Most recent Public diary entries by ‹Living Event Horizon›:
Friday, 15 July 2016
08:26:36 AM (GMT)
Depression is not always a phase. It is a sine wave with a function that constantly
changes. Up and down, on and off, never knowing when the slope will curve. At least
that's how I have experienced depression and I salute to those still living with it.
I salute to those who wake up in the morning feeling worthless and insubstantial. But
I'm not writing to those bruised and tattered souls. I'm writing to those who look,
but don't see, and sense, but don't perceive.
Sorry for being a downer, for never being any fun when we are together. There's just
a nagging in my head telling me that I'll never be good enough for anything. I wish
you could hear it, too. I know I wasn't like this before and I don't want to stay
this way. Like Lucifer, I fell from grace and have been in this lonely void ever
since. Can you pull me out? I know I look like I get better and that I've crawled out
Friday, 27 November 2015
12:45:42 AM (GMT)
I'm back here after a while (Don't really know why).
I know this place is sorta dead nowaday,
But if anyone wants to talk or keep me compant or whatever, feel free to message me.
Friday, 16 August 2013
04:12:36 AM (GMT)
Hey! So I really have nothing to do.
This is the link to my ask.fm: http://ask.fm/Totheskye
Ask anything if you want, and maybe I'll ask back ^_^
|Anyone wanna follow me on Tumblr?||Category: (general)|
Saturday, 24 November 2012
04:01:39 AM (GMT)
So, here's my tumblr url:
So, it's really a lot of random blogging. However, I like to post a lot of artsy
stuff and Owl City stuff.
Anyone interested in following is more than welcome to.
|I never want my future kids to feel as lonely as I do.||Category: (general)|
Tuesday, 18 September 2012
08:22:50 AM (GMT)
I don't know what I'm going to do with my life, but one thing is for sure. I will
never treat my kids they way my parents treat me right now. I will never let them
feel as lonely and scared as I do everyday. I'll always tell them that I love them
and help them anything that happens to them. I won't let things get as dark as they
have gotten for me. I'll never let them face pain, so they'll never have the scars
that I have right now. I won't let them turn out to be as messed up as I am. And one
I'll go up to my parents and say, "Guess what? My children are perfect. Want to know
why? I treated them the way that every kid should be treated. I never blamed them for
the mistakes I made. I didn't leave them alone in the dark when they needed me the
Tuesday, 3 January 2012
06:25:29 AM (GMT)
I stare at these swollen, red streaks on my arms.
I usually want to hide them from everyone.
I gently tuck them in under my sleeves.
But when you come around the corner and stare at me, almost as if you were reading
me, everything changes.
I want to show you all the cuts on my arms.
I want you to see that I’m not like other girls.
I want you to see that I actually have a lot of pain and I need someone like you by
I want you to take my arm, press the cuts against your lips, and read the stories
that they have to tell.
Friday, 21 October 2011
11:06:05 AM (GMT)
Guy:"Lets have sex right now."
Girl: "Because, you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be
with for the rest of my life to be my first."