Most recent Public diary entries by ‹♥Becca_J♥›:
| SURVEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | Category: (general) |
 | Thursday, 25 December 2008 06:54:24 PM (GMT) How late did you stay up last
night?:
until like around 12:00
What was the first thing you
thought this morning?
It's Christmas!
Is the person you have a crush on
older or younger than you?:
like 2 months younger
How late did you stay up last
night?:
until like around 12:00
What was the first thing you
thought this morning?
It's Christmas!
Is the person you have a crush on
older or younger than you?:
like 2 months younger
What did you do last night?:
Hung out with my family
Do you own a stereo that cost more
than $100?:
yes.
How’s your heart lately?:
It's freshly recovered from being broken
What were you doing this morning
at 7am?:
waking my parents up so we could open presents lol
What were you doing this
afternoon
Putting songs on my dads ipod.
What was the reason you last
cried?:
I don't remember...there's so many things
Have you ever talked to someone
when they were high?
Yeah...lol..
How many red lights have you ran?:
I don't have my license yet...
Have you ever cried while taking a
shower?
yes...
What was your favourite year?
1993...I was born!
What were you doing at 12am last
night?
reading.....I couldn't sleep...
Have you ever, in any way, been
betrayed by someone you trusted?:
Yes.
When was the last time you were
given rose(s)?:
an apology that I didn't accept. I threw thwm away lol.
Is there anything that you are
craving for right now?
not really
Do people ever make stupid
mistakes when spelling or saying your
name?
yes.
Have you ever started a sentence
with No offence, but...;?
Yes.
Do you drink tea?:
Yes.
When was the last time you saw a
cop?
yesterday.....on the street driving
33. Did you ride in someone else’s car
today?
nope. I havn't been anywhere
34. Have you made a mistake in the
past week?
yeah...duh???
35. What are you listening to right
now?
Jesse McCartney
36. Who was the last person to text
you?:
Batrice.
37. Do you miss someone?:
yes.
38. Is there anything you regret about
your past week?:
yes.
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 | Tuesday, 23 December 2008 01:42:51 AM (GMT) I was standing in the crwd looking uo at my best friend. I saw him holding in to the
friendship neckless that I have the other half to while singing "Hello Beautiful". He
was staring at me out of all those other girls in the audiance and just then i
realized he was singing to me. It was so obvious all along. he was holing our
friendship necklss and looking at me. Oh My God!!!! Nick Jonas is in love with me! I
ran out of the crowd pushing screaming girls out of the way. I was making my way back
stage when I ran into Big Rob. And I mean literally.
"Oh! Hey Rebecca! I thought you were a fan trying to sneak backstage. "
"Hey. when's their next break?"
"Two more songs."
"Ugh!"
"Why are you so fustrated?"
I was standing in the crwd looking uo at my best friend. I saw him holding in to the
friendship neckless that I have the other half to while singing "Hello Beautiful". He
was staring at me out of all those other girls in the audiance and just then i
realized he was singing to me. It was so obvious all along. he was holing our
friendship necklss and looking at me. Oh My God!!!! Nick Jonas is in love with me! I
ran out of the crowd pushing screaming girls out of the way. I was making my way back
stage when I ran into Big Rob. And I mean literally.
"Oh! Hey Rebecca! I thought you were a fan trying to sneak backstage. "
"Hey. when's their next break?"
"Two more songs."
"Ugh!"
"Why are you so fustrated?"
"I need to talk to Nick."
"He neds to talk to you too. He said it's somhting important." I waited inpatientlly
by the stage entrance/exit. Finally! The end of the third second song. Joe said a few
things into the microphone, then nick came runing past me but I caught him by his
hand.
"Oh. Hey! I saw you run out of the crowd. I was hoping you'd be back here."
"Yeah, I need to ask you something"
"Gotta go change!" he was being pulled by his wardrobe manager into his dressing
room. Within five minutes he walked past me again now being pulled by someone else
with a face expressin that stated 'I'm sorry.'
This is why i hate being back stage. At least when i was in the audiance,
I got to look at him. Wait! why do I like looking at him? He's my best friend. Has
been ever since I was 2. How come i've never thought of him like this before. This
is weird. Maybe I should stop thinking now.
I decided to go wait in Nick's dressing room. that way he had to talk to
me. While I waited I played with my phone and ipod. Suddenly, Nick walked in while
taking his shirt off. I just stared at him with his shrt half way off. I couldn't
believe his muscles. And he just stared at me with my feet on the table.
"Sorry...?" It came out as more of a question, but I said it anyways.
"That's Okay" Nick said. "Now I can just carry you out.!" he took his shirt all the
way and swung me over his shoulder. He carried me out of the room and put me down.
Then I jumped on his back..
"Wow." Joe walked up. "She has no shoes on. You have no shirt on, so I guess that
equals no problems i quikly jumped off of Nicks back.
"We gotta get back on stage." Joe said and pulled Nick by the hand.
"My shirt!"
"The girls will love it!" Joe said. "Look!" Joe pointed to me. "Rebecca likes it!" I
hit Joe on the arm and then pulled Nick into the dressing room, kissed him softly on
the lips to tell him that I did like it, put his shirt on him and pushed out. He had
the most confused look on his face.
I was scared of what was going to happen when he saw me again. They
didn't get off stage again until the end of the concert. the last song, "When You
Look Me In The Eyes", ended. my heart was pounding faster then ever. Nick came off
stage with his guitar and started to sing "Lovebug", but I stopped him with a kiss
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 | Tuesday, 23 December 2008 12:42:38 AM (GMT) THE BASICS...
1.Name? Rebecca
2. Gender? female
3. Sexuality? staight
4. Age? Just turned 15 yesterday!
5. Height? 5 somsething....I don't know.
6. Weight? 100 something I don't know.
7. Eye color? brown
8. Hair color? brown
9. Race? white yo! (lol)10. Piercings? ears and getting my nose peirced pretty soon
11. Where? I just answered that...
12. Tattoos? no. When I turn eighgteen I'm getting one on my ankle. I want an R
THE BASICS...
1.Name? Rebecca
2. Gender? female
3. Sexuality? staight
4. Age? Just turned 15 yesterday!
5. Height? 5 somsething....I don't know.
6. Weight? 100 something I don't know.
7. Eye color? brown
8. Hair color? brown
9. Race? white yo! (lol)10. Piercings? ears and getting my nose peirced pretty soon
11. Where? I just answered that...
12. Tattoos? no. When I turn eighgteen I'm getting one on my ankle. I want an R
YOUR CRUSH...
13.How long have you known this person? since i was a baby
14. How did you meet this person? our parents were friends
15. What made you like him/her? He's funny!
16. Does (s)he have any piercings? no
17. Does (s)he have any tattoos? no...unless it's somewhere I can't see
18. Smoker or nonsmoker? I think he smokes...
19. Favorite thing about this person? his eyes
20. Does (s)he know you like him/her? yeah....thanks to Gabe!
21. Does (s)he like you, too? havn't found out yet.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
22.Color? lime green
23. Flower? lilly
24. Type of pants? skinny jeans
25. Type of shoes? Converse
26. Tv show? secret life of the american teenager
27. Song? too many
28. Movie? Pirates of the carribean 1, 2, and 3
29. Food? steak and macaroni and cheese
30. Game? hmm....I don't have one...
31. Candy? recees!!!
32. Book? Twilight series and So B. It
33. Place to go? My room or my backyard or my sisters house.
34. Website? Youtube
THIS OR THAT...
35.Burger King or McDonald's? McDonald's
36. Subway or Firehouse Subs? Subway
37. KFC or Popeye's? neither
38. Pizza Hut or Domino's? Pizza Hut
39. Chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla
40. PINK TEAM OR BLUE TEAM? huh???
41. White or black? Black
42. Dark or light? dark
43. Right or left? right
44. Wet or dry? wet
45. Cold or hot? the middle
46. Sunny or rainy? sunny
47. On or off? depends on what were talking about
48. Top or bottom? top
49. Up or down? up
50. Against a wall or against a door? wall
51. In the closet or out? in the closet
52. Covered or uncovered? depends
53. Radio or cd? I prefer my ipod
54. Sony PSP or Nintendo DS Lite? DS Lite
55. AIM or MSN? AIM
56. Laptop or desktop? Desktop
57. Private or public? both
58. Rich or poor? Rich!
59. Love or money? i prefer my lover to have money but if it's true love then
whatever
60. Sharp or dull? Sharp
61. Hard or soft? Soft
62. Thick or thin? Thick
63. Long or short? Short
64. Water or fire? fire!
65. Crayola or Rose Art? Crayola
66. Emails or letters? e-mail
67. Sidekick or Blackberry? Blackberry...sidekicks are huge and ugly!
68. Prepaid or monthly? monthly
69. MTV or BET? MTV
LAST...
70. Picture you took? me and Izzy at the formal last night
71. Thing you bought? shirt for my brother-in-law
72. Person you talked to? my mom
73. Person you called? Seth
74. Person who called you? Jonathan
75. Text message you received? from Breanna
76. Text message you sent? to breanna...I;m texting her!!! lol
77. Clothes you wore? skinny jeans and a green shirt
78. Type of underwear you wore? ummm....
79. Thing you said? I was laughing at a text!
80. Show you watched? Hannah Montana! lol
81. Place you went? school
82. Thought you had? This question
83. Dream you had? yeah...don't want to talk about that.
HOW MANY DO YOU OWN?
84. Cell phones? 1
85. TVs? In our house? 7 an 4 are flat screen.
86. Computers? 2
87. Dvd players? 3
88. VCRs? 3
89. CDs? too many to count
90. DVDs? too many too count
91. Pairs of shoes? TOO MANY..AGAIN!
92. Belts? like 5
93. Watches? 4
94. Rings? 5...I just got a pearl ring for my birthday!
95. Necklaces/chains? alot....but I have three diamond one's that are special.
96. Bracelets/wristbands? too many
AND FINALLY...
97.Do you regret taking this survey? not really
98. Are you glad it's almost over? no....theres nothing else to do.
99. Would you do it all over again? no.
100. Will you post it on your page? no.
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 | Wednesday, 10 December 2008 03:13:01 AM (GMT) Do you like to take polls?
[x] I LOVE polls
[] No
[] Sometimes
[] Yeah, but not this one
Do you know how to French Braid?
[] Yes
[x] No
[] I try to...
Do you like to take polls?
[x] I LOVE polls
[] No
[] Sometimes
[] Yeah, but not this one
Do you know how to French Braid?
[] Yes
[x] No
[] I try to...
Are you a germaphobe?
[] No
[x] What's wrong with a little hand sanitizer?
[] If I could live in a bubble, I would
Do you like fish?
[] Yes
[] Mmmm, they're yummy
[x] Only as pets
[] No
Do you believe in soul mates?
[x] Yes, only one is meant for me
[] Yes, but everyone has more then one
[] No
Is breaking up hard to do?
[] Always
[x] Depends on the relationship
[] Nah
Do you believe in sisters before misters?
[x] Yes
[] No
Where do you keep your mouth guard before a game?
[] In my sleeve
[] In my pocket
[] In my hand
[x] I don't play that kind of sport
[] What the hell are you talking about?
Have you ever given a friend a makeover?
[x] Yes
[] No
[] I wish a friend would give me one!
Can guys be sluts?
[x] Absolutely
[] No, unfortunatly the double standard still exists
Do you care how makes your clothes?
[] Yes, kids making clothes for a penny an hour is so wrong
[] A little bit
[x] I just care if I like them
Do you have an after-school job?
[x] Yes
[] No
[] I'm too busy for one
[] I need one..
Do you worry about what you eat on a first date?
[x] Yes I always worry..
[] No, who cares?
What's under your bed?
[] I don't know, dust?
[x] Anything that will fit!
[] I don't know.. a sock...an old sandwhich...a few stuffed animals...
Habla espanol?
[x] Si!
[] Huh?
If you had a time machine you would...
[x] Visit the future
[x] Visit the past
[] Stay in the present
Have you ever flashed someone?
[] Yes
[x] No
Do you fall asleep in class?
[] Yes, I mean sorry what was that?
[x] No
[] Caffeine is the anwser!
Do you sing in the shower?
[x] Yes
[] No
Do you have a farmer's tan?
[] Yes
[x] No
Have you ever forged your parent's signature?
[] Yes, all the time!
[x] Only once or twice..
[] Never
Do you know how to read music?
[x] Yes
[] No
Do you crack your knuckles?
[x] Eww that's so nasty!
[] All the time
[] I can't
Do you blast music in the car?
[x] What? I can't hear you!
[] No
Can you change a diaper?
[x] Yes..
[] No
[] I haven't tried
Do you ever dance around your room naked?
[] All the time
[] Only in my underwear
[x] No
Do you have dry, oily or normal skin?
[] Dry
[] Oily
[x] Normal
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 | Saturday, 6 December 2008 09:35:44 PM (GMT) This was a journal I wrote for my english class and I really liked how it turned out
so I decided to post it on here.
Happiness is that warm and fuzzy feeling.
Happiness is when you get exactly what you want for christmas.
Happiness is that first kiss from that perfect guy.
Happiness is a feeling of joy.
Happiness is when you get an A on a test you thought tou were going to fail.
Happiness is when you get a new puppy and it jumps into your arms.
Happiness is dancing around and acting crazy with your friends.
Happiness is lauging out loud in the middle of class for no reason.
happiness is hanging with your best friend.
This was a journal I wrote for my english class and I really liked how it turned out
so I decided to post it on here.
Happiness is that warm and fuzzy feeling.
Happiness is when you get exactly what you want for christmas.
Happiness is that first kiss from that perfect guy.
Happiness is a feeling of joy.
Happiness is when you get an A on a test you thought tou were going to fail.
Happiness is when you get a new puppy and it jumps into your arms.
Happiness is dancing around and acting crazy with your friends.
Happiness is lauging out loud in the middle of class for no reason.
happiness is hanging with your best friend.
Happiness is meeting you favorite celebrity.
Happinss is falling in love for the first time.
Happines is getting over an ex and doing what ever you want.
Happiness is being yourself.
Happiness is acomplishing something you never thouht you could do.
Happiness is when you're so excited you can't remember what happen.
Happiness is the feeling you get after you've just helped someone.
Happiness is acomplishing your life long dream.
Happiness is going to a concert for your favorite band.
Happiness is singing loudly out of tune to a song with your friends.
Happiness is getting the opportunity of a life time.
Happiness is meeting the guy that wont break you heart.
There are alot of ways to explain happiness, but only you know what it's like to
you.
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 | Friday, 5 December 2008 11:48:15 PM (GMT) ALTERNATIVE:
[] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[] October Fall
[]The Academy Is...
[] Coheed And Cambria
[] Bayside
[] Yellowcard
[] Sugarcult
[]The Dresden Dolls
[x] Linkin Park
ALTERNATIVE:
[] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[] October Fall
[]The Academy Is...
[] Coheed And Cambria
[] Bayside
[] Yellowcard
[] Sugarcult
[]The Dresden Dolls
[x] Linkin Park
TOTAL: 3
COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[] Leanne Rhymes
[] Garth Brooks
[] Dixie Chicks
[] Kenny Chesney
[] Tim McGraw
[] Faith Hill
[] Shania Twain
[] Johnny Cash
[x] Taylor Swift
TOTAL: 3
EMO:
[] Hawthorne Heights
[] Halifax
[] Forgive Durden
[] Amber Pacific
[]The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[] From First to Last
[] Senses Fail
[] Underoath
[] Something Corporate
[] Hit the Lights
[] Dear Whoever
TOTAL:0
INDIE:
[] The Hush Sound
[] Eisley
[] Death Cab for Cutie
[] Dashboard Confessional
[] The Killers
[] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[] Hot Hot Heat
[] Gym Class Heroes
[] Franz Ferdinand
[] Modest Mouse
[] Wintersleep
[] Raising The Fawn
[] Land of Talk
[] Margot &The Nuclear So and So's
TOTAL: 0
METAL:
[] Slipknot
[] System of a Down
[] Disturbed
[] Metallica
[] Guns n' Roses
[] Lamb of God
[] Slayer
[] Hatebreed
[] Killswitch Engage
[] Iron Maiden
[] Scissorfight
TOTAL: 0
POP:
[] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[] Ryan Cabrera
TOTAL: 7
POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:
[x] Hellogoodbye
[x] Cute is What We Aim for
[] Cartel
[] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[] Bowling for Soup
[x] Relient K
[] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan
TOTAL: 5
RAP:
[] Ying Yang Twins
[] T.I.
[] Paul Wall
[] Tupac
[] Jamie Foxx
[] Ludacris
[] Lil' Jon
[] Outkast
[] 50 Cent
[] Kanye West
[] Notorious B.I.G
[] Young Jeezy
TOTAL: 0
SKA:
[] Reel Big Fish
[] The Specials
[] Mad Caddies
[] Rancid
[] The Aquabats
[] Sublime
[] No Doubt
[] Madness
[] Operation Ivy
[] Bob Marley
[] Sock Puppet Mafia
[] Goldfinger
TOTAL: 0
ROCK:
[] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[] Motion City Soundtrack
[] Avenged Sevenfold
[] Angels and Airwaves
[] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[] Brand New
[x] Green Day
[] Blink 182
TOTAL: 3
CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[] Led Zeppelin
[] The Rolling Stones
[] The Who
[] Pink Floyd
[] The Doors
[] Jimi Hendrix
[] Queen
[] Van Halen
[] Bob Dylan
[] Simon & Garfunkel
[x] AC/DC
[]Aerosmith
Total: 2
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 | Friday, 5 December 2008 11:17:10 PM (GMT) So my best friend in the whole entire world was about to leave for 3 months to go
on
a huge tour because he just had to be a member of this huge band. He's a Jonas
Brother. And yeah, most people would probably think that it's the most awsomest
thing that my best friend is one of the members of a famous band. But trust me,
it's
not that great. I barley ever get to see him and he thinks he has the best
girlfriend
in the world but what he doesn't know is that she's a lying, cheating butt that is
using him. He's dating some actress that he had to kiss in a movie he was in so
they
started going out. She's horrible. Once she actually told me to stay away from him
So my best friend in the whole entire world was about to leave for 3 months to go
on
a huge tour because he just had to be a member of this huge band. He's a Jonas
Brother. And yeah, most people would probably think that it's the most awsomest
thing that my best friend is one of the members of a famous band. But trust me,
it's
not that great. I barley ever get to see him and he thinks he has the best
girlfriend
in the world but what he doesn't know is that she's a lying, cheating butt that is
using him. He's dating some actress that he had to kiss in a movie he was in so
they
started going out. She's horrible. Once she actually told me to stay away from him
because I was a threat to their relationship. And I caught her making out with one
of her co-stars. Why don't I tell Nick? Because i care about him and I don't want
to
make him upset. I want him to be happy because if he's hurting then it hurts me.
My thoughts were interupted by my phone ringing. I looked at the screen. It was
Nick. Great! Just what I needed, to hear him tell me how great of a time he was
having with his girlfriend. I may seem a little jealous to you. But that's because
I
am. I finally deciced to answer the phone.
"Yes, Nick?"
"Hey."
"Hi."
"Are you busy today?"
"no. why?"
"You wanna hang out?" Oh my Gosh! It's a miracle. Nick's asking me to hang out
before Selena.
"why? Did Selena turn you down? Am I now you second choice?"
"Okay what's gotten into you?" He asked shocked
"I don't know. It's just I never get to spend time with you anymore."
"Looks like someone's a little jealous!" He teased me
"I am not!"
"Fine. if you say your not then I believe you"
"good. So what do you want to do"
"I don't know. Why don't we take a walk or something."
"mkay." I said and hung up the phone. Then ran out the front door into Nick's yard.
I knocked on the door and Joe answered.
"hey" Joe said giving me this weird stare.
"Uh, Joe. Can you let me in"
"Nick's in his room" Joe said and jumped back on the couch. I ran up the stairs to
find Nick Shouting 'hello' into the phone.
"Stupid phones!" He said and turned around to see me staring at him with a smile on
my face.
"How much of that did you hear?" he asked
"up until the last hello" I said smiling.
"You could have said you were hanging up"
"I'm sorry"
"It's too late for that" he said and picked me up and threw me over his shoulder
and
carried me down the stairs.
"Nick!! Put me down"
"No." he said. Then he saw Joe and Kevin staring at us so he slowly put me down
almost dropping me.
"wow" Joe said
"I don't even wanna know" Kevin said then walked away.
"um" We walked out the door with our arms linked.
"So....yeah"
"I have to tell you something" Nick said
"okay so tell me."
"Yesterday when I went over to Selena's house I found her kissing some guy. She
said
it was her co-star and they were just rehersing but I think she was just saying
that
to cover up the fact that she's cheating on me"
"Nick, she's been doing it"
"You knew" He said dissapointed"and you didn't tell me"
"Nick! I tried. And you wouldn't listen" I said "Don't blame me because you fell
for
a girl who was nothing you thought she was."
"sorry. I just thought she was different"
"Atleast I still have you" He said and gave me a huge hug. "My best friend"
"Yeah, best friend" I repeated staring at the ground.
"So..."
"So..."
"This is pretty boring." He said
"Yeah. we can't do the things we used to when we were little"
"why not?"
"because we're sixteen. wouldn't look kind of weird for us to play in the water
sprinkers, or build a treehouse.....okay I'll admit it would be kind of fun to play
in the sprinklers."
"then let's" he said
"what?"
"let's play in the sprinklers"
"okay" Nick and I sat up the sprinklers turned them on, then changed into our
bathing suits. We ran around for about an hour until my parents came and saw us. I
caught him looking at me a few times when we were running around but when I looked
at him he looked away quickly. I could have been the fact that I was in a bikini
but
it's not the first time he's seen me in my swim suit before.
Before we knew it it was Saturday. The day Nick left me for four months. I had
to talk to him. I couldn't let him leave not knowing how I felt. I got up and
looked
out the window. Sure enough there was the Jonas Brothers tour bus parked outside
their house. I got up, got a shower, put some clothes on and ran next door. I
didn't
care what I loked like. I just wanted to say goodbye to my best friend in the whole
entire world. I knocked on the door and Nick answered it.
"Hey Nick" He threw his arms around me.
"I don't know what I'm gonna do without you" He said
"me neither. But I need to tell you something."
"okay. talk" I tried to tell him but we kept getting distracted by someone or
something. Before I knew it it was 11:00 and it was time for them to leave. I said
good bye to Frankie, Joe, Kevin, Mr. Jonas, and Mrs. Jonas. But somehow I couldn't
force my self to say bye to Nick. Maybe because I didn't want him to leave. Nick
was
standing in front of me.
"Good bye" He said. I didn't say anything.
"Did you hear me?" He asked
"yeah. I heard you."
"are you going to say bye, wish me good luck? Anything?"
"Good luck." I said
"Hey. I'm not leaving you forever."
"I know."
"Okay bye" he gave me a hug and then walked away. He stopped at the doors of the
bus
and waved goodbye. He got in. The bus started driving away. When It was half way
down
the street I started running after it.
"Nick! Wait!" I sreamed. Suddenly the bus stopped. Nick got out and started
running
towards me. I did the same. When we finally reached eachother he grabbed both of
me
hands and stared into my eyes.
"Nick, I'm in-love with you and always have been" Before I knew it we were kissing.
I finally got what I've been wanting all along.
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