(If you have not read " The truth about me" in my diary yet please read it before
ready my misery days) 

( Example 1 )


           My whole life I have always been different from ppl!!!!! Not by my
looks,
but my personallity! Now in my first year of middle school its even worse!!!!!!!! I
hate my life now!!!!! Nothing is the same!!!! Whats happend to the world?!????!!! 
If you have looked at my picture yet then you can see that i am smiling........
inside im not .  I get called names like " Goodie-Goodie Gumdrop " Or sometimes "
(If you have not read " The truth about me" in my diary yet please read it before
ready my misery days) 

( Example 1 )


           My whole life I have always been different from ppl!!!!! Not by my
looks,
but my personallity! Now in my first year of middle school its even worse!!!!!!!! I
hate my life now!!!!! Nothing is the same!!!! Whats happend to the world?!????!!! 
If you have looked at my picture yet then you can see that i am smiling........
inside im not .  I get called names like " Goodie-Goodie Gumdrop " Or sometimes "
Goody-freaky-girl " I cant live like this! And whats een more pethetic is that i
give out advice that i never have the nerve to use Roll My head is spinning with
hurtful memories!!!!!! How would you feel if you were me??? To brothers, no
sisters,
being the oldest ( witch means there is no one to help you out with growing p but
your mom ) My life is pointless. And untill i see some proof that i have a reson to
be living right now i will always think that!!!!  If you are reading this please
take some time to think and comment to me suggesting answers to my probloms ( if
you
even have some  ) I need your help ........... bc no one else cares

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You want to know the truth about me? Well here it is
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     I cant spend a day without crying! I Bottle up my feelings all the time! When
im smiling almost every time it means that i am trying to hide the fact that i am
dying inside! I can NEVER stand up for myself beacause im so scared of everyone!
Now
my grades are being effected by it and my parents yelling makes it even worse!!!
They
always tell me that im LAZY and dont care about ANYONE but MYSELF!!!!! If only i
You want to know the truth about me? Well here it is
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     I cant spend a day without crying! I Bottle up my feelings all the time! When
im smiling almost every time it means that i am trying to hide the fact that i am
dying inside! I can NEVER stand up for myself beacause im so scared of everyone!
Now
my grades are being effected by it and my parents yelling makes it even worse!!!
They
always tell me that im LAZY and dont care about ANYONE but MYSELF!!!!! If only i
had
the nerve to talk back!!! I could tell them that every time i even picture of a
member of my family in danger or dead i burst into tears!!!!!!! If only i had the
nerve to stick up for myself at school maybe I could finally feel confident about
myself!!!!!! If only i could push my probloms out of my mind during school so i
could get the As I diserve!!!!!!!!! I wish for so much...... but for now i dont
expect anything to come true!!!! I feel like im all alone inside even though some
friends care about me............ beacause sometimes thats not enough!!!! I have to
let go of my feeling but i dont know how!! How will i servive like this??????? Will
it ever stop??! Will i have to live life like this forever?!!!!!! These questions
always swirle inside my mind.......... I am fritend of my furture........... if i
stay like this.  I need someone to help me.......... anyone...........anything! If
there is anything out there that will help me stop this maddness i wsh for that
person or creature or even thing to save
me............................................

                                                                               
Before its to late.            




                                                       ..{ This is true to this
day,
please someone save me  }..

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PRAY FOR MATT........

Pray For Matt :-( Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break
from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life
will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you
have
no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing.
HI my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain
and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my
family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7
cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank
you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please,
PRAY FOR MATT........

Pray For Matt :-( Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break
from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life
will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you
have
no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing.
HI my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain
and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my
family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7
cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank
you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please,
if you are a kind person, have a heart. Please, please, PLEASE REPOST THIS MESSAGE!

Matt Dawson
702-355-6198 Home
Please feel free to call me for anything.

*hey it wont cost you but 10 seconds of your life

REPOST AS "Please Pray for Matt

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PRAY FOR MATT........

Pray For Matt :-( Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break
from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life
will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you
have
no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing.
HI my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain
and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my
family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7
cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank
you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please,
PRAY FOR MATT........

Pray For Matt :-( Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break
from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life
will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you
have
no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing.
HI my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain
and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my
family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7
cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank
you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please,
if you are a kind person, have a heart. Please, please, PLEASE REPOST THIS MESSAGE!

Matt Dawson
702-355-6198 Home
Please feel free to call me for anything.

*hey it wont cost you but 10 seconds of your life

REPOST AS "Please Pray for Matt

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Not all pwems ryme you know! And many people think they do, but life dose not akways
go how you want it to. Live life well and you can see, who you truly want to be! Love
your friends, love you family, and untill the end please be happy. For some things
dont last forever, just make sure you stay together! So let your powem show whats in
you heart, i did that with mine staraight from the start! So not all powems ryme, and
not everything can turn out right. Live lifewell and you can see that powems are
whatever YOU want them to be! <3



                                                             Taylor 11

Friendship is a gift, something to love and to hold

                                     Friendship is something to charish! To never
let go of

              But good times turn to bad, thats when you loose everything you ever
had! 
                 At this time you think you stand alone, but actully you are
protected to the bone!

                       For not all powems have to rime, but it does this time. 

Friendship is a gift, something to love and to hold

                                     Friendship is something to charish! To never
let go of

              But good times turn to bad, thats when you loose everything you ever
had! 
                 At this time you think you stand alone, but actully you are
protected to the bone!

                       For not all powems have to rime, but it does this time. 

                                     Hold your friends close to you heart, and you
will never be apart!!


                           Friendship is a gift, something to love and to hold! So
let your heart go, and slowly unfold! <3



                                                                                    
                 Taylor 11

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My alarm clock rang waking me from one of the best dreams ive ever had! I slammed my
hand on it, and rolled out of bead. I got dressed into my favorite outfit and ran
downstairs, but as i got to the landing my mother was standing in the kichen waiting
for me, the phone in her hand. She handded the phone to me, tears in her eyes. 


                                   " Mom? Whats wrong? " I asked cautisly. 

          Mom just shook her head and turned away. I Put the phone to my ear and
said " Hello? " 
It was My best friend Kathy's mom. She was crying! " Mrs.Gardean, whats wrong? " I
asked sounding worried. She stood there for a molement in silence.
My alarm clock rang waking me from one of the best dreams ive ever had! I slammed my
hand on it, and rolled out of bead. I got dressed into my favorite outfit and ran
downstairs, but as i got to the landing my mother was standing in the kichen waiting
for me, the phone in her hand. She handded the phone to me, tears in her eyes. 


                                   " Mom? Whats wrong? " I asked cautisly. 

          Mom just shook her head and turned away. I Put the phone to my ear and
said " Hello? " 
It was My best friend Kathy's mom. She was crying! " Mrs.Gardean, whats wrong? " I
asked sounding worried. She stood there for a molement in silence.

    And then she said it! The words that i never wanted to hear comeing out of
anyones lips! " Kathy was dead." I stood there for a second then threw the phone and
ran upstairs. I yanked open my door and clung myself to my bead, my face in my
pillow! I didnt want anything to do with the world anymore! I felt like hating
everything! Anything that came to my mind i hated. Everything but Kathy. She was all
i could think about then.  Kathy.





              A few years later i viset her grave. I bring Her favorite flowers then
and switch the dead ones with the new. I am now a happy 6th grader. ( Two years after
her death ) I will never forget Kathy and no one will ever replace her! For she had a
special place in my heart............. 

                                          ........................... And she is
still there! 

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