u think  it didn't hurt me when  the person i thought was my best friend didn't
believe me 
i told the truth 
and i did think
u were a good friend until u decided that i couldn't be trusted 
i've tried my hardest to be there when u needed me 
but sometimes it got to be to much
cause i knew i couldn't help
b-cuz i've never had to deal with n e thing like the stuff u have had to deal
with
but since we haven't been talkin 
and i know this is bad to say cuz u were my sis but
i haven't been as near stressed as i usually am
and angela and  haily are there to talk to
b-cuz alot of the time i felt like u didn't hear me 
i know they hear me 
and evryone says its bad we're fighting 
and we need to fix it
but it could just happen agin
and i have other friends and u have other friends

and a bunch of crap's been goin on with jonah
and i try not to let it get to me 
but he affects me in a way i wish he didn't 
and haily is tryin to get us back together 
and i know angela doesn't like it
but she's got cody and now these girls want to fight me and her 
and idk why i'm apart of that
and  i like some1 else but i know he won't go out with me
and my dad left for south dakota thrusday
and on top of everything i'm worried i'm gonna get in an arguement with u 
and i'm tired of it too but its life and we have to live it
so hate me or wateve but i am doin somewhat ok
 and i still  think  i don't have anything to apologize for

i'll send you my reply in a message, cuase im not gonna keep this going in
comments.

i'm never aploligizing
idon't reret anything i said and i'm not taking it back
none of this wudda happened if u just wudda believed ur BEST FRIEND

look, im tired of this bs with us
but i refuse to apoligize for anything
and holly it makes no since
okay you wanna say you have nothing to take back
but you dont know how much it begins to hurt me
that you said im a bad friend
becuase i've always been there for you
and i've tried my hardest to be the best person i can be
but im breakin right now
i got family crap goin on
that you obviously dont know about
im screwin up all around it seems like
and i have to go to school day to day acting like nothings wrong
but behind the fake smile
and fake laughs my life is wrong
and im tired of it
i just cant take any of this anymore
im trying to keep up with school
deal with this family crap
plus try to keep my friends
and im obviously failing
you calling me a bad friend
hurt me more than anything
i felt like someone stabbed me in the chest
i cant take this crap 
i just want this crap at school to end
but i have NOTHING to apoligize to you for
because like i said before,
i THOUGHT before i said something
but i dunno if you have
and if you have then it makes no since
becuase if i was your "BEST FRIEND"
you wouldnt have said the things you said about me
im tired of hiding the fact of it
not bothering me
because it bothers me a lot

why don't u get it 
i've been ur friend since we were 6
i wouldnever lie to u 
but damn i guess u just like being a bitch

if we were such f*cking good friends
then why the f*ck would you say im such a bad friends
why the f*ck would you say im self centered
if we were such good friends why would you call me a b*tch
and all this other bull sh*t your saying about me
if we were such good friends why are you being so freakin rude
and immature about all this holly
hmmmm answer that
with a GOOD answer
becuase holly im none of these things
your calling me
but none of this even begins to phase me
and the reasons i beleive everyone that is saying
you talk crap about me
is becuase 
one; your doin it now
two; you've done it while i havent been at school
three; the people that say you do it wouldnt lie to me
okay look im sick of this stupid immature fighting
but im not gonna start actually talkin to you again
until you take back all the things you've said about me
becuase im actually stoping and thinking before i say things to you
and i dont do that very often
but your not
your saying a bunch of bs that sooner or later your gonna regret
i dont regret a thing i've said to you
and i never will cuase i have no reason to
but until you wanna apoligize and mean it
and take back the things you say
im not talkin to you
and even after you apoligize imma have to think about it
cause sorry is just words

WOW!!!!! 
those new pics of u don't look like u
there weird.

haha they are cute babe

chris is not totally perfect

to me he is.