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Trust Issues 4Category: (general)
Sunday, 15 June 2014
01:13:09 AM (GMT)
Suicide. To be honest I think bout it every single day. More than once. For many minutes. I think it would better that way. To be 6 ft under. But it doesn't fix anything. No one would miss me. My name wiuld never cross anyones mind. My mom would miss me...I think. And my animals. But it isn't a solution.
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Trust Issues 3Category: (general)
Monday, 9 June 2014
12:37:23 PM (GMT)
Days go by and by. I don't wanna hide anymore Though it seems as if I'm playing the lead role To a masquerade ball. Wrapping their arms around me Holding me tight Suddenly I'm spinning Faster and faster I'm outta control.
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Trust Issues 2Category: (general)
Friday, 6 June 2014
01:54:49 AM (GMT)
There will be many more parts containing different things that contribute to my Trust issues and all my problems. You see I have a problem bout lettin go and lettin people in. Lettin people get close to me is not an option. Every time I do they hurt me so to avoid the hurt I push every one away or never give them the time of day. I like to hide. I hide away in my room or in my closet. When things start to get heavy or things become to hard handle I run ro my closet or my room.
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Trust IssuesCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 4 June 2014
02:11:24 AM (GMT)
When I was 13 I was 3 differesbecause a Dr. Sent me to a physcoloigest and told me I had depression, rage, and insomnia. He wanted to speak with me once a week for a while and we couldn't afford it. I dunno if anyone reads these but I'd really likre to just get some of this off my chest. I was on tge pills for a few months then one day I just stopped taking them. My mom was worries bout me. I had sunk back into my room. Never smiling or talking. I had started cutting. I felt like my life was pointless and I still do. I'm worthless.
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HmmCategory: (general)
Monday, 7 April 2014
12:17:11 AM (GMT)
Its been a long while I suppose. I really dont have much to say except that I've moved and things are so different. Back and forth I pace. These days, its all I do. Four corners and an outside world. A new world. What's stopping me From Exploring? Oh, yea. Its a new world.
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2014Category: (general)
Wednesday, 1 January 2014
11:06:47 PM (GMT)
2014!! Yay!  

Um, well..I am going to Quit Smoking. 
.              I am going to lose weight. 
.               I am going to get Healthy. 
.              I am going to live my life. 

I've gone so far no cigarette for 2014!

2013Category: (general)
Wednesday, 1 January 2014
11:04:37 PM (GMT)
I dont even know if anyone reads these!! Oh well. 

My 2013...... I pissed off family. 
I moved in with my dad. Was sick twice!!! Hmmm, dated one person and then dumped
him...3 months later.......
2013 wasn't that fun or full of anything. I had a surprise birthday party. I was
supposed to move but it was moved to 2014. I had a Christmas. I didn't really do
much...I had sex with 3 people in 2013 and I'm proud of that.

That's all I know....

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