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This song made me cry(Emotional lyrics)Category: (general)
Wednesday, 3 April 2013
11:59:58 PM (GMT)
"For The Love Of A Daughter" by Demi lovato Four years old with my back to the door All I could hear was the family war Your selfish hands always expecting more Am I your child or just a charity ward? You have a hollowed out heart But it's heavy in your chest I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless Hopeless, you're hopeless
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LoveCategory: poem!
Friday, 29 March 2013
08:01:14 AM (GMT)
Not the best but I put a lot of emotion into it<3 Sitting in my room alone Now it's officially known Your love does not exist I'm forever on your waiting list The pain, it breaks my heart Everything seems to fall apart Deprived of your affection Always a rejection
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Broken </3Category: (general)
Sunday, 3 March 2013
01:49:35 AM (GMT)
My heart aches. I just realized I have had PTSD since I was 4 years old. Its even still affecting me now. This pain hurts so bad......... Just remembering the fear, feeling the fear, and having to act like nothing is wrong. What I have done my whole life, I was taught to do that, for fear of getting in trouble or maybe worse than that. Seeing those images play in my head over and over, remembering the things I used to do.... I was just a little girl, just a little girl who wanted a normal mom and dad. Just a girl who dreamed of being a doctor, or princess. Someone who wished they were normal. Someone who wished they could enjoy there childhood.
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Last edited: 3 March 2013

This pain is overwhelming......Category: (general)
Monday, 11 February 2013
09:40:50 PM (GMT)
Every visit consists of the same things; avoiding getting too close and personal,
regretting not being close and personal, time going by too fast, stupid school gets
in the way, awaiting the pain when she leaves. Everyday it's always so painful, I
don't know what to do. My heart feels like its breaking into small little pieces
everyday. Slowly getting smaller and smaller while also getting weaker and weaker.
When will it stop.
Last edited: 3 March 2013

Valentines Day <3Category: love!
Tuesday, 29 January 2013
10:45:14 PM (GMT)
Valentines Day. In the year of 2010 I got my first heart necklace and a card from a boy friend I felt so special I had been dreaming of someone buying me a rose and chocolates or even just a rose, although he didn't I bought him the roses and choclates lol. IT meant a lot at the time but now I realize there wasn't much love put into it, because right after we exchanged gifts the guy just wanted to get in my pants, which proves he wasn't all that interested in me emotionally. I mean what should I have expected at that point anyways we had been together only 2 weeks lol. Valentines Day in 2011 this guy named Austin bought me some chocolates at school I felt so special but he also bought another girl chocolates too so the special feeling kind of faded at that moment. I had always looked at Valentines Day as a dumb holiday because you should show love to someone and make them feel special everyday but I
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Last edited: 3 March 2013

(untitled)Category: (general)
Monday, 24 September 2012
11:06:45 PM (GMT)
Yeah I should be in bed right now but I need something to distract me. Life has been
kicking my butt lately. 
It's just so hard to not think about the past. And I JUST found out my mom's boy
friend got drunk and
Threatened to beat her up and as he was running after her she got in the car to go
stay at her ex step moms house
And all I can think of is what's going to happen when he wakes up and finds the note
where she said she is leaving him. 
And what if she goes back to him AGAIN. 
Last edited: 26 January 2013

Can you name 11 peeps.Category: (general)
Saturday, 19 May 2012
11:21:13 PM (GMT)
Quickly copy & paste; Don't wanna spoil it. Name 11 people you can think of, right of the top of your head. Don't read the questions below until you write the names. This is a lot funnier if you randomly list the names. No cheating! 1.Austin 2. Skyeler 3.Alisa 4.Amber
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Last edited: 26 January 2013

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