Most recent Public diary entries by ‹♠♫ßιρσlαя•έυρнσяια♪♠›:
 | Monday, 25 March 2013
12:28:36 AM (GMT) You need to make a plan like now because...being undecided in college goin on ur
sophomore year, is not okay. Well...its OKAY but not good.
SO.
I've been lookin up some career choices for you to do based on things you LIKE to do.
But remember, we cant all do what we like to do in order to live.
Life costs too much to have fun. -shrug- (i disagree with my own statement)
So. Here are a few things.
er.. more than a few.
But first, a link.
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| Sunday, 10 March 2013
04:19:37 AM (GMT) SO! Today's a big day. well. semi-big.
Why?
It's (about to be) my amazingly wonderful and beautiful inside n out boyfriend's
birthday. =]
No longer a teenager~! So i'd like to...write a letter to him.
Dearest Joshuarr,
First of all, Happy Birthday my love. <3
I know I havent known you all 20(19 cuz...i was around a year later) years but at
least i've known you for 1/6th of your life. We have been through a huge bunch and
we're STILL best friends. Also, 21 weeks ago today, you asked me to be a part of your SO! Today's a big day. well. semi-big.
Why?
It's (about to be) my amazingly wonderful and beautiful inside n out boyfriend's
birthday. =]
No longer a teenager~! So i'd like to...write a letter to him.
Dearest Joshuarr,
First of all, Happy Birthday my love. <3
I know I havent known you all 20(19 cuz...i was around a year later) years but at
least i've known you for 1/6th of your life. We have been through a huge bunch and
we're STILL best friends. Also, 21 weeks ago today, you asked me to be a part of your
life so we're boyfrann and girlfrann too :D You're turning out to be a wonderful
young man, yknow? You're so talented and so smart..so polite and so kind..I Thank God
every single day that you're in my life. I'm happy I get to be a part of the next
chapter in your life. No longer a teen, not yet an ADULT...but..still. You're an
amazing man to me. You're handling a bunch of stressful things in acceptable ways and
i'm proud of you for getting through it all. I've seen you grow in the past 3-4 years
babe and you're still growing. I hope to be here with you until you and I grow no
more, and even then--beyond. We are definitely getting through every obstacle life
throws at us, together. And we are growing as friends and growing as a couple. Hey,
"Love is Patient"(Bible) afterall. Thank you for being such an amazing person and
boyfriend and making sure I'm comfortable with things you do even though most of the
time you dont have to. I hope today is a really great day for you, at least
internally. I may not be the first to say happy birthday but it's okay..Im sending as
much love as I can through this message and such. :] I love you!!! ^_^ Happy Birthday
and Happy 21 weeks (nerd) (heart)
Love, from the bottom of my heart to the top of it and through all my arteries...and
veins...and organs..>_>
Courtneer :* f^2
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| Friday, 8 March 2013
04:15:49 AM (GMT) My facebook statuses today...
"Why does cancer have to take everyone?! Maybe not EVERYone but WHY HER D': im so mad
n sad and...i..mannnnn....this sucks...=___= man....mannnn....!!! >='( man. Ugh.
Man...
That chick was one of the strongest chicks ive ever known. She fought for a while
man...=_= ughhhhh.....im...so... ugh im mad...=_= stupid freakin cancer. Ugh!!! Im so
mad!!! Scientists... doctors...somebody!! Get rid of that crap. -_- ugh. Ms
lamm..-shton.. ur still freakin amazin. Keep being u up there. =~="
"Wearing my west sweater for Mrs lammshton today...
My facebook statuses today...
"Why does cancer have to take everyone?! Maybe not EVERYone but WHY HER D': im so mad
n sad and...i..mannnnn....this sucks...=___= man....mannnn....!!! >='( man. Ugh.
Man...
That chick was one of the strongest chicks ive ever known. She fought for a while
man...=_= ughhhhh.....im...so... ugh im mad...=_= stupid freakin cancer. Ugh!!! Im so
mad!!! Scientists... doctors...somebody!! Get rid of that crap. -_- ugh. Ms
lamm..-shton.. ur still freakin amazin. Keep being u up there. =~="
"Wearing my west sweater for Mrs lammshton today...
she helped me learn to dance in front of people while dancin for God, she introduced
musical theatre and being a choreographer to me..she took us to my favorite musical a
while back, she taught us how to not sound like a "mickey mouse chorus" lol and she
invited us to her home with love and joy n stuff. She was such an amazing person. I
cant believe shes gone...i dont want her to be...she cant be...shes got to inspire
more people!!! -.- ♥ she was so tough but it was only to make us better. I will
never forget her flipping out in chorus just cuz we didnt use correct diction while
singing. Lol. Shes just awesome. Her and her pointy toed leather boots of power ♥ i
miss her a bunch. I was literally just talkin bout her two days ago...im
just..shocked. =_= sad..cancer can go kill itself-___- please."
"I hate how the news keeps randomly hitting me. I dont like the random bursts of
tears.
If you know me, you KNOW i dont cry. But today. I've probably cried harder than i
have in a long time. =_= I hate this.
I'm not ready for this.
But who am i to say im ready?...-__-"
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| Tuesday, 5 March 2013
12:49:28 AM (GMT) Well. spring break is comin.
So
What've i got to do.
1. Go see the doctors...
2. Be available if i gotta go back
3. GO TO JERSEY. i REALLY wanna go.
4. Be with Josh as MUCH as possible. seriously. I cant STAND being away from him any
longer. its awful.
5. Do my freakin tax papers...probably gonna do that the day i get home.
6. Go Shopping with Josh. =] i cant WAIT for that one. <3 augh.
Well. spring break is comin.
So
What've i got to do.
1. Go see the doctors...
2. Be available if i gotta go back
3. GO TO JERSEY. i REALLY wanna go.
4. Be with Josh as MUCH as possible. seriously. I cant STAND being away from him any
longer. its awful.
5. Do my freakin tax papers...probably gonna do that the day i get home.
6. Go Shopping with Josh. =] i cant WAIT for that one. <3 augh.
how many days have i got. from 15/16 to 24th. bout...8 days.
5 things...8 days.
sigh. alright.
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| Sunday, 24 February 2013
08:04:46 PM (GMT) A #Taurus likes staying comfortable, and would rather enjoy a movie on the couch
then go out on a Saturday night.
A #Taurus will take their sweet time making love to you. They'll make sure your every
need is met and every inch of your skin is touched
A #Taurus will go above and beyond to make YOU happy
#Taurus have a very specific plan for the way they want their life to turn out, and
lucky you if your part of it.
#Taurus hate unexpected changes, and that's why you don't just throw yourself into
any relationship. Once you're in, you're in for good.
#Taurus are the strong but silent type. You won't know what hit you if you step in
the way of a #Taurus because it's so unexpected
A #Taurus may be quick to anger, but will seek forgiveness if he/she feels that A #Taurus likes staying comfortable, and would rather enjoy a movie on the couch
then go out on a Saturday night.
A #Taurus will take their sweet time making love to you. They'll make sure your every
need is met and every inch of your skin is touched
A #Taurus will go above and beyond to make YOU happy
#Taurus have a very specific plan for the way they want their life to turn out, and
lucky you if your part of it.
#Taurus hate unexpected changes, and that's why you don't just throw yourself into
any relationship. Once you're in, you're in for good.
#Taurus are the strong but silent type. You won't know what hit you if you step in
the way of a #Taurus because it's so unexpected
A #Taurus may be quick to anger, but will seek forgiveness if he/she feels that
he/she has gone too far.
#Taurus' speak to everyone with patience, time and care. Even people they really
don't like.
#Taurus won't probably miss you as a bf or gf. They miss you as a best friend before
your relationship.
#Taurus must be touched to be turned on.
...more to come but i got distracted
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| Sunday, 24 February 2013
03:12:33 PM (GMT) Well. im thinking of writing a new story folks. =]
I'm excited because i've seen just about every version of the wizard of oz and now im
making my own. :D
It seems really cool i just...gotta plot it out. but you'll be hearing more info from
me some time soon. but for now..let me finish that quote scene.
"I'm in OZ?"
"Yes, well, no. You're in OS. You gotta soften your consonant sound. It's an S not a
Z. OZ is down the galaxy. And, well, originally, we were gonna call it O2,
like..oxygen. But our signmaker's handwriting wasn't that well and everyone thought
the 2 was a S so..lo and behold: OS."
"Oops! Sorry. Osssss. I see, why dont you just change it back to O2?"
Well. im thinking of writing a new story folks. =]
I'm excited because i've seen just about every version of the wizard of oz and now im
making my own. :D
It seems really cool i just...gotta plot it out. but you'll be hearing more info from
me some time soon. but for now..let me finish that quote scene.
"I'm in OZ?"
"Yes, well, no. You're in OS. You gotta soften your consonant sound. It's an S not a
Z. OZ is down the galaxy. And, well, originally, we were gonna call it O2,
like..oxygen. But our signmaker's handwriting wasn't that well and everyone thought
the 2 was a S so..lo and behold: OS."
"Oops! Sorry. Osssss. I see, why dont you just change it back to O2?"
"Eh..London...has that..O2 Arena and..we don't want to get the areas confused."
"Oh, yeah. I understand. Don't want people like me coming to Osssss"
"No no no. People like you are fine. People in general? Not so much."
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JUST HAD A BETTER IDEA!!!!! AUGH!!!!
(I made the changes to this script already. So...the better idea was to switch it
from OZ to OS. ;D you'll see why if you read my story.)
I kinda wanna start this now but i HAVE to do my story outline. -_-
I MIGHT release the outline..but...it'll be a HUGE spoiler. so. maybe not.
Unless...someone asks me to? :D
ok...let me go get started on this outline!
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| Saturday, 16 February 2013
02:22:35 AM (GMT) Even though my first effective valentines day was physically away from my love, We
were still together on skype throughout the whole day. He was the first i saw when i
woke up and will be the last to speak to me(other than my roommate) before bed. I
love him a bunch. and I'm eternally grateful to have someone as special as him. We've
known each other for what seems like EVER(before we even got romantically together),
been through everything from ups to downs and now back up to infinity and beyond
(hush, im trying to be cute)..I dont think I could've stuck in there with just
anyone. And thats what makes him so special to me. He's seen every side of me
possible. From good, to bad, to sad, to MAD..and he STILL loves me. He's my best
friend in the whole world and i truly Thank God for placing him in my life when He
did. And i thank God i have my best friend by my side for the rest of my life. We can
and will get through anything. Love conquers all! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Happy valentine's Even though my first effective valentines day was physically away from my love, We
were still together on skype throughout the whole day. He was the first i saw when i
woke up and will be the last to speak to me(other than my roommate) before bed. I
love him a bunch. and I'm eternally grateful to have someone as special as him. We've
known each other for what seems like EVER(before we even got romantically together),
been through everything from ups to downs and now back up to infinity and beyond
(hush, im trying to be cute)..I dont think I could've stuck in there with just
anyone. And thats what makes him so special to me. He's seen every side of me
possible. From good, to bad, to sad, to MAD..and he STILL loves me. He's my best
friend in the whole world and i truly Thank God for placing him in my life when He
did. And i thank God i have my best friend by my side for the rest of my life. We can
and will get through anything. Love conquers all! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Happy valentine's
day and 4 months together romantically baby. Joshua, I love you a bunch as everything
you ever were and are to me. :* lol youre the sine squared x to my cosine squared x
because together, we are truly one...in a million. ♥ ^_^
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