All i'm going to be doing if the power does not go out.
Is baking, Woo. Well and playing in the snow!

I sat in my bed looking out my window watching the rain fall and splash when it hit
the dark wet pavement.
"rain rain, go away. Come again another day" a young girls voice sang.
Baffled I turned around to look at my room, but I was still alone.
"rain rain, go away. Come again another day" the girl sang again, but this time she
continued to sing.
The voice was so close now, it seemed to be coming from right next to me. 
Whispered in my ear, the same way you tell a secret.
I covered my ears to block out the singing but the sound did not fade.
Now I was scared shaking from the fear, wishing it would go away.


I sat in my bed looking out my window watching the rain fall and splash when it hit
the dark wet pavement.
"rain rain, go away. Come again another day" a young girls voice sang.
Baffled I turned around to look at my room, but I was still alone.
"rain rain, go away. Come again another day" the girl sang again, but this time she
continued to sing.
The voice was so close now, it seemed to be coming from right next to me. 
Whispered in my ear, the same way you tell a secret.
I covered my ears to block out the singing but the sound did not fade.
Now I was scared shaking from the fear, wishing it would go away.

Moments  later there were pools of blood on the floor.
They are not from my body and I'm still alone.
Then it begins to rain blood everything is getting covered, and the little girl
still sings.

Then I woke up. and I thought I heard her.
still singing.


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I keep having nightmares, nightmares where everything is taken away. Every bit of
happiness I have found, gone. Even my hair gets cut off, and my skin pulled from my
body. Then I lay there bleeding where I have been left but I can't die. There is so
much pain. The pain from my missing skin or the pain from the loss of everything,
possibly both, now I don't remember but I woke up crying. When I did I could still
feel the pain and I still felt as if I had nothing left.

I closed my eyes and tried to ready myself for the Nightmare to come back, and it
did. Despite the nightmare I slept.

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No Cheating.


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lovers - Shigeru Umebayashi

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
M!isundaztood - Pink
INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No Cheating.


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lovers - Shigeru Umebayashi

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
M!isundaztood - Pink

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
18 Wheeler - Pink

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Be mt lover - La Bouche

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Taking her hand - Shigeru Umebayashi
(wtf? lol)

WHAT DO YOUR EXES THINK OF YOU?
What's my age again? - Blink-182

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Beauty song - Zhang Ziyi

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
The game - Disturbed

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Believe - Disturbed

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Cry - Hilary Duff
(Ew... And what does that mean? Oh noes o.o)

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
Advice - The pillows

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
Voodoo - Godsmack

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Gone to California - Pink

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sway - Shaft

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE:
One day - Simple Plan

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
Underneath this smile - Hilary Duff

HAPPY TIMES:
Immune - Godsmack

SAD TIMES:
Love of babble - Rie tanaka

EVERY DAY:
Eventually - Pink

FOR TOMORROW:
Little busters - The pillows

FOR YOU:
Rise - Disturbed

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Eyebeam - Ketchup Mania

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Battle in the forest - Shigeru Umebayashi

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
Lonely girl - Linda Perry

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
Keep away - Godsmack

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Fly - Hilary Duff

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
Stalker - The pillows
(lolz, Awesome)

FAVOURITE PLACE?
I fall over - Mesh

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Opening title - Shigeru Umebayashi

DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I'm just a kid - Simple Plan

WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
I hear you everywhere - Rie Tanaka

SONG THAT DESCRIBES MY SCHOOL PRINCIPAL:
Just like a pill - Pink
(happy pill)

WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
I like to move it - Mad stuntman

HOW WILL I DIE?
Sleepy head - The pillows
(Brain cancer?)

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS THE TITLE?
Mr. Vain - Culture Beat

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I have been having abandonment dreams, and the last one I had I woke
up crying and sobbing heavily.
That was not really that fun, and the dream was kinda stupid too. 
Something about my niece having to go to a foster home and I had to go with her. I
don't know why.
Then I tried talking to my mother to let me stay With her but then she started
laughing at me and walked away.
Some people that I didn't know in the dream also gave away everything that I had any
mental attachment to.
By the end of my dream I was crying and sobbing and looking for something that had
stayed the same, but I couldn't find anything that was the same.
Then I woke up.
I have been having abandonment dreams, and the last one I had I woke
up crying and sobbing heavily.
That was not really that fun, and the dream was kinda stupid too. 
Something about my niece having to go to a foster home and I had to go with her. I
don't know why.
Then I tried talking to my mother to let me stay With her but then she started
laughing at me and walked away.
Some people that I didn't know in the dream also gave away everything that I had any
mental attachment to.
By the end of my dream I was crying and sobbing and looking for something that had
stayed the same, but I couldn't find anything that was the same.
Then I woke up.

Well I guess I'm kinda glad that I can have these dreams because it means I have
something wonderful that I love.

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Well I have the day off from school because of veteran's day, And I am sick!  
I feel like I have been hit by a huge truck, and I sound like a n old lady smoker.
It's wonderful! *sigh*