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On Drinking UnderageCategory: (general)
Monday, 30 March 2015
10:15:40 PM (GMT)
Two words repeating over and over rock bottom rock bottom rock bottom it’s my eighth shot of crown in half an hour, tell me baby, do you feel dangerous, reckless, do you feel like the whole world is turning against you underneath the stars as you throw back another shot laughter all around but only silence ringing through your ears Chocolate and whiskey lingering on my tongue from the night I tried to drink away my demons the night I broke down and told you I loved you, the night you just said “I know” all I could think was “I am in love with you,
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The Most Honest Thing I've Ever WrittenCategory: (general)
Friday, 20 March 2015
12:28:20 PM (GMT)
I think a lot about the distance between us and the things we shared- what we lost. Well, what you threw away. I think I forgot how to love when you left me- I think that flame burned out. Now he tells me he loves me and I don't feel anything. A girl turned robot types back "I love you too," hits send. But I don't think I could ever let myself mean it. It's winter, but instead of on city streets, snow is falling inside me. There's a coldness in my heart, ice water in my veins that was never there before. Sometimes I wonder what happened- did you take all my warmth with you? Or did I lose it somewhere in the haze of too much to drink and not enough sleep? I used to be brave and bright. Once upon a time, I loved deeply, without fear.
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