i see his number on the caller id
and even when hangs up the phone
the wonderful feeling still does last.
there is no way to explain how strong it is
not even love describes this bliss.
i get soo dizzy,and when i fall 
i know he will catch me
open arms and all.
and when im not at my best of times
i go to my notepad,and write these cheesy rhymes.
i never want to lose him,
no matter what i have to give up
i would jump off a thousand bridges
just to hold him again.
i would face all of my fears,
i would cry as many tears,
just to hear his gentle voice,
on the phone,at the other end.




ya peeplez,i know its not my best,but like i said,its hard to find words to explain
how i feel,please comment and tell me what you think of this!!

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i thought we had something going,
and we werent the only ones knowing,
but then i saw,
as i gazed in aww,
a terrible sight to see,
cause the girl you were kissing wasnt me.
you said you were sorry,and tried to explain,
and now i think that im going insane.
now when i see you i cry,
and now im writing this silly rhyme,
hoping that the next girl you see,
will not make the same mistake as me.
i thought we had something going,
and we werent the only ones knowing,
but then i saw,
as i gazed in aww,
a terrible sight to see,
cause the girl you were kissing wasnt me.
you said you were sorry,and tried to explain,
and now i think that im going insane.
now when i see you i cry,
and now im writing this silly rhyme,
hoping that the next girl you see,
will not make the same mistake as me.
you said you still wanted to be my friend,
but we both know that it has to end.
i will eventually be alright,
i hope you and the new girl stay tight.
now i like someone new,
but hes not the same as you.
it is harder than i thought to let go,
as my feelings start to grow,
i realize i must confess,
i know i'll always love you best.
my friends say theres still some fish in the sea,
im realizing your over me.
but its alright i'll be fine,
dont worry about this heart of mine,
just take your love and hit the road.
theres nothing you can do or say,
thats gonna break my heart anyway.
you caused me to shatter,with your lies,
and now your in for a big surprise.
we packed our stuff,we're moving away.
and since you have no more to say,
i leave you this,
its sealed with a kiss,
a kiss of both pleasure and pain,
cause now we are moving out of maine.
and since i know you better,
i'll be up waiting for your letter.
                                                                     signed with all
my love,~aymi lynn~

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