Most recent Public diary entries by ‹ciaranic0le›:
Wednesday, 2 May 2012
11:39:50 PM (GMT)
ugh. i don't know how much more of this i can take.
i know, i know.
drama drama drama.
i'm so freaking stressed out, and it's killing me i think.
yeah, yeah. i'm over-reacting.
but this is just bullshit.
i don't know how much more of it i can take.
i'm tired of pretending to be happy.
Saturday, 2 July 2011
09:27:51 AM (GMT)
on the kitchen counter.
with a bowl of ramen.
It's TOO early for me to be up.
It's 8:25 AM.
and, well, I pulled an allnighter, and now my friend's coming over, and bah. D:
I need sleep.
I'm gonna be one angry bitch.
Sunday, 29 May 2011
12:33:38 AM (GMT)
Yeah you sure broke my heart last week,
When you said you had slept with him.
I know you called, I got them all. La da da da da da
Girl you better love what you got, before you go and give it away
But don’t say that I don’t know you
Cause Oh, I know all about your type
You’re the type of girl that texts all day and talks all night.
And Oh, I know, that you are feeling sad.
i Don’t feel bad, cause even after 3 text messages, 4 missed calls,
You still slept with my best friend.
Thursday, 28 April 2011
11:26:11 PM (GMT)
I smothered the butterfly.
I lost it. I got overwhelmed.
I can't do this.
Adrianna's keeping the baby.
My family's falling to pieces, as well as my heart.
My relationships are always getting fucked up.
My sister is a twofaced, backstabbing bitch.
My arm looks mutilated.
I keep thinking about the guy who hurt me most.
I really want my babygirl back, but that'll never happen.
I'm going to shoot someone.
Sunday, 24 April 2011
10:57:41 AM (GMT)
WORST. EASTER. EVER.
what the fuck.
I was barely awake, but to where I could still hear my mom and dad talking.
"I told her to hang up the fucking clothes. This is fucking bullshit. it was just a
no, father, I forgot. I had better things to do than listen to you.
then, I just simply ask him for his out of fucking service iphone, so I can text and
shit, so I don't go insane.
"No you can't fucking have it."
of course, I got pissed. "Go ahead, have one of your little emo/goth girl " I didn't
catch the rest.
I cut for a reason, doesn't he see that.? So when he comes home, and find a bloddy
Last edited: 24 April 2011
Saturday, 16 April 2011
12:54:19 AM (GMT)
Dot Dot Curve,
and Chasing Shadows.
Oh my god. It was awesome. I stood on the stage, and touched Se7en. On his ass,
crotch, and abs. He held my hand, and touched my neck.(;
Fat J held my hand, and we fist pumped for atleast 2 minutes.<3
Micheal almost kissed me<3333
Spanky signed my boob, and held my hand.c:
Micheal from Vampires Everywhere! gave me a monster hug, and signed my boob with a
Last edited: 16 April 2011
Tuesday, 12 April 2011
05:42:51 PM (GMT)
So far, I've kept the butterfly on my wrist, pretty and clean.
It's not yet to be smothered.
I've named him Christopher.
I love you, Felix.
This helps a lot.
And honestly, without you, and your help, I dunno what I'd do.
Last edited: 16 April 2011