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I Cut..Category: (general)
Saturday, 9 February 2013
09:28:17 PM (GMT)
Once again I cut tonight... I have been in my room for over an hour now.. listening
to the laughter of my family the chatter of them discussing things, I went down
ealier and tried to talk to join the fun.... A failure again... The ultimate
loneliness..... the one were even your own family does not want you... I'm
tolerated,, but I'm not wanted... My mother never wanted me from the moment she found
out she was pregnant with me. The only reason she kept me was because she was pushed
to... I have tried for years to please her.... to have her there for me would have
made me turn out so much better.... I never talked to her about boyfriend issues.. It
was my 3rd month before I told her I was getting my period... and even now I'm
getting married in 9 months... and I can't even talk about my up coming marriage to
her because she blows me off....

poemsCategory: (general)
Thursday, 7 February 2013
09:35:15 PM (GMT)
The blade slicing through my arm, 
the pain it gives;
I fell a wave of calm wash over me;
like a day at the beach.
It feels good to hurt myself;
to see the crimson blood run down my arm.
The pain that I feel...
It satisfies me.

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