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I honestly just need somewhere to vent. I can't sleep, and it's
2:20AM. I have to wake up and go to school at 5AM, but I can't sleep.
Of course, when I'm actually tired and want to go to sleep I
can't. Then, I hate it when you know it's so late that if you go to
sleep you won't wake up in time for tomorrow's schedule. I'm hungry as
fuck, and my ADHD medicine is worn off so it's not there to make me
seem not hungry. I'm in one of those really indecisive moods and it's
like eating at me. I've got this guy that bought me a ring, wants to
marry me and wants to give me a million ultimatums, and I'm totally
stuck. Sure, I love and care about him, but there's an ex I'm still
hung up on. He's locked up, and we broke up mutually because of the
fact he's locked up, but now, he's got this sentence that isn't much
longer, and is possibly getting probation. He wrote me, and I'm
extremely head over heels for him. We get along so well, and we never
fight. Perfect guy for me, blah blah blah. Then I've got the guy that:
we're opposites, but when we're agreeing and having good days--
they're the best days of my life. He says the ultimatums are merely
because he cares about me more than my lifestyle, but I feel as
if he wants a little puppet.  I hate being lonely though. My fucking
head is killing me. I hate that pain as much as I hate UTI pain, man.

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