I think you should all know .... I'm not dead. I was dealing with a lot of stress,
and I still am. I couldn't take the shit I was getting on Kupika anymore. I somehow
convinced Olivia to write that diary entry and such about me ... Please don't be mad
at her. Just be mad at me. I'm dealing with things like that now, so I'm pretty imune
to it. 
Again, I'm so sorry. I wish I could go back and change what I did, but as I can't
I'm seriously hoping you'll forgive me.

This is what a real caring boyfriend would do if he loved his girl....


When she walks away from you mad===[[ Follow her ]]

When she stares at your lips===[[ Kiss her ]]

When she pushes you or hits you===[[ Grab her and don’t let go ]]

When she starts cursing at you===[[ Kiss her and tell her you love her 
]]

This is what a real caring boyfriend would do if he loved his girl....


When she walks away from you mad===[[ Follow her ]]

When she stares at your lips===[[ Kiss her ]]

When she pushes you or hits you===[[ Grab her and don’t let go ]]

When she starts cursing at you===[[ Kiss her and tell her you love her 
]]

When she's quiet===[[ Ask her what’s wrong ]]

When she ignores you===[[ Give her your attention ]]

When she pulls away==[[ Pull her back ]]

When you see her at her worst===[[ Tell her she's beautiful ]]

When you see her start crying==[[ Just hold her and don’t say a word ]]

When you see her walking==[[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]]

When she's scared===[[ Protect her ]]

When she lays her head on your shoulder===[[ Tilt her head up and kiss 
her ]]

When she steals your favorite hat==[[ Let her keep it and sleep with it 
for a night ]]

When she teases you===[[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time===[[ reassure her that 
everything is okay ]]

When she looks at you with doubt==[[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]]

When she says that she likes you==[[ she really does more than you 
could understand ]]

When she grabs at your hands===[[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]]

When she bumps into you===[[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]]

When she tells you a secret===[[ keep it safe and untold ]]

When she looks at you in your eyes===[[ don’t look away until she does 
]]

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU===[[ SHES HURTING INSIDE]]

When you break her heart===[[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]]

When she says its over===[[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]]

When she repost this bulletin===[[ she wants you to read it ]]


- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

- DON'T let her have the last word

- always call her when you know somethings wrong

- Pretty and beautiful is so much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's okay don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you 
think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass 
am I kicking today baby?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend"
Girls post as: "A REAL BOYFRIEND"


You will have bad luck for
4 weeks! But if you
re-post this, you will
get kissed by your crush on Friday....

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I really want you to play this game. Get your friends to play it, play it yourself.

Just try to get past Level Three!!!

Heres the link:

http://www.wimp.com/maze/

Please comment on this diary after you play it.

1. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yup...

2. How many times?
Uh, three or four ...

3. By Whom?
My ex-boyfriends ... o.O

4. Ever loved someone so much it hurt?
Yes.

1. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yup...

2. How many times?
Uh, three or four ...

3. By Whom?
My ex-boyfriends ... o.O

4. Ever loved someone so much it hurt?
Yes.

5. Who's your celebrity crush right now?
Either Brendan Urie or Orlando Bloom ... hehe ..

6. Have any family on Kupika?
Yeah, Oli and Anthony ...

7. What hurts you the most in your life?
When my parents fight ...

8. Who's one person you can trust, but you've done things they shouldn't trust you
for?
Uh ... *cough* Oli ...

9. Ever stole a guy from your friend?
Once ... by ''accident''

10. How come you're on Kupika?
*sigh* Oli ...

11. Why are you writing this?
Cuz, I'm bored and waiting for a letter back, and because only awesome people do
these, and just CUZ! Gosh!

12. Ever dated someone older than you?
Mhmm..

13. Ever dated someone younger than you?
Nope.

14. Have any family that scare you?
Yeah, Oli sometimes ... and her cousin Felicia ..

15. Any pictures of you on the internet?
Yeah ...

16. What are you doing now?
Talking to Oli's Jesse on Oli's msn xD and getting annoyed by a fly.

17. Are you listening to any music right now?
Yeah

18. What song?
Like O, Like H - Tegan and Sara

19. Any funny lyrics in the song?
Yeah, Oli told me that the 'In your gut' sounds like 'In yougurt!' and now we crack
up everytime we hear it ... lol

20. Did this help you with any of your problems?
Uh, No??

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