So... If you haven't read my profile yet...

I'm heading to China tomorrow!! `u`

Meaning, I won't be able to reply to any messages if they are sent too early after I
leave... 
(I'm gone for 2 weeks)

So, if there's anything you want to say, just tell me in a letter or question on my
profile... That way it won't be deleted. 

I'll update you guys when I get back!! :D
So... If you haven't read my profile yet...

I'm heading to China tomorrow!! `u`

Meaning, I won't be able to reply to any messages if they are sent too early after I
leave... 
(I'm gone for 2 weeks)

So, if there's anything you want to say, just tell me in a letter or question on my
profile... That way it won't be deleted. 

I'll update you guys when I get back!! :D

...Not like anyone ever reads this anyway LOL

BUT I CAN UPDATE MYSELF >D

'cause that's just fun and dandy~ ;P


K.
I'mma go now.
Heading out to the unknown.
Alone for the first time.
sigh....
RIGHT.
LET'S DO THIS THING >D


(Just in case.....




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I
SERIOUSLY
CAN'T
DRAW
AND
IT'S
GOING
TO
KILL
ME
SOON

I
SERIOUSLY
CAN'T
DRAW
AND
IT'S
GOING
TO
KILL
ME
SOON

...and no.
I'm not complaining about how I have no skills at drawing...
I mean, we all are aware of that anyway ;P
BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT B|

...Okay so....
This is going to sound stupid...
But I broke my tablet ∏∏

I know, i know... "WHY WOULD YOU BREAK YOUR TABLET??"
It's not like I meant to..........
I just did.
In what could possibly be the most idiotic way of doing so.
I threw it... >>

You see... I was very angry one night and... It just ... kind of... happened? ><

So there.
That's the truth.
ARE YOU HAPPY, PEOPLE THAT READ MY DIARY ENTRIES THAT ONLY EXIST IN MY MIND? B|
Well, you better be.

So, on that happy note.
I've been drawing on pen and paper...
But somehow...
It's not the same.
Nor can I draw anything nicely.

-superlongsighofdoom-

I need to buy a new tablet... >>


oh and PS.
I'm not actually angry, LOL
If I was really angry,

I would probably type in this manner. With many periods. And ellipsis...
And I would not use any form of abbreviation or contractions.
Unless i'm definitely not being sarcastic at all 'n stuff...


(^If you see me type like that, RUN.)
LOL KIDS~
CHILDREN?
NO. WHAT?
NVM.
STOP ASKING.


.............I'mma go. >>

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Okay.
So I know everyone has already said Happy New Years...
But If I say it late enough, than people will have to keep saying it back to me, and
I'll say it back to them, then back to me, etc etc. until 2012, in which case we'll
all realize we've wasted an entire year just saying "Happy New Year".
So yeah.
That's my strategy. My plan of attack. My devilish idea to turn the world evil and
under my very control and destroy all living creatures so that I may become the dark
ruler of the underworl- ahem.

Happy new year.

Let's make it a good one this year, okay? :P

BLARGH.
Don't know why I'm doing this.
But it looks so darn fun to do these things. (I've never done
whatever-these-are-called lol I'm so inept when it comes to knowledge c:)
So here I go, I guess.
WISH ME LUCK D:
who am I even talking to? ;A;

ANOREXIA:
[x] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat 1 meal. 
[x] You’re very weak. 
BLARGH.
Don't know why I'm doing this.
But it looks so darn fun to do these things. (I've never done
whatever-these-are-called lol I'm so inept when it comes to knowledge c:)
So here I go, I guess.
WISH ME LUCK D:
who am I even talking to? ;A;

ANOREXIA:
[x] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat 1 meal. 
[x] You’re very weak. 
[ ] You hate yourself.
[ ] You starve yourself.
[x] You have low self-esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.  
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. 
[ ] People think you are too skinny. 
Total: 3

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER):
[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[ ] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You can't cooperate well.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[x] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 2


BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[x] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed. 
[ ] You are very irritable. 
[ ] You are anti-social. 
[ ] You have very high self esteem sometimes. 
[ ] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. 
[ ] You have thought of/attempted suicide.  
Total: 1



BULIMIA NERVOSA:
[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[ ] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have no control over how you eat.  
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out. 
[ ] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER:
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[ ] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[ ] You destroy property on purpose.
[ ] You always lie. 
[ ] You stay out all night.
[ ] You have ran away from home. 
Total: 0



DEPRESSION:
[ ] You are always sad.  
[ ] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You no longer find excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[x] You have low self-esteem.  
[ ] Everything bad that happens is always your fault. 
[x] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school. 
[ ] You have thought of/attempted suicide.  
[ ] You have run away from home.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 3



OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER):
[ ] You have daily rituals.
[ish] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate. 
(^do I have to hate the disturbing thoughts? LOLOLOL. That sounded creepier than I
thought it would.... >> )
[ ] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an sti, aids, or any strange kind of germs.  
[ ] You have to check some stuff over again. 
Total: 1.5?


PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER):
[ ] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be/are anti-social. (not with people I know, unless I feel uncomfortable
around them >> )
[ ] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately. (I CAN NEVER SLEEP. DDDD: )
[ ] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age. (Maybe everyone else is just acting older at my
age?? lolol)
Total: 4


SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[ ] You often have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts. (LOL. You couldn't already tell
;P)
[ ] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you. 
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness. (When I'm alone, outside. ∏∏)
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
(Not opposite sex or friends. Just family... >< )
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[blargh iono] You are very shy. (More like uncomfortable?)
[x] You often talk to yourself. (Either when I'm really upset, or trying to get
attention from my twin XD)
Total: 6

LOLOL
Not going to add up the numbers
'Cause math's not my strong point ;P
Plus I didn't do this to find out "what disorder I have" or anything..
Since we all know that this is never going to be able to figure out what's wrong with
me. ;P
And moreover never going to cure it.
eheheheheh~

BAH.
This diary entry was long and boring.
But I'm sure you didn't expect it to be interesting or something. :P
Okay, I'm going back to my corner to sulk.
G'nite. c:

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Firstly.
Tis almost school time again.
And I have to say.. this is probably the first time I haven't even felt a tiny
bit excited.
Yeah, so: not looking forward to that.

Anyway, this means I'm going to be up past my face ('cuz I'm really short) with work
to do, so I'll be gone for a while... I think... Probably... Yeah.
Sooooooo~ If I don't do anything, it's because of that. Not like I do anything
that important, usually ;P

Also.
Firstly.
Tis almost school time again.
And I have to say.. this is probably the first time I haven't even felt a tiny
bit excited.
Yeah, so: not looking forward to that.

Anyway, this means I'm going to be up past my face ('cuz I'm really short) with work
to do, so I'll be gone for a while... I think... Probably... Yeah.
Sooooooo~ If I don't do anything, it's because of that. Not like I do anything
that important, usually ;P

Also.
I went on my profile today for no apparent reason I stalk myself? and I saw
this above my name:

"You have not received any hugs..."

..LOL, way to sound sad and creul.
And yeah. That was funny. XD

Lastly.
If anyone reads this, lol wishful thinking XD that is going back to school as
well.. 
I wish you the best of luck... Along with myself... So that we may survive
another harsh and cruel and terrible year.

So yeah! Happy studying! : D

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