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I know, I suck. Forgive me?Category: (general)
Monday, 2 April 2012
12:50:10 PM (GMT)
Guys, once again I'm back. I've taken a month long hiatus from work. Y'know what this means? I can talk you you lovely people all the freakin' time! Isn't that exciting? Also, I looked at my stats; 5 people have blacklisted me... Who are you? You make me rage. Also, I've really missed all of you.
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Woah.Category: (general)
Sunday, 24 October 2010
07:55:16 AM (GMT)
Woah. Sorry for not being online in so long. I've actually got a proper job now so
I've been a little absorbed with that. SORRY GUYS!

So basically, Kupika's being gay and not letting me see my messages 'cause they're
older than 14 days. So if you know what you sent, RE-SEND!

Last edited: 2 April 2012

Im a skater with a cute butt e_OCategory: (general)
Sunday, 20 December 2009
04:29:59 AM (GMT)
Post as "I am a _____________" >What color shirt are you wearing? Red=Loud Green=Gorgeous Blue=Sexy White=Hot Aqua=Freaky Yellow=Innocent
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Dear PrincessCategory: Rants :D
Monday, 23 November 2009
03:33:49 PM (GMT)
Okay then Princess, you know who you are.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect and I'm sorry it didn't work out.
Truth is, you're 13 and I'm 18; soon to be 19.
You always were very imature about everything and far too over-dramatic.
Compared to people like me, your life is pretty damned fabulous.
It quite frankly fucks me off when you start to get all "suicidle"
So get over yourself.
No-one honestly cares.
But I've found someone else; my age and I work with her.
Again I'm sorry, I'm sure this will give you great emotional turmoil.
I'm sure to everyone else this'llseem heartless but lets face it, even when I was
coping with Katies death you still made it all about you.
Goodye Princess.
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Sean is chore to have round xDCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
03:07:19 PM (GMT)
Reasons why I shouldnt let sean on the internet; 1)Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! You: hello! Stranger: im in love with you You: Im in love with you too <3 You: ever since i first saw you.. Stranger: when did we first met You: like...1 minute ago You: isnt it the best minute of your life though?
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(untitled)Category: (general)
Saturday, 17 October 2009
06:47:02 AM (GMT)
Here's the deal... Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Don't bother typing answers to the question....it makes it more interesting! Then repost as _% Virgin. 1. Smoked? 2. Drank alcohol? 3. Cried when someone died? 4. Been drunk? 5. Had sex? 6. Been to a concert? 7. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob?
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Everybody should read this. It's beautiful.Category: My sister; 9/4/94-23/9/09
Saturday, 26 September 2009
07:35:31 PM (GMT)
My sister died on Wednesday night. She was all I had left in my life after my parents passed a few months back but strangely I'm not sad. I know this sounds heartless and cold but trust me; I loved my sister dearly. She was my best friend. But I can't help but feels huge sense of relief for her and myself. Since I came back to visit England on the 5th, I've been my sisters carer as she had just been diagnosed with leukaemia. It was incredibly tough on both of us but a week and a bit ago she asked the doctors, basically, to let her die. They stopped her blood transfusion etc. only leaving her on painkillers. Weboth went to bed early Tuesday night. About nine o'clock. At about 10, she came into my room, but a sheet of paper on my desk and curled up in bed with me like she used too when she was little. I think we both knew she was going very soon. She kissed me goodnight and curled up against me asleep. I couldn't sleep. At 1:58 she opened her slightly and whispered "I
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Last edited: 26 September 2009

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