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Truth: My TruthCategory: (general)
Sunday, 6 February 2011
07:45:32 PM (GMT)
I've decided to tell the truth, so here goes: I genuinely hate myself. I walk around, thinking or acting like im a good and decent person, but i'm not. thoughts float around through my head, hurtful things that no one should ever think. I'm a hypocrite. I yell at my friends when they cut, yet i cut, and i think ever day about where i would cut next, where i could hide it always. i yell at my friends when they say theyre fat and wont eat, yet i call myself fat all the time, and have decided that i wont eat. I yell at my friends when they tell me they have suicidal thoughts, yet i think about suicide every day. I hurt everyone around me. I cut myself, and those who say they love me, it hurts them. i've cut because of certain people, and from that i broke her heart. I think and say hurtful things, even when I know itll hurt someone.
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JealousyCategory: (general)
Monday, 27 December 2010
05:34:53 PM (GMT)
ok, i know this is really stupid, but i am actually really upset by this. so my sister got the new ipod nano for christmas, shes 18. then she found out it doesnt play video, and so she wanted a different one. now she got to go get a brand new ipod touch..... well ive wanted one for seriously 2 and a half years now and ive never been able to get one. her reasoning why its fair is cuz "you got the newer one last year." i have the ipod nano with the camera, and its a nice ipod and im pleased with it. but the only reason i got a new one was because my pervious one broke, and not from something i did. it just cracked randomly, so there was nothing i could do. my sister however gets a new ipod because she lost it in the park at her college becuase she put it in an open pocket in her backpack...entirely her fault. and im not mad that she gets an ipod, im just annoyed its a touch cuz ive wanted one for sooooo long. and all of my friends have one, and every christmas my facebook feed is filled
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I am 81% EmoCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
11:16:27 PM (GMT)
[x] I like skinny jeans [x] Music is my life. [x] I write poetry/song lyrics. [x ] My hair covers part of my face. [] I wear band shirts. [x] I know who Jeffree Star is. [ x] I wear/wore converse. [ ] I wear/wore vans [x] I wear/have worn eyeliner [ ] I listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes. So far: 7
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WHO YOU REALLY ARE (DON"T CHEAT)Category: (general)
Friday, 9 July 2010
08:14:31 PM (GMT)
COPY, PASTE,Don't look at the bottom before you do the thing or it won't work! Which color is better red, black, green, blue, or yellow? blue What is your first initial? R What month were you born in? march Which shade do you like more,black or white Black
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Cute-O-MeterCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 30 June 2010
02:46:24 PM (GMT)
Cute-O-Meter Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your comments or messages!!! -2= NASTY -1= UGLY as HELL 0= not ugly but not cute either 1= almost okay 2= okay 3= average
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Im so sorryCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 9 June 2010
04:28:49 PM (GMT)
im so sorry to everyone whom ive ever hurt. i.....im just so sorry, and i want you to know that. and jordan, to u im especially sorry. im sorry i broke your heart, im sorry i hated you, that i made fun of u, and everything. im sorry for being such a hypocrite, in the past and now. i know, im really terrible, especially after everything ive done, but still, i ask for your forgivness. and i just wanted you to know that i still love you. im such a hypocrite, not being able to get over you, even when i told you countless times to get over me. im sorry, and i understand now how hard it truly is. and i know now that i was never over you. and i want to say, i will never forget you. no matter what ive said in the past or may say in the future, or what you think, i will always rememeber you. im sad that, well it seems like youve forgoten me now, that ive been thrust out of your life for forever. and i dont want that. but im being selfish. i have to let you live your life, i have to let you go so
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Guy Issues...HELP PLEASE!!!!!Category: (general)
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
08:56:03 PM (GMT)
Ok, so lately, I've been having some major guy crisies. But, before i get into all of that, don't yell at me if I start spelling things wrong. ok?lol. anyways, I'm gonna get started, but i warn you, this is veryyyyy long. So, there is a lot of background info, but i'm going to TRY to be brief. I met this guy named Jordan in the 4th grade, and we went out. Then things happened, i broke up with him and broke his heart. Then, he liked me all through the 5th and 6th grade, all the while saying i didn't like him back. Then, in the 7th grade, i fell for him again, and dated him again. I broke up with him again, once again breaking his heart. he then told me he didn't like and me, and got all these girlfriends, and no matter how much i didn't want to, i felt jealous. well, now, he told me he has always loved me, and i do love him back. well, that was the briefest i could make the background
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