Most recent Public diary entries by ‹TheeNightmareQueen›:
 | Thursday, 1 January 2009 05:04:01 PM (GMT)
I'm stuck in this dark chamber...
being neglected love....
My mother hates me very much.
If it wasn't for the fact that she would die of cold,
she would turn off the heat and let me die in the cold.
She talks to my father about me being evil.
He agrees with her, a lot.
By myself with no one to be with or to talk to,
I sit in the chamber.
Even though it's warm enough in here,
it's very cold....
I'm stuck in this dark chamber...
being neglected love....
My mother hates me very much.
If it wasn't for the fact that she would die of cold,
she would turn off the heat and let me die in the cold.
She talks to my father about me being evil.
He agrees with her, a lot.
By myself with no one to be with or to talk to,
I sit in the chamber.
Even though it's warm enough in here,
it's very cold....
When they think I'm asleep,
they talk about killing me....
They even talk about it,
when I'm wide awake.
They say I'm inhuman.
They say I'm not worth living.
I want to live. I want my own life.
But they don't want me too.
They planed out my death....
They talked with someone and he said he'll do it.
I awaited my fate,
wishing I was another child.
One of a loving family.
One with a mother who's heart is warm,
and a father who's strong.
And maybe some brothers and sisters to play with.
and warm animals to hug....
The day has come.
It's time for my execution.
My mother seemed happy to be rid of me at last.
My father seemed pleased with it as well.
Questions started to fill my head.
What did I do wrong?
Is just existing bad?
Is asking for love so evil?
Is needing food and shelter so horrific?
Apparently it is.
This strange person came in to my chamber.
In his hand he carried a knife,
covered in poison....
I tried to get away, but my space was limited.
I couldn't get out.
I wouldn't survive if I did.
He stabbed me with the knife.
Pain filled my body.
I couldn't move.
A burning so great ripped and torn at my flesh.
I tried to scream, but couldn't.
The pain became so great,
that everything went black.
I woke up filled with pain.
How did I live?
Did the poison didn't do it's job?
My dad was throwing a fit.
My mom was yelling at me.
Telling me about her hatred.
Something I already knew of.
The strange person said
they would try Something else.
He said they were going to rip me apart.
Mom and dad liked the idea.
I cried in my little, damaged chamber.
Why couldn't I have a loving family?
WHY?!
I was sleeping when I heard someone talking to mom.
I couldn't hear it well.
Mom was at first yelling at this person,
then was considering what they were saying.
Was it another death for me?
One worse then the one coming?
I hoped it wasn't.
I didn't want to die.
"It'll have scars from the poison."
My mom said.
She was talking about me.
I couldn't hear the voice's reply very well.
The day is coming.
I was scared.
I could hear the strange person walking up.
He was talking about my death.
Then I heard mom's voice talking to the
strange person about something.
"She said they would pay us."
is what I think I heard.
The strange person didn't seem happy.
My chamber is too small.
I'm growing too big for it.
It was tiny to begin with,
but now it's worse.
I heard mom's voice telling me to get out.
I was surprised to hear it.
I got out of the chamber,
clean air filled my lungs.
The light was painfully bright.
Tears burst out of my eyes,
and I screamed.
"Ugly little thing!" I heard my mom say.
For the first time I saw her.
She was a horrible sight.
I didn't see my father though.
Then a man and a woman came in.
The man seemed a little nervous.
And the woman looked like she was going to cry.
She walked up and took me in her arms.
She started to cry.
"You're coming home with us!" She cried happily.
I didn't know what was going on.
But her arms were so warm and so welcoming.
The man next her her smiled so bright.
My new family. My loving family.
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| One word quiz thingamaboby | Category: (general) |
 | Sunday, 21 December 2008 05:16:26 PM (GMT) Remember that every answer should be ONE word! ^^ Enjoy~
If not possible, two words~
1. Where is your cell phone?
None
2.eating?
pancakes
3. Your hair?
clean
Remember that every answer should be ONE word! ^^ Enjoy~
If not possible, two words~
1. Where is your cell phone?
None
2.eating?
pancakes
3. Your hair?
clean
4. Your mother?
Church
5. Your father?
Cleaning
6. Your favorite thing?
God
7. Your dream last night?
silly
8. Favorite drink?
Milk
9.Your dream car?
none
10. The room you're in?
Basement
11. Your ex?
None
12. You fear?
losing faith
14. Where were u last night?
Family party
15. What you're not?
Moron
16. Muffins?
Nice
17. One of your wish list items?
NiGHTS
19. The last thing you did?
Play
20. What are you wearing?
Clothes
21. Your TV?
Never
22. Your pet or pets?
Lovely
23. Your computer?
OK
24. Your life?
Great
25. Your mood?
Happy
26. Missing someone?
Yes (My cousin)
28. Your car?
None
29. Your work?
YAWN!
31. Like someone?
Guess
32. Your favorite color?
Green
33. When is the last time you laughed?
morning
34.bf/gf?
None
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This was fun! XD
Last edited: 21 December 2008 |
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 | Wednesday, 19 November 2008 04:47:06 PM (GMT) Sonic:
[] You're a leader, not a follower.
[] You're really fast and famous for it.
[] There's someone who admires you and stalks you all the time.
[x] You don't like to be held back.
[x] You usually know what your doing.
[] You're carefree and go with the flow.
[x] life is like a roller coaster to you, there are ups and downs.
Total: 3
Shadow:
[] You're pretty anti-social.
Sonic:
[] You're a leader, not a follower.
[] You're really fast and famous for it.
[] There's someone who admires you and stalks you all the time.
[x] You don't like to be held back.
[x] You usually know what your doing.
[] You're carefree and go with the flow.
[x] life is like a roller coaster to you, there are ups and downs.
Total: 3
Shadow:
[] You're pretty anti-social.
[x] Nobody really knows you, not even you sometimes.
[] You've lost a great friend and can't get over it.
[x] People have called you a fake.
[x] You're really fast.
[] You don't smile a lot.
[x] You talk to yourself.
Total: 4
Knuckles:
[] You're pretty short tempered.
[] You're gullible.
[x] You're very strong/tough
[] You sometimes make a fool of yourself showing off.
[X] You're very protective.
[ ] You prefer mittens instead of gloves.
[ ] You're a bit full of yourself.
Total: 2
Tails:
[ ] You're very smart for you're age.
[x] You're very good with technology.
[] You hang out with people that are older than you.
[] You look up to a friend.
[x] You love to play around on computers.
[] You have some kind of deformity that gives you and advantage.
[] You're always the one to figure things out.
Total: 2
Rouge:
[x] You're always coming up with sneaky plans.
[] You'll do whatever it takes to get what you want.
[] You could care less about people's feelings as long as you get your way.
[] you don't really have any friends.
[] You're a loner.
[x] You just go place to place, sometimes unnoticed.
[] You flirt a lot.
Total: 2
Amy:
[x] You're tougher than you seem.
[] People are afraid to get you mad.
[] You're obsessed with someone.
[] You're always following someone around.
[] Sometimes you get reeeeaaaalllllyyy annoying.
[x] You don't like to be messed with.
[x] You usually hang out with people younger than you.
Total: 3
I'm SHADOW! YES! My favorite sonic character!
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 | Tuesday, 18 November 2008 06:34:46 PM (GMT) Starting Time:
1:29
Name:
Tarkxie
Sisters:
A lot
Brothers:
A lot
Starting Time:
1:29
Name:
Tarkxie
Sisters:
A lot
Brothers:
A lot
Shoe size:
Eh?
Height:
Depends.
What are you wearing right now?
Clothes. Duh!
Favourite Number:
13
Favourite Drink
Milk!
Favourite Months:
August, December, October
Favourite Breakfast:
French toast
***********Have You Ever***********
Broken a bone:
No
Been in a police car:
No
Been on a plane:
No
Been in a hot tub:
Yeah
Swam in the ocean:
Yeah
Fallen asleep in school:
No
Broken someone's heart:
Dunno
Cried when someone died:
DUN yes!
Fell off your chair:
Yeah
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
No
Saved e-mails:
Kinda....
***********What is************
Your room like?
Colorful
What's right beside you?
Computer
----------------------Ever Had- -------------------------
Chicken pox:
No
Sore throat:
YES
Stitches:
No
Broken nose:
No
--------------------------Who---------------------------
Was the last person you danced with?
Forget
made you smile?
My gunnia pig.
Did you last yell at?
My dogs
----------Final Questions-------------
What are you listening to right now?
The key boerd as I'm typing this
What did you do today?
Wake up!
Hate someone in your family?
No way!
Good singer?
Dunno
Diamond or pearl?
BOTH!
Indoors or outdoors
Outdoors
------------------Today did you----------------------
1. Talk to someone you like?
Yes! My mommy!
2. Kiss anyone?
Me little baby brother!
3. Get sick?
Nopes.
4. Sing:
Kinda....
5: Talk to an ex :
Don't have an ex
6. Miss someone:
Yeah.
7. Eat:
Yes,
---------------Last person who------------------
8. You talked to on the phone?
A robot for a credit card thingamaboby
9. Made you Cry?
Dunno
10. Went to the movies with?
Forget
11. You went to the mall with?
My friend Katilix
19. Been to Mexico?
Dunno
-----------------Random--------------------
21. Have a crush on someone:
Why you ask?
22. books you're reading?
Quite a bit.
23. Best feeling in the world:
Happiness!
24. Future kids names?
I dunno yet.
Ending Time: 1:36
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 | Tuesday, 18 November 2008 03:52:33 PM (GMT)
Yesterday, I opened lots of different chain letters. From ones about faceless girls
to evil clowns. I ignored them, which is not recommended by chain letters. I just
laughed and thought them as stupid and untrue.
I was in for a surprise.
I was a sleep in my nice warm bed, until a heard a thump. I peeked open my eye to
see the evil clown with his blood covered knife, on the floor. Tripped on some toys
my little brother dumped the day before.
Anyways, he got up and walked to my bed. He was going to stab me with his blood
Yesterday, I opened lots of different chain letters. From ones about faceless girls
to evil clowns. I ignored them, which is not recommended by chain letters. I just
laughed and thought them as stupid and untrue.
I was in for a surprise.
I was a sleep in my nice warm bed, until a heard a thump. I peeked open my eye to
see the evil clown with his blood covered knife, on the floor. Tripped on some toys
my little brother dumped the day before.
Anyways, he got up and walked to my bed. He was going to stab me with his blood
covered knife, until a faceless girl with blood dripping everywhere came in. I guess
she thought that the clown was the one that didn't send her chain letter cause she
killed him with her can opener instead. Then she saw me. She slapped the little bit
of forehead she had then went to kill me. But no sooner then she reached my bed,
some mad rapist guy came in and killed her. I guess she wasn't attractive enough to
rape. As He came towards me, a drowned boy came out of the closet and killed him.
The boy looked around to find me (I guess it's hard to see when all the jelly in
your eyes got washed out by salt water), then tripped over on a toy and fell to the
floor. A monster came in and tripped on him. The two got so mad at each other, they
fought to the death over it.
After wards, I wondered what to do with the dead bodies. They were starting to stink
up the room and I wanted to sleep. Then a girl appeared on the ceiling. She saw the
dead bodies, and buried them. I remembered her from the one chain letter. So I said
to her
"You're going to bury my alive now?"
And she replied
"Naaa. I was going to, but then I saw the dead bodies. I think you have enough
trouble for one night."
Then she left without a trace. Now I had a new thought in my head.
It'll take a lot of soap and water to clean all this blood and goo off the
floor.
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 | Saturday, 15 November 2008 03:14:55 PM (GMT) [] you own/owned a pair of glasses
[x] you've played some sort of video game 5 hours straight
[x]you have GI Joes or toy dinosaurs
[x] you pack your lunch to school
[x] reading books is fun
[] you go to the library to hang out
[x] you correct people's grammar
[]math class is fun
[x] told someone a joke and nobody laughed
[] took high school courses in middle school
[] you own/owned a pair of glasses
[x] you've played some sort of video game 5 hours straight
[x]you have GI Joes or toy dinosaurs
[x] you pack your lunch to school
[x] reading books is fun
[] you go to the library to hang out
[x] you correct people's grammar
[]math class is fun
[x] told someone a joke and nobody laughed
[] took high school courses in middle school
[x] you like eating chinese/japanese food with chopsticks
[] you've won a spelling bee
[] girls/boys have cooties!
[x] you've watched TV for 4 hours straight
[x] sports are just not your thing
[] you've had a pet tarantula snake and/or lizard
[x] you cried because you got a bad grade on something
[x] your homework is ALWAYS turned in on time
[x] you're never late for class
[] Spiderman is the coolest superhero ever
[] you've corrected the teacher
[] you want to be a lawyer or surgeon/doctor when you grow up
[] you have a napoleon dynamite t-shirt
[x] you almost always have a pen or pencil for class
[] you're an honour student
Ok, now multiply by x4 and repost "I'm __% nerd!"
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I'm just so white and nerdy! I'm just to white and nerdy! XD
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 | Tuesday, 11 November 2008 02:40:12 PM (GMT) The Hallway:
[x] Doormat
[ ] Shoe rack
[x] Coat hanger
Total: 2
The Living Room:
[x] A magazine rack
[x] Coffee table
[x] Television
[x] A rug
[x] Sofa
The Hallway:
[x] Doormat
[ ] Shoe rack
[x] Coat hanger
Total: 2
The Living Room:
[x] A magazine rack
[x] Coffee table
[x] Television
[x] A rug
[x] Sofa
[x] Armchair
[x] Giant window
Total: 9
The Dining Room:
[x] A long table
[ ] A medium table
[ ] A short table
[x] Chairs
[ ] A fruit bowl in the center of the table.
Total: 11
The Kitchen:
[x] A breakfast table
[x] Counters
[x] A fridge
[x] A freezer
[x] The view of your garden (Me has got lots o them! XD)
Total: 16
The Bathroom:
[x] A toilet
[x] A bathtub
[x] A sink
[x] A line of shampoo and conditioner/soap bottles
[x] A mirror
[x] A bathroom cupboard
[x] A bath rug
[x] A walk in shower
Total: 24
Your Bedroom:
[x] A single bed (Share a room with my sisters!)
[x] A double bed (My sisters bed)
[x] A bunk-bed (My bed!)
[ ] A closet
[x] A wardrobe
[x] Curtains
[x] A mirror
[x] Some cute pattern on your bed covers (Pretty purple flowers!)
[x] A desk
[x] A computer or laptop (Doesn't work too well though)
Total: 33
The Master Bedroom:
[ ] A double queen sized bed
[x] A double king sized bed
[x] A closet
[ ] An en-suite bathroom
Total: 35
The Garage:
[x] A car
[x] A bike (More then A bike.)
[ ] A scooter
[ ] A motorbike
[x] Tools
[x] An oil/petrol/gasoline puddle
Total: 39
The Garden:
[x] Grass
[ ] A terrace
[ ] A conservatory
[ ] A shed
[ ] Gnomes
[x] Plants (lots)
[ ] A fence
Total: 41
Grand Total: 41
Multiply your total by 2 and minus 4.
41 x 2 = 82 - 4 = 78
My house is 78% Homely!
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