So yesterday was my birthday and my 1 year with my boyfriend
We spent the whole weekend in a hotel that's not too far from our homes. We also went
to a Falling in Reverse concert saturday night. When we got to our room he had a
Canon Rebel T3 DSLR camera sitting on the bed for me.
We cuddled and just spent all of our time together.
Then on monday we went to Hot Topic and bought a bunch of stuff. And I finally have a
pair of shorts that fit my ass thanks to him.
It was an overall great weekend.
With the drugs, the drinking, and now stealing a stupid sign that put this
misdemeanor looming over her head, I can't hang out with my best friend anymore just
so that I can save myself from ending up getting in trouble with the law because of
you. If you get pulled over and I'm with you and you get arrested for that stupid
sign because they identified your fucking car and you have pot in a bag and they end
up pinning it on me. I'm not gonna take that risk.
It's killing me to have to make this decision but it needs to be made. You're not the
best friend I grew to love like a sister anymore ever since you started hanging out
with her even more.
I just can't handle it.
1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
Steve- Holy shit, I love you so fucking much. Because of you I actually feel
beautiful for once in my life. These past 9.5 months have been pretty amazing. But
you really need to stop worrying about me so much.
Lauren- Stop what you're doing. You have straight Z's at school. Stop with the
drinking. Stop smoking. Stop hanging out with Val since you seem to smoke mostly with
her.
Val- Stop smoking so fucking much. Just stop with all of the fucking drugs.
One day you're gonna get into so much shit because of them. And stop complaining so
much about your mom when she just fucking cares about you.
2. One of my insecurities.
1. Three things I want to say to three different people.Steve- Holy shit, I love you so fucking much. Because of you I actually feel
beautiful for once in my life. These past 9.5 months have been pretty amazing. But
you really need to stop worrying about me so much.
Lauren- Stop what you're doing. You have straight Z's at school. Stop with the
drinking. Stop smoking. Stop hanging out with Val since you seem to smoke mostly with
her.
Val- Stop smoking so fucking much. Just stop with all of the fucking drugs.
One day you're gonna get into so much shit because of them. And stop complaining so
much about your mom when she just fucking cares about you.
2. One of my insecurities.
My weight
3. What turns me on.
Biting, scratching, being pinned down.
4. One of my bad habits.
Biting my nails.
5. Who I wish I could be.
No one.
6. Where I want to be right now.
Right where I am.
7. The last thing I ate.
Salad.
8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
My boyfriend.
9. What song I’m currently listening to.
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
18. How many rings do you usually wear?
None.
19. Would you rather go to Canada or California on vacation?
California.
20. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
Yoga pants.
21. Do you call it fall or autumn?
It depends on my mood.
22. Are you an emotional person?
Very.
23. It’s 2 in the morning and you get a text message, who is it most likely
from?
Steve.
24. Do you like long car rides?
Love them.
25. Do you have an adult you can talk to about anything?
Technically yea, since my friends are all legally adults x3
26. Last time you saw your dad?
5 and a half years ago.
27. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
Yea
28. Do you do your own laundry?
And my boyfriends.
29. Would you like the ability to read minds?
I would love that.
30. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
Yea
31. You’re thinking about a certain person right now, aren’t you?
Mhmm :3
32. What will you be doing in five years?
I'll probably still be in college.
34. Last 2 people to text you?
Steve and Lauren.
35. Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
Music Producer
36. Do you like to cuddle?
I love to cuddle.
37. When angry, do you get loud or quiet?
It really depends on how angry I am.
38. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips?
Probably.
39. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yea
40. How’s your hair right now?
It's quite messy.
Go Away
by Katy B
I open my eyes, watch you lying there,
The sun beating on your skin
It became an unwritten rule with you
Somehow I always seem to give in
Why you got to be so strong
Your stubbornness is cruel
Go Away
by Katy B
I open my eyes, watch you lying there,
The sun beating on your skin
It became an unwritten rule with you
Somehow I always seem to give in
Why you got to be so strong
Your stubbornness is cruel
You know what I'd do for you
And I know where you'd walk for me
But we gotta speak it
Oh so quietly
If you could please just go away
Leave me alone
Yeah, fly away
Into the stars
Never see your face
It would make my world such a better place
[X2]
You open your eyes, watch me lying there
What I'd give to know what you see
What I'd give to know what you feel, know what you think
If only I could step in your skin
But you see I already know
It'll end in tears
When you carry out all my fears
Being here's a dangerous game
I'll end up insane
And only have myself to blame
If you could please just go away
Leave me alone
Yeah, fly away
Into the stars
Never see your face
It would make my world such a better place
[X2]
I know that you care
But it's never enough
I know you'll be there
But it's never enough
Please just play fair
I don't ask you for love
'cause I don't need no empty words here
I know that you care
But it's never enough
I know you'll be there
But it's never enough, oh
Please just be fair
I don't ask you for love
'cause I don't want your empty words here
Oh
If you could please just go away
Leave me alone
Yeah, fly away
Into the stars
Never see your face (never see your face, oh)
It would make my world such a better place
If you could please just
[X4]
Kampf Der Liebe
by Tokio Hotel
Du tust mir gut
Du tust mir weh
Ich bin im Kampf der Liebe
Lauf durch die Glut
Marschier durch Schnee
Nur für den Kampf der Liebe
Schwarz ist der Tag
Kampf Der Liebe
by Tokio Hotel
Du tust mir gut
Du tust mir weh
Ich bin im Kampf der Liebe
Lauf durch die Glut
Marschier durch Schnee
Nur für den Kampf der Liebe
Schwarz ist der Tag
Ich halt mich wach
Rot ist der Kampf der Liebe
Ich fühl die Kraft
Ich fühl mich schwach
Ich kämpf den Kampf der Liebe
Wann komm ich an
Wann komm ich an
Wann komm ich endlich an
Ich weiss nicht wie lang
Weiss nicht wie lang
Wie lange ich noch kämpfen kann
Durch das Feuer kalt und einsam
Flammen führen mich zu dir
Und dann kämpfen wir gemeinsam
Den Kampf der Liebe, Liebe, Liebe
Du brauchst die Sucht
Kein Gegengift
Du willst den Kampf der Liebe
Es geht nie vorbei
Weil's in dir ist
Du bist der Kampf der Liebe
Vom Höhepunkt zum Untergang
Dauert der Kampf der Liebe
Du fühlst dich frei
Du bist gefangen
Du kämpfst den Kampf um Liebe
Wann komm ich an
Wann komm ich an
Wann komm ich endlich an
Ich weiss nicht wie lang
Weiss nicht wie lang
Wie lange ich noch kämpfen kann
Durch das Feuer kalt und einsam
Flammen führen mich zu dir
Und dann kämpfen wir gemeinsam
Den Kampf der Liebe, Liebe, Liebe
Ich lauf durch die Strassen
Durch die Wüsten
Bis zu dir
Wir schliessen unsern Pakt
Ich kämpf für dich und du für mich
Für immer
Wann kommen wir an
Wann kommen wir an
Wann kommen wir endlich an
Weiss nicht wie lang
Weis nicht wie lang
Wie lange ich noch kämpfen kann
Durch das Feuer kalt und einsam
Flammen führen mich zu dir
Und dann kämpfen wir gemeinsam
Den Kampf der Liebe, Liebe, Liebe
Wann komm ich an
So I asked someone to take me off of their friends list because we've never talked
before and it kinda irks me when people just add me when we've never talked.
And the response I got was kind of rude even though I asked them as nicely as I
possibly could.
