I, Saimon am leaving Cae's account to be on my own.
I beleive I've used Caelo's for long enough

If you wanted to talk to me, or sent a message/letter that I haven't yet replied to
Resend It to my account and I'll talk.

My nickname is Saimonsais.

Stuck on a fucking hospital bed again, luvs.....

I'm sick as sick can get, and I'm hurt.....

It's a long story that half of you won't beleive.

 and I'm not here to boast about my survival, just to let you know that I just
skimmed death the other night...or....well I'm still skimming death....and the fact
that I will be on an off because I am in a hospital....and I'm not a hundred percent
concious...

PLEASE JOIN THIS!!!
I NEED MEMBERS!
ITS A ROLEPLAY!!!

http://kupika.com/club/Chaos
http://kupika.com/club/Chaos
http://kupika.com/club/Chaos

http://kupika.com/club/True_Roleplay
http://kupika.com/club/True_Roleplay
http://kupika.com/club/True_Roleplay

I need members for this club!
badly!!

Excuse me if I get my facts incorrect. I'm not a genious in your 'situation'.
But I can relate to your frustration. I deal with epilepsy, remember? Memory loss
blackouts seizures...and a pill or some stupid treatment to   keep it all away. You
don't see me put a gun up to my head when I am told I have to take a pill to assure
a 'normal' life. What is normal anyways, define it for me. Normal is lifeless,
hopeless, a puppet with steel strings. It's nothing but a plastic trophy placed way
over our heads to keep us reaching pointlessly for the sky. What pisses me off is
that it feels like everything I've said to you went completely through you. Your
fine the way you are. You don't need a plastic face and a shapely body you have a
life to look forward to. Do you want to be just another number added to that
statistic or do you want to do omerhibg and be someone worth remembering.

And in that exact instant, I hated you with all my heart. I cursed your name again
and again in the language of my father as tears of anger, sadness and self-loathing
spilled down my face. At the same time my heart felt light again, I felt like I
could breath again just in that instant, I felt needed again. I felt loved. Yet
short lived was that moment and yet again I am lost. I feel like I had just ran
blindly into the tangled mass of briar. I close my eyes and privatly wish that they
would never open again, that if they did that you'd be gone along with thease dark
feelings in my heart. I know it's useless now, there's no undoing whats been done.
So I've decided to walk this path alone for the time being. Untill those bleeding
doors finally close for good and are sealed by time and acceptance. I just hope I
don't have to wait too long....

I just want to drink untill i loose conciousness and not care anymore.