looking back i really notice the little things.
each and everytime i sit and think details that never occured to me before are noticed.
and when you look at me that way,
it reminds me of this and that, and remember that time?
but if we couldn't look back.
if there were no memories.
if things just happened and that was that.
and the past was a fact.
if we couldn't remember.
these things that we did.
our first accomplishments.
and all of our old friends.
then what would be the meaning?
what would be the meaning of all this?
why would we be here.
if we couldnt make our mark in this world.
in fact, i dont really think that if we didn't have that marvelous ability (memory) than we wouldn't really even exist
in this cold factual world.
i wouldnt go back and change a thing now.
because then i wouldn't be the same person i am today.
and personally, i like it that way.