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weight loss log #1Category: (general)
Thursday, 21 March 2013
07:07:20 PM (GMT)
start weight: 254 lbs.
current weight: 244 lbs.
weight lost this week: 10 lbs.
total weight loss: 10 lbs.
time period: 1 week.

the reason im putting this in a public diary is because then ill actually stick to it
if i know people will be seeing this, so then i have to lose the weight or people
will think im a lazy fat pig.
it took a lot of guts to tell my weight in this diary so please dont comment and say
im fat, because trust me i know i am...

my joshuaCategory: (general)
Monday, 18 March 2013
05:23:52 PM (GMT)
joshua is mine. i love him so much i cant even put it into words. iv had enough
problems in the past with girls that think just because they are older and skinnier
then me they can try to steal him from me... its bullshit. doesnt anyone understand
the concept of loyalty any more? i would never, ever try to hit on someone i knew was
taken, just because of the simple fact that i am respectful. so im hoping that people
will understand and show me and josh the same respect we would show you.

another cut another scarCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 19 December 2012
09:51:23 PM (GMT)
From start to finish I wonder why The cuts look good in this messed up lie The blood that trickles down my arm
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crimson blood and poison tears...Category: (general)
Wednesday, 19 December 2012
09:45:36 PM (GMT)
Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here,
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im scaredCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 18 December 2012
11:31:02 PM (GMT)
Is it bad that i fear you? I used to feel so safe with you, i thought you would
protect me. Tonight you crossed a line. We used to wrestle and play around for fun,
tonight there was real anger... the way you slaped me... it wasnt a play slap it was
ment to cause damage... 
I used to only fear that you would leave me, now im scared of what youll do too me. I
dont like being scared of you. But you frighten me, when you yell, like you did last
night when i was crying...
what have we become...

we all fall downCategory: (general)
Monday, 17 December 2012
08:33:15 PM (GMT)
I can't do it... I just can't anymore. I'm so done...so fucking done. I finnaly tell
you I want to die and what do you do? You fuck freak out at me and yell at me. Fuck
you. I fucking hate you... who the fuck am I kidding? I love so fucking much its
painful. If it wasn't for you I would have died a long time ago. Why the fuck don't
you understand? Why yell at me and make me feel like the lowest peice of shit when I
already feel useless? I needed you to hold me and tell me it was all okay, not to
tell me to get the fuck over it...

Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. But I love you...

(untitled)Category: (general)
Tuesday, 27 November 2012
06:30:42 PM (GMT)
If you cut me I will cut you, and then together we will bleed.

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