Here comes the rain and thunder now No where to run, to run til now 
I disapeared you wonder how Looking for me, Im underground 

I can't get those lyrics out of my head
Somehow, I can't get his face out of my head. It's like he's haunting me or
something. He still talks about me to his friends and still asks Katie about
me. I worry about him, expecally when I herd about him getting jumped at the movies
by the same guy who framed him the first time he got in trouble with the law. I




Here comes the rain and thunder now No where to run, to run til now 
I disapeared you wonder how Looking for me, Im underground 

I can't get those lyrics out of my head
Somehow, I can't get his face out of my head. It's like he's haunting me or
something. He still talks about me to his friends and still asks Katie about
me. I worry about him, expecally when I herd about him getting jumped at the movies
by the same guy who framed him the first time he got in trouble with the law. I
adore him, I really, really do- But I know I deserve better. He has no plans for his
future, he's already messed up his record, and he's 16 in the 8th grade. I
tried helping him but no, I know nothing about drugs or how addictive
they are. I don't know how it is to be raised around drugs your whole life. I don't
know how it is not knowing my own father. I don't know how it is watching my family
being flushed down a drain. 
So of course it's my fault his life is horrid. 
I tried to help, but he didn't take it in.
So what am I supposed to do?
What can I do?
I have no clue, so I'm done.
Sam's gone and I'm okay with that.
I hope one of these days he'll realise what hit him, and he'll become the man he
wishes he was.

Here comes the rain and thunder now No where to run, to run til now 
I disapeared you wonder how Looking for me, Im underground 

Eminem- Underground




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There's allways that point in life where you fall in love once. That first love is
like heaven. Then its interfeared by another person. And hence, your second love.

     As simple as an insult on my height, and an insult on his pants,Sam and
Iconnected. How, I have no idea but it was so simple. Proceeding un-daggared teasing
against each others appearence, we fell. But my problem was that I was still in a
relationship with Dustin, and at the time I still loved that kid with all my heart.
But somehow that all seemed to be lies the more I spent time with Sam. Sam made me
feel as if I had no one to impress, while Dustin on the other hand, made me feel
like I had to do so much for him to be satisfied. Basically, I wasn't confortable in
my own skin around him. Sam- This vulgar, perverted, bad-boy that I'd just met- got
me to come to school without makeup for an entire week. Something Dustin couldn't do
There's allways that point in life where you fall in love once. That first love is
like heaven. Then its interfeared by another person. And hence, your second love.

     As simple as an insult on my height, and an insult on his pants,Sam and
Iconnected. How, I have no idea but it was so simple. Proceeding un-daggared teasing
against each others appearence, we fell. But my problem was that I was still in a
relationship with Dustin, and at the time I still loved that kid with all my heart.
But somehow that all seemed to be lies the more I spent time with Sam. Sam made me
feel as if I had no one to impress, while Dustin on the other hand, made me feel
like I had to do so much for him to be satisfied. Basically, I wasn't confortable in
my own skin around him. Sam- This vulgar, perverted, bad-boy that I'd just met- got
me to come to school without makeup for an entire week. Something Dustin couldn't do
the entire year we were together. Sam made me feel like a whole different person, and
soon I became one. I learned the harshness of Love and Life through his eyes and how
I was just being decieved. By then, I stopped feeling butterflies when Dustin
called, and I never felt the warm feeling in my chest when we exchanged 'I love
You's. In fact, I felt guilty for saying it. So then I finally called it quits.
After a few weeks, I finally gave Sam permission to ask me out, and I said yes. The
butterflies made their re-appearance when Sam would text me, or pull me away from
his friends so that him and I could talk and the warm feeling in my chest appeared
when we hugged, or when he called me beautiful, and when my heart almost stopped
when we kissed for the first time. Though we never said "I love you" I knew, and
still know I have strong feelings for Sam. Feelings so strong, I wish I could call
it love, but my heart's not ready for that yet.
     Unfortunately, Sam made a huge mistake. He let temptations get ahead of what
was really important. 
     He followed in the wrong footsteps, and now our relationship must halt because
of it.
     I'm losing My Sam. My Sam that teases me about my height, and the little things
that make me irate, and how I have a blind side for guy choices, and how I make faces
unconciously- but he then comes to compliment these things as "Cute" and "Funny". My
Sam that could talk endlessly about music, just like me. My Sam that forces me to
wear his jacket when I don't bring my own. My Sam that gets jealous when another guy
talks to me. 
     My Sam.
     His chains around my neck, around my wrist, his warm, yummy smelling purple
jacket will no longer be worn by me. He will lose me, and I will lose Him. 
     I've become Lost.
     Sam chose the bad over me.
     Sam dropped me.

Music: (Repeat)
Demon Hunter- Carry Me Down (4)
NeverShoutNever- Seven Years
Adam Gontier- The Drugs Don't Work (2)
FlyLeaf- Again (2)
Second Hand Senerade- Your Call
Charon- Fall
The Used- The Bird And The Worm
Red- Fight Inside
Seether- Careless Whisper
Pink- Sober (4)
Red- Confessions (3)
There For Tomorrow- Ice Box
Damien Rice- 9 Crimes; Piano Ver (3)
SixxAm- Life Is Beautiful (3)
Eminem- Amasing Shady Narcotics Remake (2)
Eyes Set To Kill- Come Home (5)
Sugarcult- Pretty Girl

I reccomend Listening to these songs. They're beautiful.

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My name is Taylor
Not Slut, B!tch, Whore, Ho or what other name you want to pin on me.
My birth certificate says Taylor so that's what I'm going by.
I'm sick of all the crap people like to say about me,
just because I have alot of dude friends,
or because I dated 'one of those kind of guys'
meaning one of those guys that wip it out the first night.
I'm not a Slut. I might admit to the bitch part, because when you get me at a
certain time, 
You've got some trouble.
I'm not a whore or a ho, but I am Taylor.
For those who are calling me this, go get yourself a freaking life, and for those
My name is Taylor
Not Slut, B!tch, Whore, Ho or what other name you want to pin on me.
My birth certificate says Taylor so that's what I'm going by.
I'm sick of all the crap people like to say about me,
just because I have alot of dude friends,
or because I dated 'one of those kind of guys'
meaning one of those guys that wip it out the first night.
I'm not a Slut. I might admit to the bitch part, because when you get me at a
certain time, 
You've got some trouble.
I'm not a whore or a ho, but I am Taylor.
For those who are calling me this, go get yourself a freaking life, and for those
who have my back, thanks
Okay my rant is done.

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found this on sage's diary and i had to do it
FAILFAILFAIL

~THE BASICS~

1. Name: Taylor

2.Gender: female 

3. Screen name: for what?

4. Birthday: October 30
found this on sage's diary and i had to do it
FAILFAILFAIL

~THE BASICS~

1. Name: Taylor

2.Gender: female 

3. Screen name: for what?

4. Birthday: October 30

5. Race: Albinooo~

7. Job: Nothing
	
8. Status: Taken

9. Hometown: Spring Hill

10. Current Town: Spring Hill

11. Parents Still Together: yupp

12. Siblings: 1 sister

13. Pets: 2 fish, 5 dogs and a little sister

14. Smoker: sure

15. Drinker: yupp

16. Virgin: yes-ish

17. Orientation: straight 

18. Drugs: yup

~APPEARANCE~
	
19. Hair Color: brick red, brown, dirty blonde, and bleach blonde

20. Is it Dyed?: yea duh

21. eye colour: blueee

22. height: 5'1

23. Style: whatever i feel like wearing

24. Glasses/Contacts/None?: glassess

25. Freckles: not really

26. Shoe Size: 8-9

27. Piercings: ears 

28. Want More?: cartledge, nose and belly

29. Tattoos: pfft i wish

30. Want more?: yea 

31. Braces?: hahaha looooong gone

32. Overall Best Feature?: my eyes

33. Overall Worst Feature?: hair...and my height

34. Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad?: looks come from my dad and my
attatude comes from my mom
	
~LIKES/DISLIKES~
	


35. Fave colour/s: neon blue

36. Worst Color: brown

37. Favorite Number: 21

38. Favorite Animal:  wolves

39. Least Favorite Animal: snakes

40. Favorite Flower: rose

41. Favorite Food: italian

42. Worst Food: mashed potatoes ;^; 

43. Favorite Junk Food: smores poptarts 

44. Worst Junk Food: sour patch kids >>

45. Favorite Restaurant:  chillies :D

46. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: coffee

47. Favorite Candy: skittles

48. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: piniacolata or whatever lmao

49. Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink: coke 

50. Worst Alcoholic Drink: so far, no bad alcohol lol

51. Worst NON Alcoholic Drink: tea
	
52. Favorite Genre of Music: rnb, acustic, rap, tecno, alternative rock and all that
other crap i adore :3


53. Worst Genre: country and gospel Dx

54. Favorite Band/Artist: damien rice/ lil wayne/ eminem/ florence + the machine

55. Worst Band/Artist: idk alot lol

93. Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?: nope

94. Are You a Tease?: when you get me at a good time

95. Do you Flirt a Lot?: when im single

96. Longest Relationship:  2 1/2 years

97. Shortest: half a day

98. Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?: yup

99. Ever Get Flowers?: yupp

100. Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten: idk

101. Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day?: dont really care lol

102. Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?: at times
 
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104. Do you Fall in Love Fast?: waaaay to fast

105. Are you a Player?: no

106. Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?: lmfao no

107. Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?: yea first sam then shannon lol

108. Kissed 2 People At One Time?: well now arent we getting a bit kinky

109. Had Sex with 2 People in One day?: im a vergin you nit-wit

110. Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?: omg >>

111. Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?: now theres an answerable
question..


112. Ever Been Dumped?: yup

113. Ever dumped someone?: oh yea 
	
114. Ever been rejected?: not really

115. Do you have a lot of ex's?: yea sorta

116. Are you a slut?: um no?

117. Ever been called one?: yea alot lmao

118. Ever dated someone more than once?: yea

119. Do you ever make the first move?: depends

120. Double dates or single?: double are fun but single are more intimate ;]

121. Do you want to get married?: eventually

 
~OPPOSITE SEX (what you're attracted to)~
	


122. Hair Color: light-ish

123. Short or long?: short has been my fetish lately....

124. Style: not a total douche :3

125. Age: older ;]

126. Height: taller

127. Weight: lmao as long as he doest eat me, its all good

128. Muscular Or Skinny: dont careee 

129. Boxers or Briefs: BOXERS!

130. Do you care about looks?: at first
 	
~OTHER~
	
131. Can you drive?: fo sho

132.  Do You Have a Car?: nope 

133. Do you have a cell phone?: yush. lg nv touch babyyy ;]

134. Are you online a lot?: pfft yea

135. Do you like gay/bi people?: sure lol

136. Can you speak another language?: carny :D

137. Do you do well in school?: sureeeee >>

138. Do you collect anything?: not really lol

139. Have an obsession?: eminem, the color blue and allways having my nails done

140. Do you hate yourself?: alot

141.  Ever smile for no reason?: yea but then there is a reason for me smiling for
no reason.... 

142. Talk to yourself?: so much lol

143. Do you have any regrets?:  yea

144. Believe in magic?: to an extent

145. Do you support gay marriage?: sure

146. Sex before marriage?: eh :/

147. Do you trust people easily?: not really

148. Forgive easily?: too easily

149.  Do you have a secret no one knows?: yea

150. Do you get along with your parents?: uhh... 

151. What about other people?: eh.....

152. How do you vent your anger?: screaming, writing and hitting things  :]

153. Do you like George Bush? WTF?

154. Goal Before you die?: idk...

155. Biggest Fear: spiders

156. Biggest Weakness: when a guy comes up behind me and wraps his hands around my
waist :3 i just melt

157. Do you play an instrument?: i wish i could lol. but thats what my slave guitar
man tyson is for >:3

158.  What do you want to be when you grow up?: an author or an actress

 	
~PERSONALITY TRAITS -~ Are you...
	


A bitch?: ha yea

A daydreamer?: not so much

Shy?: at times

Talkative?: very much

Energize?: idk

Happy?: at times

Depressed?: above

Funny?: funny looking xD

Slutty?: no

Boring?: like your mom? yes very much ;]

Mean?: oh hell yes

Nice?: to the lucky ones >;]

Caring?: above

Trustworthy?: if you earn it

Confident?: not in the least bit

Friendly?: sometimes

Smart?: well lets take a look at my report card.... ;^;

Sarcastic?: like your mom, of course :D

Dependable?: sure if you deserve it
	
Quiet?: sometimes

Weird?: ohyes
	
Adaptable?: not really

Strong (emotionally)?: surprisingly yes
	
Strong (physically)?: oh hell yea. i can lift an elephant with my pinky toe ;]
	
Mature?: pfft not at all

Logical?: eh
	
Religious?: for my religion yes

Modest?: ish

Indesicive?: ish

Sympathetic?: yea

Polite?: hahaaha no

Creative?: very

Fun to be around?: pfft yea

Lovable?: of course! who doesnt love a crazy ass blonde chick ;]

Easily Amused?: ohyes

Outgoing?: sure

Daring?: When I wanna be

Clumsy?: haha yea

Nosy? yea

Lazy?: ohyes.

Scary?: just like yur mom dear ;]

Optimistic?: no

Persuasive?: very ;D 

A good listener?: yea
	
Curious?: at times

Determined?: eh

Artistic?: In certain ways

Honest?: brutally

Respectful?: to some people

Conceited?: HAHA YOU WISH

Cocky?: ohyea

Controlling?: when im having pms (pissed at men syndrome) 

Playful?: yea
	
Easygoing?: yup

Carefree?: when im flyin

Hot Headed?: ohrlyyy?
	
Serious?: at times

Thoughtful?: idk

Considerate?: yea

Stubborn?: very

Romantic?:  at times

Ambitious?: yup 

Jealous?: oh my gos yes

Insecure?: you have no idea

Obsessive?: yes

Attentive?: idek

Helpful?: I try
	
Punctual?: idk

Rational?: idk

Sincere?: eh
	
Sure?: nope. 

Tolerant?: no

 Did you enjoy this survey?: not as much as i enjoyed your mother last night ;3
 
 Was it too long?: yea
	
 Do you think it contained just about everything?: sure?

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Kiss on the stomach = "lets do it"
Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear = "I'm horny"
Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
Kiss on the Lips = I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...
Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
Kiss on the stomach = "lets do it"
Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear = "I'm horny"
Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
Kiss on the Lips = I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...
Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"
Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"

--Advice--
Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

--Requirements--
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.

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single or taken?
taken

Do you like it?
yep

Have you ever had your heart broken
yes

Are you missing someone special right now?
yea :[

single or taken?
taken

Do you like it?
yep

Have you ever had your heart broken
yes

Are you missing someone special right now?
yea :[

Have you talked about marriage with someone?
yup

Do you want children
yes

Would you consider adoption ?
maybe

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yea sure- i'd be curious

Do you want someone right now?
yea

Do you get butterflies when your around the person you like?
you mean love? yes, yes i do

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
yea :]

Have you slept at an oppisite sexes House?
nope

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