Most recent Public diary entries by ‹[Belongs.In.Neverland]<3›:
Sunday, 30 October 2011
04:12:02 AM (GMT)
I can't begin to express how fucking fake I have to be anymore.
I have to be perfect for everyone.
I just wan't to be me.
Let me be me.
Give me permission to cry.
|Homecoming is supposed to be perfect when It's your first one, right?||Category: (general)|
Saturday, 29 October 2011
03:45:01 PM (GMT)
The night of every normal girls dream to have their first kiss with the perfect
boyfriend and dance the night away?
That's not what happened to me.
not at all.
I was supposed to have a gender swap date,
him in my dress, i wear his suit.
it started out like that,
but we then changed before the dance,
and we had a bit of fun,
until he became a crude inconsiderate asshole.
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
03:34:17 AM (GMT)
So this is what my life has become?
Living for the future with no hope in sight,
Coping with the present, which is to say the least, a losing fight.
From going to the world in my hands, to scraping by with a few scraps of kindness.
And all because of you.
I am not one to blame, for I still love you.
But if it were not for you, the world would still be bright.
The world would still have color to me,
but now, because of you
The world is just shades of gray and mundane random encounters that flood my life,
oh how I just want to be free.
What you do to me seems to be more criminal than murder,
Sunday, 23 October 2011
03:32:27 AM (GMT)
is the past.
it just haunts me like a never ending canvass,
all of which i have to go back to that point of which i painted,
to review my work so far.
to see my progress.
so far I haven't any,
But I try,
I attempt to do better,
It never really works,
Its as though I'm mindlessly splatting paint against my canvass,
Friday, 21 October 2011
09:07:27 PM (GMT)
Your Oekakis have been kidnapped 54 times.
You are on the Friends List of 16 people.
You have been blacklisted by 1 person.
5 people have subscribed to your publications.
You have invited 4 people to Kupika.
Profile views in October: 644.
Maximum daily views: 83.
|Dive birdy; dive. [last diary entry for a while ]||Category: (general)|
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
03:42:59 AM (GMT)
Fuck it happened
And it really did hurt
I lost myself
I'm a free falling bird
Point my beak down
I'm suicide bound
Zipping through clouds
I need a thought
But the rush is too much
I feel so alive
I'm running out of time
|Dear Kimi, Talk to me already.||Category: (general)|
Monday, 17 October 2011
10:06:07 PM (GMT)
I honestly have no clue what we're even fighting about.
everyone claims they have talked to you,
everyone tells me different things.
I wan't to hear it from you,
I want you to fucking tell me,
What the FUCK did I do to get you this so fucking upset with me?
Last edited: 17 October 2011