I love music, acting, singing, performing, writing, reading, dancing,
cooking. I'm an oddball. Most people think I'm weird but I couldn't
care less. I'm my own person. I speak my mind and am sometimes
taken for rude. I'm random and I love meeting new people. Music is
my life. I love any kind of music but I can only tolerate a select
few rap/r&b/hiphop songs. Rock is my thing. I love Johnny Depp.
I'll watch anything with him in it. I sing constantly. I'm never
not singing. I'm in a band. We do shows at our local coffee houses.
Our name is "Her Name Was Tragedy", but we're thinking of changing it
to "Her Name Was Chaos" because right now everyone thinks it's just
another emo band. But that really isn't what we're about. I don't
mind emo music, really I don't. But my band isn't an emo band. I do
lead vocals and play the piano/keyboard when it's needed. If our band
fails I'm still with my childhood goal to become an actress. I'd also
enjoy being a photographer because photography and photoshop a few of
my various passions. If that all fails, I want to do something with
math. I love math, especially algebra. If that makes me a geek, so be
it. I still love it. I love giraffes and dinosaurs. I'm extroverted.
I'm agnostic. It doesn't mean atheist for those of you who are going
to try to lecture me. It means I believe there's a god and maybe an
after life but I'm not sure which religions 'rules' I believe. Don't
try to shove your religion down my throat because you'll just make me
angry. You believe what you believe, I believe what I believe.
Enough said. Writing poetry is something I enjoy and I'm good at it.
I dye my hair constantly. It's usually a different color every two
months or so. At the moment it's dark brown. I love doing stupid
stuff with my friends. I used to drink, smoke, and hit the reefer. I
stopped last September after some things happened that I wasn't
prepared for. I've been clean ever since. My boyfriend however, is a
stoner, so it can be tempting. I will not judge people who choose to
do those things, because that would make me hypocritical. Personally
I believe that weed is better than alcohol. Sports aren't my thing.
I'm not good at them and I don't enjoy them. I used to do martial
arts, dance, and gymnastics, but I got in a few accidents and can no
longer do those. I do iceskate though. I've learned in life not to
take crap from people because I've been through alot and been walked
all over and it sucks. Be your own person. I am strongly against
conformity. I am a nonconformist. Now, being a nonconformist does
not mean doing everything opposite of what's 'popular' like so many
people think. That makes you just as much of a conformist as the
person who's doing everything because it's 'popular'. You're truely a
nonconformist when you're doing things because you want to do them.
That's my opinion on that. I love stating my opinions on things and
debating with other people. I have strong and sometimes harsh
opinions on the world and various other topics. And I love to debate.
Debating is one of my favorite things to do. If I start a debate with
you don't get all edgy about it. Make your points, I'll make my
points. You don't have to agree with someone to be nice or be their
friend. Speaking of friends, I have quite a few. But I'm always
looking for more. I'd like to make more friends that don't
neccesarily live by me. Y'know sometimes it's easier to talk to
someone who doesn't know the details of your whole life. I like alot
of kinds of people as long as you aren't judgemental, stereotypical,
jerks, compeletly dumb, conceited.. mostly just plain mean. I don't
like labels, but I will admit I do label from time to time. But so
this is clear. Not every person who wears all black is gothic, and
not all people who wear armwarmers are covering up scars from their
emo cutting, and not all people who have side bangs, wear little kid
jewlery and hair clips, love dinosaurs on their shoes are scene, and
not all people who wear extremely baggy clothing and pants down to
their ass are ghetto, and not all people who shop at
Hollister/American Eagle, carry large bags and wear huge sunglasses
are preps. I think you get the point. Oh, and also, if you plan to
insult me, atleast make it a logical insult. Don't just start
bitching about stuff that has nothing to do with anything. And don't
back away when I defend myself. Don't think you won if I choose to
quit responding to you. Eventually I will get sick of reading your
futile attempts at making me feel bad. I rarely get offended.
Honestly, hate mail usually cracks me up. But eventually, it just
gets irritating when you start babbling about things you know nothing
about. Another thing that's irritating, when people type like this:
"H3y y00! WhAtS g0Ing 0n? I d0n't kn0w h0W t00 UsE eNgLiSh!" or just
when people abbreviate every single word. I'm not going to stop
talking to you because you use poor grammar and spelling, but I
refuse to converse with someone who I can't understand. I'm totally
open to listening to your problems, and I'm willing to help you
through whatever I can. I've been through alot, so I can often times
relate. However, I will not sugarcoat my advice, I will tell you in
full honesty what I think of your problems and give you the best
advice I can. I'm not going to lie, I have a bit of a temper, and I
can be a bitch. But I mostly get along with people as I've said
before, so if I'm ever starting to get bitchy with you just tell me,
and I'll try to back it down. I've been through so much in my life,
things that many people will never go through. And no matter how hard
they try, they will not understand. I speak a little french because
I'm taking french right now. And I can sometimes speak bits and
pieces of other languages too. I'm obsessed with Pirates. Well,
enough about me, I'd like to talk to you! =].
That's me. =].
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