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Noone ever comments this shit...Category: (general)
Monday, 22 February 2010
12:55:44 AM (GMT)
So follow me on Tumblr instead and we can have tea parties!




Heartbreak of RealisationCategory: (general)
Monday, 8 February 2010
06:41:51 AM (GMT)
You don’t realise now, but one night, when you’re staring at the ceiling with all failure at sleep, it hits you- you’ll never be with him. You blink as you feel your eyes begin to swell with tears. Your heart sinks and your mind races with one thousand thoughts. You turn over and attempt to sleep, but you can’t get him off your mind. Squinting your eyes to hold back tears, your grasp on the pillow tightens with every heartache. Then falls your first tear. “Don’t cry, please, don’t cry,” you think to yourself. But it’s no good, the second tear falls. Then the third and fourth. They’re pouring down your face now. You slightly whimper, though it grows louder and louder. No-one hears you, but then again, noone ever did.
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The First TimeCategory: (general)
Saturday, 6 February 2010
06:34:04 AM (GMT)
The first time I saw you was on Seminar Day in August of 2008. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you. The first time we spoke was on MSN. I started the conversation by saying “LOL!! oh, oops! wrong convo! D:”. Now when I look back I feel like such an idiot. The first time we said hi in person was quite embarrassing and confronting. After numerous times of trying to wave at you or say hi, I finally got into your face and said “HI!”. You looked at me like a retard. Still, you said hi back. The first time you initiated a conversation with me on MSN was in January of 2009. My new years resolution was to wait till you spoke to me first and not be tempted to
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New Tumblr, FOLLOW!Category: (general)
Saturday, 9 January 2010
02:30:19 AM (GMT)


Simple MelodyCategory: (general)
Friday, 11 December 2009
09:55:28 PM (GMT)
Waiting for my Mum to come pick me up to go to work. I'm going to be late ! >:/ I wrote this entry on my Tumblr but I'll post it here too, plus noone can judge me Picture: http://lateralus2112.deviantart.com/ Seeing a piano like this literally makes me feel so empty. I realise that I portray a very strong passion for piano…when I see such a beautiful instrument torn up like this, it’s as if seeing an animal that has been put through unnerving cruelty. I
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Last edited: 11 December 2009

Can't Wait to Hate youCategory: (general)
Friday, 11 December 2009
09:49:48 PM (GMT)
Can't wait to hate you- The Dream I jump up out my bed grab my clothes And I throw on my coat out the door And I’m, today I’m gonna get over you, you, you Yeah, and I hop in the car Push the button on the automatic start Right on the seat I see a scarf I gave to you Oh, memories start comin’ back No room for reverse I can’t back back I’m sittin’ in the car but I can’t back back So, I’m slumped over the wheel of the car
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Last edited: 11 December 2009

Trying to Pull Myself AwayCategory: (general)
Monday, 7 December 2009
05:22:50 AM (GMT)
I can't get out of this circle of you and I. I look back, you're there. I try to
steer forward, you're there. You're in everything I do, everywhere I go. I just need
to escape because I can't breathe knowing you're taking my breath away. It's when we
lock eyes that I can feel myself being cast under your spell. And this is the kind of
spell that literally hypnotizes me, making me oblivious to everything, leaving only
one exception. The cure? Time...I believe.

Someone tell me how can one miss what she's never had? 
Last edited: 11 December 2009

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