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this is actually going to be me complaining about the rug burns I got on my knees.







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boys that is. xD
my ex is bothering me 'cause he found out that 
my current boyfriend moved to new mexico or something.
so.. yeah. /rantrantrantrant
on the other hand, I'm going to my boyfriend's bestfriend's recital with one of my
guy friends.
I really hope my dad lets me gooo..
*crosses fingers*




boys that is. xD
my ex is bothering me 'cause he found out that 
my current boyfriend moved to new mexico or something.
so.. yeah. /rantrantrantrant
on the other hand, I'm going to my boyfriend's bestfriend's recital with one of my
guy friends.
I really hope my dad lets me gooo..
*crosses fingers*



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one of my bestfriends showed this to me, 
and I just REALLY need to get this off my chest. D;
and I really don't know how to feel about this vid.
oh, and i can't post the vid (which is weird, so..)


link.





one of my bestfriends showed this to me, 
and I just REALLY need to get this off my chest. D;
and I really don't know how to feel about this vid.
oh, and i can't post the vid (which is weird, so..)


link.







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stolen from relevant

What's the most comfortable thing you own?
my 4 1/2 inch heels skinny jeans. C:

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
sometimes. when I'm listening to music in class, or sleeping in class, or when it's
raining. C:

How long does it take for you to take a shower?
LONG. around 30 minutes max. xD

stolen from relevant

What's the most comfortable thing you own?
my 4 1/2 inch heels skinny jeans. C:

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
sometimes. when I'm listening to music in class, or sleeping in class, or when it's
raining. C:

How long does it take for you to take a shower?
LONG. around 30 minutes max. xD

Have you ever stolen a sign from a street?
no. i want to though. xD

What was the last thing you were thinking about?
whether I should go take a walk. nevermind, the storm stopped.

If you could change your MIDDLE name, what would it be?
middle name? I don't really want to change it. :3

Is the moon out right now?
no. it's 10 in the morning. o__e

What's the heaviest thing you own, besides a car?
you?
...my bed? my wardrobe? my desk?

Do you live on your own?
no, i'd love to though.

Whose car were you in last?
my dad's.

What's your relationship status?
um.. taken? xD
it's sorta.. wobbly right now though.

When was the last time you held hands with someone?
before he left.

Do you have a crush/like someone right now?
sortof..?

Have you ever wished upon a star for a certain someone?
i used to.

What was the weirdest moment with you and your bf/gf?
...uhh.. I'd rather not tell. LOL.

Is love even real to you?
i guess.

Warm up near a fire or cuddle under the stars?
stars.

Who is the person you regret being/doing something with the most?
I don't regret much. C:

Most romantic: flowers or chocolate?
knock a dude's block off for feeling me up. I'll love you forever.
...well, not really. xD

If single... are you lookin around?
i'm not single, so.

If taken... are you happy?
Happy enough. I miss him and all, but yeah. xD

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or two best friends?
two best friends.
there's more time for each other that way. (:

Ever thought about why grass is green?
no. it's just green cause of chlorophyll. period. 

Can you build a detailed sand castle?
are you insulting me? D:<
but.. idk. if you can do it so can I >:D

Ever bit someone else's tongue?
no thank you.

Have you ever tackled someone to the ground?
yeah. xD

What's one of your favorite possessions?
i was gonna say momo, but people are going to tell me that i'm too old for him.
MOMO. C:

Do you like to sleep?
i like it enough. (:

Is your bed comfortable?
yeah. i like my boyfriend's better though o__e

What's the most awkward thing that happened to you in public this month?
this month?.. uhh.. I tripped over my luggage bag at the airport.. D:

Who's the last person that freaked you out?
idk.

Who was the last person to compliment you?
some dude I didn't know.

What's in your purse/backpack/other(pockets, wallet...)?
my ipod, a pen, a notepad, lipgloss, a brush, money, my bank card, pictures, stuff.
o_e

Do you feel like life will be easier when you're older, or harder?
harder. can you imagine me climbing up three flights of stairs when I'm seventy? no,
I don't think so.
I don't even think you can imagine me at all. :P

Is pink the new black?
no. D:

What thought made you cry last?
no thank you.

What is the most amount of money you would spend on a pillow?
...i won't?

Last book you read for pleasure?
philistines at the hedgerow, fuhgeddaboutit. xDD

Whose birthday is coming up?
*checks facebook*.. aya's. xD

Will you teach your own children abstinence or about birth control?
probably. C:

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 okay, i think i need to stop now.


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ANOREXIA:
[x] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat 1 meal.
[ ] You’re very weak.
[x] You hate yourself.
[ ] You starve yourself.
[x] You have low self-esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.  
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. 
[x] People think you are too skinny. 
Total: 5
ANOREXIA:
[x] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat 1 meal.
[ ] You’re very weak.
[x] You hate yourself.
[ ] You starve yourself.
[x] You have low self-esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.  
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. 
[x] People think you are too skinny. 
Total: 5

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER):
[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[x] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You can't cooperate well.
[x] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 5


BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[x] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed. (tch. the next
MINUTE i'm depressed.)
[x] You are very irritable. 
[ ] You are anti-social. 
[ ] You have very high self esteem sometimes. 
[ ] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. (sex abuse is past. xD)
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide.  
Total: 3



BULIMIA NERVOSA:
[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[ ] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] You have no control over how you eat.  
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out. (i was sick
that day and i kept pushing myself at training.)
[x] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[x] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 4

CONDUCT DISORDER:
[ ] You are a bully. 
[x] You threaten other people. (only when they need it..)
[x] You often find yourself in fights. (not THAT often but, sometimes.)
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (swinging a nunchuck
around on school grounds. YUS.)
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[ ] You destroy property on purpose.
[x] You always lie. (i mean, i lie as much as a normal person, i think. xD)
[ ] You stay out all night.
[ ] You have ran away from home. 
Total: 2


DEPRESSION:
[x] You are always sad. 
[ ] You find no hope in your future. 
[ ] You find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[x] You have low self-esteem.  
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault. (i feel like it is)
[ ] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school. 
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide.  
[ ] You have run away from home.
[x] Hope is no longer there for you. (like 0.10 percent..)
Total: 6



OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER):
[x] You have daily rituals. 
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate. 
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.  
[x] You have to check some stuff over again. 
Total: 6


PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER):
[x] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be/are anti-social. (can be. not usually though. i don't like being in
crowds but i don't like being totally alone either..)
[ ] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6


SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[ ] You often have hallucinations. 
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.(well,it's true)
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness. 
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should. 
[x] You are very shy. 
[x] You often talk to yourself.(x
Total: 7

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