Friday, 14 November 2008
07:34:14 PM (GMT) Dear Diary,
Isnt it weird how things can change in what seems to be the blink of an eye? i no
i've changed quite a bit these past 2 years. Last year i was a total outcast.a
reject if u will. this year im the exact opposite.im one of the prettiest and
kewlest gurls in my skooli. now i have got a better fashion sense,better looks, and
a better body. i've even gotten smarter.im a total i must say myself. I dont usually
like talking about how i used to be my dorky self and how i wasnt hott..i think it
was the glasses that hid me...or maybe my clothes...or maybe it was just me and how
i was trying to hide. now im louder than ever and im still not happy. i've got the
friends,looks, and grades and im still miserable. i always thought that if i was
more popular and prettier i would have everything and be happy. but its not true. i Dear Diary,
Isnt it weird how things can change in what seems to be the blink of an eye? i no
i've changed quite a bit these past 2 years. Last year i was a total outcast.a
reject if u will. this year im the exact opposite.im one of the prettiest and
kewlest gurls in my skooli. now i have got a better fashion sense,better looks, and
a better body. i've even gotten smarter.im a total i must say myself. I dont usually
like talking about how i used to be my dorky self and how i wasnt hott..i think it
was the glasses that hid me...or maybe my clothes...or maybe it was just me and how
i was trying to hide. now im louder than ever and im still not happy. i've got the
friends,looks, and grades and im still miserable. i always thought that if i was
more popular and prettier i would have everything and be happy. but its not true. i
think i was happier as a nerd. at least this way i was myself.it didnt take me 2 or
3 freaking hours to get ready for skooli like it does now. i dont want to be an
outcast again. but i am just not sure how to get over my depression anymore. what
should i do?
Yours Truly,
************Cassidy Ann Fecht***********
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