IF YOUR NOT READING MY OFFICIAL BLOG UR GAY. NO...UR VERY UNFIERCE

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BAKING IS GAY =[
i cant bake shit

i have such a bad night.
why do i try to make cupcakes anyway?
I HATE CUPCAKES.they smell like shit.
i hate strawberry frosting.
ew.
fer real.

the 1st try was the best but this time was horrible...

BAKING IS GAY =[
i cant bake shit

i have such a bad night.
why do i try to make cupcakes anyway?
I HATE CUPCAKES.they smell like shit.
i hate strawberry frosting.
ew.
fer real.

the 1st try was the best but this time was horrible...


i got food coloring everywhere n it wont come off....my hands r fucking
pink....FUCK!
I FUCKED UP.

i cant cook =[
no1 is getting cupcakes...
cupcakes r stupid!!

wow..cupcakes ruined my day.

FUCKERS.


wow.i should shut up.

SERIOUS SHIT.

i am stupid...i know.i am not smart.i am fucking retarded.
you dont think much of me....i know that too....
hate on bitches.



This is gay.
shit.....

i need sleep.
thank god its friday
i am gonna die today



I NEED GIRLFRIENDS.
i hang out with guys ALL the time.ALL THE FUCKING TIME.it doesn't get worst than
that......girls hate me =[ 
FUCK GIRLS! WHO NEEDS THOSE JEALOUS BITCHES ANYWAY?

i am gonna fuck there boyfriends...haha


omg!! NEWS! i quit drinking...YAY!

I miss being a child....=[
i am gonna be a kid again.=]


im out.
time to go back to bed....not really...but.........i can sleep in class.=]
yay!!

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I am my own worst enemy.
I wanna bush away in a fire.
I wanna sink to the bottom of the ocean.
I wanna cut my arm open n slowly watch myself bleed to death.
I wanna free myself from all this pain.

I dont want to cry...

i wanna start again.n end this tragic life.

i dunno wots up.
sorry i havent been in touch.or witting. 
i sleep all day.
i haven't been me lately.
everything is odd.
sorry guys.

I lied in bed all day today.I am feeling horrible...

ugh....Its really tragic how people judge me.I am not what you guys think i am.I am
way more than a stupid fat slutty lesbian who like to hug lots. I am not even a
lesbian.Gosh...i may act like a slut but i am NOT a slut.

I feel weird.One day i way happy n way overconfident and other days i am miserable.I
don't really understand my self anymore.Which is so odd.

I don't know what my dreams are anymore...Last year, i wanted to be known for
clothes n shoes n fashion n my life was erik,erik,erik and vogue.But this year i
think differently.I wonder if I want to be known for clothes.Everything that was so
I lied in bed all day today.I am feeling horrible...

ugh....Its really tragic how people judge me.I am not what you guys think i am.I am
way more than a stupid fat slutty lesbian who like to hug lots. I am not even a
lesbian.Gosh...i may act like a slut but i am NOT a slut.

I feel weird.One day i way happy n way overconfident and other days i am miserable.I
don't really understand my self anymore.Which is so odd.

I don't know what my dreams are anymore...Last year, i wanted to be known for
clothes n shoes n fashion n my life was erik,erik,erik and vogue.But this year i
think differently.I wonder if I want to be known for clothes.Everything that was so
important to me last year means nothing anymore.I've realized most things i stood
for were stupid and pointless. My priorities are not right.

I dont know what I want in life...I keep thinking about happiness and I am
happy...but i feel like something is missing...maybe its love.Maybe i am tired of
people leaving me.

I am kind of pissed because everyone has been telling me that I've changed lately
but i dunno.I don't know anything anymore.I can't seem to describe myself
anymore....LIKE WHO AM I?
WHO IS REENA KAUR GILL?
i dunno...i am very disappointing...i mean we are suppose to be experts on
ourselves.

Even writting this blog is confusing...
I mean i should take life easily and not make it so complicated...i dunno....
HELP!!!

answer my questions.....

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I am cutting the crap.
I am suppose to happy.There is nothing wrong with life.Some people have it like so
bad n i've realized that all these little stupid things don't matter all the time. 
I realize I've been acting very strange lately n I apologize. I don't know what
happens sometimes but i am glad its over.

I just like threw away bags of stuff...honestly i dont need all those diaries of bad
memories.seriously.
I don't' need Erik.
i don't need a guy.
All i need is you guys n my friends n my family.
Speaking of friends....I need some girlfriends....i hang out with like so many
I am cutting the crap.
I am suppose to happy.There is nothing wrong with life.Some people have it like so
bad n i've realized that all these little stupid things don't matter all the time. 
I realize I've been acting very strange lately n I apologize. I don't know what
happens sometimes but i am glad its over.

I just like threw away bags of stuff...honestly i dont need all those diaries of bad
memories.seriously.
I don't' need Erik.
i don't need a guy.
All i need is you guys n my friends n my family.
Speaking of friends....I need some girlfriends....i hang out with like so many
guys.I only have 4 girlfriends....its just tragic.
If only my guy friends were gay n not such pervs...ugh....wotver.
I need Bob!!!
miss her! shes my bestie! 

I almost got ill today...but i am ok 

I just wanna thank all you guys for emailing me n sending messages here n commenting
n getting me back =]

u guys r fabulous =]

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