Most recent Public diary entries by ice_princess45:
Saturday, 27 November 2010
06:37:57 PM (GMT)
Okay, so I have no idea if this is stalking or not, but…
So last year, there was this one guy who I decided to be nice to and started talking
to him (I knew him freshman year, and he didn’t have many friends). But he soon
became a little too clingy, calling me his “best friend”, even though I spoke to
him for about 2-3 months, and it was pretty obvious he had a crush on me.
However, he soon began to stalk my Facebook and email quite a bit, reading every
single thing I wrote, including statuses, comments, etc. He also began posting on my
friends’ walls, asking about me (he also kept messaging my brother, including
“please don’t tell her about this”). What he was asking my brother about: what
I liked, what I disliked, etc. And since I was creeped out by that, I blocked him.
Friday, 8 October 2010
01:12:01 AM (GMT)
How much longer do I need to keep this mask on?
I'm not exactly the happy, go-lucky person that everyone thinks I am; I've got my own
problems, I'm just better at concealing them.
I've lost track of the number of times I've wanted to cry, to wallow in depression
over being the doormat-like third wheel, to just ditch school so I can run outside
I still get nightmares sometimes about IT, about the time I used to be anorexic and
cutting, about the cold white room.
I just want someone to be there for me, someone who won't ditch me and crush my heart
at the same time...someone who could save me from drowning in my emotions.
Tuesday, 14 September 2010
11:27:11 PM (GMT)
Alright, if you know anyone with the Gmail username of Word ofgod or the Wikipedia
account of Wordofgod97, can you please tell me? Because he/she/they took some info
that I've never posted online and put me on Wikipedia, while sending it to people I
don't even know. Somehow, he/she/they even knew my Formspring, so I'm really scared
Tell me, please?
|Shattered Glass||Category: Poetry|
Friday, 11 June 2010
01:18:10 AM (GMT)
I notice you were walking hand and hand,
A fate I never wished to see.
Because I spent so long hoping that
In our case, it would have been meant to be.
I had met him on that autumn day,
You were the one who cheered me on.
So why, then, were you next to him?
That lingering hope was forever gone.
But since she's my sister and my friend,
I run and give her a warm embrace.
Sunday, 9 May 2010
10:34:15 AM (GMT)
I wish you’d tell me
Why you hide all of this away.
A mask on your face with a smile,
But tears are falling like summer rain.
Just take my hand and reach towards the light.
You’ll win this fight.
When we feel the anger rise up inside,
As the screams pierce through the night.
But we’ll be there by your side.
You’ll find your light.