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YOUTUBE!!!!! :DCategory: (general)
Sunday, 8 September 2013
09:54:10 PM (GMT)
I finally posted my first video to youtube! :D Check it out @

R.I.P Bro...Category: (general)
Monday, 28 January 2013
09:16:03 PM (GMT)
Ummmm... Well when I was in the hospital last year I made a friend whom then became
my brother..... Well he just died from suicide. So Goodbye my dear, Teddy bear. I
love you and I'll miss you, and feel sorely sorry for Metallica since you couldn't
play for them. <3

i don't know what to doCategory: HELP!
Sunday, 5 September 2010
11:53:32 AM (GMT)
My life has just turned a turn for the worst. During the summer I invited my friend over to have a sleep over at my house. I have an older brother. He will be turning 23 in October. I am really paranoid and I wanted to make sure that nothing bad would happen, so I kept a close eye on them. She stayed over twice and every night I would wait at least an hour after they were asleep to go to sleep myself. I would even check on them. Well somehow they ended up having sex and my friend just turned fourteen. I suppose she told her parents, because they called the cops. My brother is currently in jail. I had to go in abd talk to one of the officers. They also thought that he might have tried something with me, but that is not the case beacause we only see eachother as siblings. Even though we aren't bllod related. Because my Gaurdian had him living inside of the house with us, I have another CPS case. The only thing that is keeping me where I am is probation. And the only thing keeping me on
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y???Category: HELP!
Sunday, 18 July 2010
04:05:25 PM (GMT)
*sighs* Wednesday of last week when I went to see my probation officer I found out that my Mom had told the CPS worker that she no longer wants. Yes, i did indeed cry when I heard that. However I thought that that would be the end of it. I thought that if it were really true that my Mom would no longer want me I wouldn't have to worry. I thought that maybe, hopefully, eventually my past with my Mother would leave me alone. Today I had just found out from my friend who is also my Mom's neighbor that my Mom was looking for the highschool, so she can enroll me. My Mom says and does some of the cruelest things to me that make me feel like she doesn't care. The does something kind; just to take it away with something hurtfull. Plus I have the pain from the assholes here. I feel like it will never end for me, and if I try to commit suicide my gaurdians might not be able tosee their grandkids. Plus they already have CPS on their case because my little baby nephew drowned while in the pool with his
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im bck!Category: (general)
Sunday, 2 May 2010
09:42:39 AM (GMT)
like the title says "im bck". anyways i apologize if u sent me a message while i was
gone, my inbox deleted them. anyways feel free 2 message me. ily. ^-^

to everyone i used to talk to on a daily basisCategory: (general)
Friday, 11 September 2009
05:39:44 PM (GMT)
hey! it's been ahwhile! lol. srry i havn't been on in a while. i have been recently
relocated to another family, and it has been quite hectic. i'm not sure how often
i'll be able to be on, but i just want you to know that i still love you all. <3

My WorldCategory: poems
Friday, 24 July 2009
09:24:55 AM (GMT)
When you look at me, What do you see? A pretty face, Amidst a broken sea? Look past the skin That's where I'll be In a desolate world of silence In my world there is no sun Only agony and pain The land is bare, unfertile The sea a slimy bog And the air is a poisonous gas
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Last edited: 18 July 2010

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