Thursday, 26 November 2009
01:16:20 PM (GMT)
Sometimes I feel as though I can't do anything. That scares me.
Sometimes I feel as though no matter what I do, I'll never be any good at it; that
scares me even more. I change my mind so often that I don't actually know what I want
to do. I want to work in journalism, in photography, in musical theatre - but I don't
think I have anywhere near the skills.
Sometimes I look back on things I did when I was younger; old forum posts and diaries
and bits and pieces of writings and it scares me to know that I can change so much in
maybe two years - so what will I be like when I look back on myself when I'm sixteen,