Friday, 20 March 2015
12:28:20 PM (GMT)
I think a lot about the distance between us and the things we shared- what we lost.
Well, what you threw away. I think I forgot how to love when you left me- I think
that flame burned out. Now he tells me he loves me and I don't feel anything. A girl
turned robot types back "I love you too," hits send. But I don't think I could ever
let myself mean it.
It's winter, but instead of on city streets, snow is falling inside me. There's a
coldness in my heart, ice water in my veins that was never there before. Sometimes I
wonder what happened- did you take all my warmth with you? Or did I lose it somewhere
in the haze of too much to drink and not enough sleep?
I used to be brave and bright. Once upon a time, I loved deeply, without fear.