Most recent Public diary entries by ‹∞ Directioner ∞›:
Thursday, 27 April 2017
04:18:07 AM (GMT)
Its time for the time where I randomly update on my life.
The last one was pretty happy. Sad in the beginning, but then I found my way, and it
seemed sooo happy.
Funny. It seems like this week it started out happy and turned into shit.
Honestly, I could go into details. But I just want to make this one shorter.
I am in my third year of college. Still no degree. I am working on my associates for
photography. After this semester I really only have two more classes. But
unfortunately, the way they offer the classes it will be one more year.
Wednesday, 25 May 2016
05:21:48 AM (GMT)
I read the last few updates I did, and I never really got into a lot of detail. I
got into a lot of detail in what I was feeling, but not really the reason why.
So, this time I'm going to give a huge update.
Second semester junior year was horrible. Physics class was horrible and so was
English. My photo and jewelry class was fun. Even my math class was fun. But it was
horrible, because picking colleges was just around the corner.
My senior year started out great. I was beginning to become really social again. I
even decided to go to a community college, that was like down the street from me. I
was feeling great. But then in October, my grandpa pasted away. I lived with him
Saturday, 17 January 2015
08:25:57 PM (GMT)
Just a little update to anyone who still cares.
I'm almost 19 years old. I'll be 19 in a little over a month. :O
I'm currently enrolled to a community college...outside of where I currently live.
Yes, it costs more. Yes, it was stupid of me to go there. But you know what? I'm
fucking happy going there. I completed my first semester in December, and I finished
it with a 3.6 GPA. A pretty damn high GPA for me. This semester I'm still there, and
again talking 5 classes with each class worth 3 credit hours. I'm hoping to complete
this semester with a little bit higher GPA.
Last year, at this time, I felt so lost. I didn't know what I was going to do. I
Monday, 28 April 2014
02:59:31 AM (GMT)
I will finally admit it, I am a perfectionist.
A HUGE perfectionist to a lot of people (especially to my mom), but people don't
understand how hard it is to live with being one.
So, this idea of the common confessions of a blank, came to mind.
And here I am here typing away.
As I even type right now, I start to write a word, but then delete seconds later.
Sometimes I don't even get the whole word out.
Tuesday, 4 March 2014
10:49:41 PM (GMT)
Officially an adult.
I'm not a kid anymore.
But then again I haven't been a kid in a long time.
The point that I'm trying to get to, is my future.
People my age are starting to decide what to do with it.
Monday, 24 February 2014
11:34:13 PM (GMT)
Two years ago, there was talk that we might have to move, depending on my dad's new
I was super excited.
I've always wanted to go to a new place and have a fresh start.
And then the topic just kind of died.
We didn't have to move.
But now...my parents can't afford my grandpa's house.
Sunday, 9 February 2014
03:39:15 AM (GMT)
Why is picking a career so hard?
Don't get me wrong, I love how I can chose my own career.
I love that freedom.
But on the other hand, it might have been easier if I just got told what to do.
I mean I would just have to stick with it and be happy.
I remember when I was little, I wanted to be a chef, a dancer, and an artist.