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Finally finished the short story. Only to contest requirements. I'll
fill it in later on.
Category: (general)
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
03:04:37 PM (GMT)
I have never believed in a Heaven or Hell. I have never been a religious person, simply for the fact that I could never make sense of it. So naturally, I didn't believe in any sort of afterlife. Your heart stops beating, your skin turns cold, and they bury your lifeless body six feet under the dirt; it couldn't be simpler. Death was never anything more to me than a bittersweet ending to the story of life. I had embraced the fact that I wasn't going to live forever, and even if I could, I wouldn't want to. Every good story has to come to an end at some point, right? Your story ended much too soon, and my god, you were the greatest story that I ever had the pleasure of experiencing. You were too good to put down, and I held you as long as I possibly could. I read and re-read the pages of you on a daily basis; I wanted you to be seemingly never ending, such as a series of books that the author
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Last edited: 12 December 2013


More story, added a bit, changed a bit. Still not done.Category: (general)
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
12:28:48 PM (GMT)
I have never believed in a Heaven or Hell. I have never been a religious person, simply for the fact that I could never make sense of it. So naturally, I didn't believe in any sort of afterlife. Your heart stops beating, your skin turns cold, and they bury your lifeless body six feet under the dirt; it couldn't be simpler. Death was never anything more to me than a bittersweet ending to the story of life. I had embraced the fact that I wasn't going to live forever, and even if I could, I wouldn't want to. Every good story has to come to an end at some point, right? Your story ended much too soon, and my god, you were the greatest story that I ever had the pleasure of experiencing. You were too good to put down, and I held you as long as I possibly could. I read and re-read the pages of you on a daily basis; I wanted you to be seemingly never ending, such as a series of books that the author
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Last edited: 12 December 2013


Short story. Not done.Category: (general)
Monday, 2 December 2013
03:13:22 PM (GMT)
I have never believed in a Heaven or Hell. I have never been a religious person, simply for the fact that I could never make sense of it. So naturally, I didn't believe in any sort of afterlife. Your heart stops beating, your skin turns cold, and they bury your lifeless body six feet under the dirt; it couldn't be more simple. Death was never anything more to me than a bittersweet ending to the story of life. I had embraced the fact that I wasn't going to live forever, and even if I could, I wouldn't want to. Every good story has to come to an end at some point, right? Your story ended much too soon. And my god, you were the greatest story that I ever had the pleasure of experiencing. You were too good to put down, and I held you as
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Last edited: 12 December 2013


Fingertips.Category: (general)
Tuesday, 1 October 2013
02:53:44 PM (GMT)
In the end, all we really want is for someone to touch us with fingertips dripping in adoration, to look at us with eyes spilling over with lust. Maybe, if time permits, for someone to whisper fervently in our ears, thirsty with an unyielding passion. But often, in the heat of the moment, words go askew and lose their meaning. In between the heavy breaths and meaningful glances will be a space that words cannot fill. Words will always try and always fail to convey the emotions we seek to express. If ever we are lucky enough to experience these moments, we can never revive them through words on a page and our memories hardly do them justice. It is the moment; it is the act. A moment incapable of ever being recreated once it has fizzled into a memory, and a memory incapable of ever living up to the moment in which it was
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Last edited: 12 December 2013


Nicotine.Category: (general)
Tuesday, 1 October 2013
02:51:48 PM (GMT)
You asked me why I started smoking. I didn’t have the balls to tell you it was because of you. Well, not you exactly. It was the pictures of you and your fiance together. You know the ones: you and her smiling, you and her kissing. Yeah, it was definitely that. The first time I saw those pictures is when I bought my first pack of cigarettes. And now every time I buy a pack, they have your name next to the telltale warning on the label. With every cigarette that burns the back of my throat, I hope it will burn a memory of you away too. How many will it take before they’re all gone? 100 packs? A
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Last edited: 12 December 2013


Not to sound conceited or anything;Category: (general)
Monday, 18 March 2013
12:11:34 AM (GMT)
But I'd make a fucking great wife. I'm an amazing cook. I know how to keep a house clean. I do laundry. I'm great with kids. I'll kick back and watch the game with you. I'll even play video games with you. If you wanna go out with the guys, I don't care. I just expect a text at least once while you're gone, just to know that you're okay. I'm smart, and can hold an intelligent conversation. I'll go out of my way to make you happy.
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Last edited: 23 April 2013


Have you ever?Category: (general)
Wednesday, 13 March 2013
10:31:36 AM (GMT)
Have you ever hated something so fucking much that you could just scream? Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd forgive them for anything? Have you ever wanted and needed someone so goddamn badly that you'd give up everything? Have you ever been so scared that you wanted to give up before you could find out the truth, because you didn't think you could handle it? Have you ever wanted to scream and cry and hit him and kiss him and make him go and hold him close and tell him everything? Have you ever thought that your fears were unnecessary, and that you were just jumping to conclusions? Have you ever been so scared to lose someone that you slip into a deep depression,
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Last edited: 13 March 2013





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