1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. 
ful and I am suddenly shy before him.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? 
a curtain and the wall .

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? 
lol Phineas and Ferb

4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 
....8...something......

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. 
ful and I am suddenly shy before him.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? 
a curtain and the wall .

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? 
lol Phineas and Ferb

4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 
....8...something......

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 
haha 8:28

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? 
Smile Empty Soul I have blasting in my ears. 

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? 
Not that long ago like 30 min. ago I was going to Robinson....and I saw him
there..... 

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? 
my myspace lol 

9. What are you wearing? 
My new jeans, black tank, white shirt, and a little vest thing over it....oh and my
awesome plaid green socks with clovers on them. 

10. Did you dream last night? 
Yeah....

11. When did you last laugh? 
Today??

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? 
A whole bunch of stuff. 
 
13. Seen anything weird lately? 
lately=everyday.

14. What do you think of this quiz? 
Its weird. 

15. What is the last film you saw? 
Alice In Wonderland, the new one that just came out with Johnny Depp. 

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? 
A new car, then my own house far far away from here. 

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: 
You don't know that much about me....ummm, I can't fall asleep with socks on. 

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics,
what would you do? 
Give the world equal rights, for religion, different ethnic groups, gays, everything
and everyone. 

19. Do you like to dance? 
Yes I do. 

20. George Bush: 
(old)President Bush...Mr. Bush...The Bush...A Bush....sorry what was the question?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? 
Idk....I don't really think about that...I don't want kids.
and if i had to have one it would be a boy

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? 
Cyrus, thats if I had one...I don't want any kids....=/

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
...sure....

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates? 
Send me back down there or so help you God!...Oh....wait....
lmao!!

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TEN HOW'S:

How did you get one of your scars?
I went down this huge hill in the woods on my bike and at the bottom i hit a log
flipped over my handlebars and a vine caught me by my neck [it pretty much clothes
lined me.] and i had this hug gash in my neck like i tried to hang myself. now its a
beautiful scar on my neck. lol 

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
I didn't really celebrate it, I just had a cake and thats all. 
But my next birthday is in 10 days!!

TEN HOW'S:

How did you get one of your scars?
I went down this huge hill in the woods on my bike and at the bottom i hit a log
flipped over my handlebars and a vine caught me by my neck [it pretty much clothes
lined me.] and i had this hug gash in my neck like i tried to hang myself. now its a
beautiful scar on my neck. lol 

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
I didn't really celebrate it, I just had a cake and thats all. 
But my next birthday is in 10 days!!

How are you feeling at this moment?
I'm trying to be better. 

How did your night go last night?
Ok, it took me forever to fall asleep though.

How did you do in high school?
I'm still a sophomore in high school, but right now I'm not doing my best but not
doing the worst. lol

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I went to this 'camp'.

How often do you see your best friend?
Feels like almost never. My bestest friend lives 3 1/2 hours away so i only see her
like 3 times a year.
and my other best friend moved and lives an hour away. 

How much money did you spend last month?
lol not as much as this month and its only the 7th. haha 

How old do you want to be when you get married?
I don't want to get married. [well thats what i think now.]

How old will you be at your next birthday?
17!! and its 10 days away!!

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mothers name?
Dian.


What did you do last weekend?
last weekend....had a party for my best friends b-day. 

What is the most important part of your life?
My friends. 

What would you rather be doing?
Idk, anything but being home. 

What did you last cry over?
Pure Stress. I just got over whelmed. 

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Talking to Emma.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
If i feel comfortable with them and if i can trust them. 

What are you worried about?
My test tomorrow and being able to do what i want. 

What did you have for breakfast?
cereal. 

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yeah i do now, and not only do i like him but he is my x and he is dating one of my
friends.
yeah it sucks. 

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes and it sucks. 

Have you ever been out of the country?
No but i will one day.
I want to travel.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Like everyday! lol whats life if you can't do stupid stuff sometimes?

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Yeah, but she's not my friend anymore. 
Stupid fucking cunt. 

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
No but i want to. lol 

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
Once, only by a year. i didn't like it. i felt weird. 

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yeah. 

SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?
Garner. 

Who was the last person you texted?
Kaycie.

Who was the last person you hungout with?
Kaycie, Taylor, Seirra, and Seabass. 
We went and saw Alice in Wonderland. [it was amazing]

Who was the last person to call you?
Cathy. 

Who did you last hug? 
Taylor and Seirra.

Who is the last person who texted you?
Kaycie. 

Who is your dad?
I only know his name, he died when i was 2 so i don't really remember him. 

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?
Wood River. [across the state]

Where did you last go?
The gas station. lol 

Where did you last hang out?
Outside it feels amazing. 

Where do you go to school?
 HHS

Where is your favorite place to be?
Not here for sure. 

Where did you sleep last night?
I feel asleep on the couch. 

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
Yeah but like i said b4 he has a girlfriend. 

Do you think anyone likes you?
Yeah i know 2 people who do. 

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Not someone just something else.

Do you know the muffin man?
HELL YEAH I KNOW THE MUFFIN MAN!! He's my dealer. lol 

Does the future scare you?
Very much. 

FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?




Why did you get a myspace?
To be able to talk to my friends in my old town after i moved. 

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Idk why my name is Hope. 

Why are you doing this survey?
I'm bored and don't want to study. 

THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be??
To be able to read minds. 

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
No i wouldn't, Things happen for a reason. 

If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you
bring?
My best friend. lol 

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
Yes, but just one. 

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yeah, I mean hair does grow back, life doesn't lol 

ONE LAST QUESTION:

Are you happy with your life right now?
Trying to be.

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1. Open your music library/MP3/iPod
   2. Put it on shuffle
   3. Press play
   4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
   5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
[DON'T CHEAT AND PUT A DIFFERENT SONG!!]

Opening Credits: Chop Suey! by System of a Down. 

Waking Up: Going Under by Evanescence. 

Average Day: Stay Beautiful by Taylor Swift [hahaha I don't even listen to country
1. Open your music library/MP3/iPod
   2. Put it on shuffle
   3. Press play
   4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
   5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
[DON'T CHEAT AND PUT A DIFFERENT SONG!!]

Opening Credits: Chop Suey! by System of a Down. 

Waking Up: Going Under by Evanescence. 

Average Day: Stay Beautiful by Taylor Swift [hahaha I don't even listen to country
idk why its on here!]

First Date: Now or Never by Three Days Grace. [I heart this song!]

Falling in Love: Just Dance by Lady Gaga. [This isn't making since like I hoped.]

Love Scene: Hot N Cold Katy Perry. 

Fight Scene: When it Rains by Paramore.

Breaking Up: I Hate Everything about You by Three Days Grace. [finally one that
makes since]

Getting Back Together: Let the Flames Begin by Paramore. [hey maybe they are going
to start and make since!! YAY!!]

Secret Love: Stay Awake (Dreams Only Last for a Night) by All Time Low. [yay!!!]

Life’s Okay: Shimmy by System of a Down. [Maybe not.....]

Mental Breakdown: Rock n' Roll Train by ACDC

Driving: Toxicity by System of a Down. [I wonder why only a couple bands songs are
getting on here I have a million more.]

Learning a Lesson: Can You Hear Me Now by Blinded Black [which is now outRAGEus
check them out on myspace!! amazing!!!>3333]

Deep Thought: Critical Acclaim by Avenged Sevenfold [RIP the Rev.] 

Flashback: Vega by All Time Low [OMG! Thats great, one of my best memories happened
during this song!]

Partying: Bring It Back by Unk

Happy Dance: Mary's Song (Oh my my my) by Taylor Swift [where did this country come
from?]

Regretting: Scream by Avenged Sevenfold

Long Night Alone: Prison Song System of a Down [Here is another system song, but i
love it.]

Death Scene: Whispers in the Dark by Skillet [they are amazing in concert. X)]

Rebellious Youth: The Anthem by Good Charloltte [haha thats so true!!]

Brush With The Law: Lose Control by Evanescence 
 	
Return Of The First Love: Cold as you by ??
 	
Making A Fresh Start: Time of Dying by Three Days Grace

Xmas: Face Down Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Broken Heart: Everybody's Fool by Evanescence 

Achieveing The Dream: Attack by 30 Seconds to Mars

Funeral: Faint by Linkin Park 

Closing Credits: Lost by Avenged Sevenfold

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I Believe... 
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. 
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe.....
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that. 
　
I Believe...
I Believe... 
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. 
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe.....
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that. 
　
I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. 
Same goes for true love.

I Believe... 
That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. 
　
I Believe....
That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them. 
　
I Believe..... 
That you can keep going long after you think you can't. 
　
I Believe....
That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. 
　
I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. 
　
I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones
to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry,I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel. 
　
I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what
you've learned from them and less to do with　how many birthdays you've
celebrated.

I Believe....
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. 
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself. 
　
I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.

　
I Believe....
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are
responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life
forever. 
　
I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. 
　
I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know
you.

I Believe....
That even when you think you have no more to give, 
When a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help. 
　
I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon. 
　
'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; 
They just make the most of everything they have.’

[This is actually a forward, but I felt it was worthy. ]

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Our bodies are less than an inch apart and I can feel your breath on my neck.  
Everyone around us fades away and all I can hear is the music that pounds around
us.
The music flows through me and I don't even think about what I'm doing. 
We move closer and closer till we touch. 
He looks in my eyes and I don't break away. 
He's waiting for me to get scared but I wont. 
Our bodies move together and every time we touch its electric. 
This feeling over whelms my body I can see it in your eyes too. 
His face gets closer to mine and my heart starts to race. 
This is what I want.
I rap my arms around his neck as our lips get closer and closer.
Our bodies are less than an inch apart and I can feel your breath on my neck.  
Everyone around us fades away and all I can hear is the music that pounds around
us.
The music flows through me and I don't even think about what I'm doing. 
We move closer and closer till we touch. 
He looks in my eyes and I don't break away. 
He's waiting for me to get scared but I wont. 
Our bodies move together and every time we touch its electric. 
This feeling over whelms my body I can see it in your eyes too. 
His face gets closer to mine and my heart starts to race. 
This is what I want.
I rap my arms around his neck as our lips get closer and closer.
The song ends and reality comes crashing in around us. 
People talking, taking pictures.
We both pull away still lost in each other eyes.
As Kaycie comes up "What was that about?"
We cannot answer, she wouldn't understand. 
But we know what just happened. 
We have fallen.

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I have smiled to the tears of angels.
Laughed at a dying white dove.
I have caused pain and reveled in darkness.
I have found consolation in a wilting rose. 
I have found music in sounds of misery.
All because I loved someone who couldn't love me.

Wednesday when I found out you weren't at school my heart dropped. The day seemed to
take longer, it felt empty. But this morning when I saw you I couldn't help but
smile. I felt like my day was going to go great. I was such a fool. I heard
you say that you were gone yesterday because you had court and I heard you when you
said that you got 31 days in jail starting Friday. But I guess it just didn't
register till now. Tomorrows Friday. You're going to be gone....for 31 days....thats
1 month. You're not going to be there in the morning at school to talk to. You're not
going to be in World Geography class to make things fun. You're not going to be there
to write the little notes in my planner and in my locker like you do every day.
You're not going to be in the halls, or in the lunch room. You're not going to be
there to walk to 8th hour with. If I'm having a bad day or I'm upset you're not
going to be there to run too. If I have a problem or just need to talk things over
Wednesday when I found out you weren't at school my heart dropped. The day seemed to
take longer, it felt empty. But this morning when I saw you I couldn't help but
smile. I felt like my day was going to go great. I was such a fool. I heard
you say that you were gone yesterday because you had court and I heard you when you
said that you got 31 days in jail starting Friday. But I guess it just didn't
register till now. Tomorrows Friday. You're going to be gone....for 31 days....thats
1 month. You're not going to be there in the morning at school to talk to. You're not
going to be in World Geography class to make things fun. You're not going to be there
to write the little notes in my planner and in my locker like you do every day.
You're not going to be in the halls, or in the lunch room. You're not going to be
there to walk to 8th hour with. If I'm having a bad day or I'm upset you're not
going to be there to run too. If I have a problem or just need to talk things over
you're not going to be there. My best friend....my love....won't be there. 

I'm sorry it took me so long to realize you're not going to be back.
That today was the last day for a while that we could of hang out, and spent our
last day as friends instead of in a fight like we did. I'm truly sorry I don't want
you to leave like this. 31 days may not seem like that long but for me its a life
time. I don't want you to leave hating me. I can't take it, it isn't right. James, I
do love you and I don't want you to leave, but I know saying that wont help. I don't
know how I'm going to go through a whole month without you. I hate being so insecure
but with you it seems ok. I can't even imagine how this next month is going to go. I
already feel empty and depressed and its not even day one. I'm so upset, I just
can't believe this. I don't understand why we even got in that fight. I can't have
you mad at me and just leave. I wont let you leave like that. Babe, I am truly
sorry. But when your gone don't forget that your always on my mind and I'll never
stop thinking about you. And don't stop thinking about me either. I love you.

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