The Basics
Name: Megan
Age: 13 years young
Relationship: Matt Johnson 4-13-09♥
Sport: Volleyball, AVA
AIM SN: megannn81795
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remember the simple times. the times when
boys had cooties and daddy was your hero and mommy was your best
friend. when your friends always listened to you. when your dreams
were unshattered. and worries were few. when recess was just to
short. and life was just to long. when decisions came easily. when
storks delivered babies. and passions werent so strong. when
friendships werent broken. when right was right and wrong was wrong.
when bad things didnt happen. when only skinned knees made us cry and
they were the only things that hurt. and the night light quieted all
our fears. when decisins were solved with "ennie, meany, miney, mo."
when boys were yucky. an goodbye only meant til tomorrow. when
clothes didnt have to match. and feel friends didnt part. and fun
went on and on forever with out a broken heart. when getting high was
swinging at the playground. when your worst enemies were your siblings
or teachers. when race issues were who ran the fastest. when war was
just a card games. when the only drug you knew of was cough medicine
and you thought it was icky. when wearing skirts didnt make you a .
when the only thing you smoked were the tires on your bike. when the
only things that could get broken were you toys. when friends didnt
lie to you. when the worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie.
when you were judged on how nice you were. when you only wanted your
mom to say to to "i love you."when life was simple and care free.
when rock, paper, scissors solved every problem. and when all you
wanted to do was grow up to be like mom or dad. when you were wishing
you wanted to be grown up so bad. remeber? now its the time where boys
dont have cooties. your dad isnt your hero. your mom isnt your best
friend. friends dont always listen. now dreams are shattered. worries
are many. no more recess. now lifes not as long as we pictured.
decisions arent so easy. passions are strong. friendships are broken.
now right and wrong are mixed up. bad things do happen. skinned knee
arent the thing to make us cry. nad no night light to quiet all our
fears. decisions arent solved with "ennie,meany,miney,mo." now boys
arent yucky. and goodbye doesnt mean til tomorrow. clothes have to
match. now we feel friends part. and fun doesnt go on and on forever.
getting high isnt swinging at the playground. now our worst enemies
arent our teachers or siblings. race issues arent who runs the
fastest. and war isnt a just a card game. they only drug we know isnt
cough medicine. wearing a skirt does make us . now the only things we
smoke arent the tires on our bikes. and the things that can get
broken arent our toys. now friends lie. and call us mean things not
like meanie. now were not judged on how nice be are. and we dont only
wanna hear "i love you" from your mom. now life isnt just simple and
care free. rock, paper, scissors doesnt solve every problem. and now
all we wnat is to be kids again so everything can be simple and care
free.
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Although we have been apart for a while, and
now have different loves in our life, I still can't help wondering
how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help
but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I
see you. If having things turn out the way you want them to is a
measure of a successful life,then some would say I was a failure. The
important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn
to let go of the past. And recognize that everyday won't be silence,
and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember
it's only in the black of night that you can see the stars, and those
stars lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes,
stumble, fall, cause most of the time the greatest rewards come from
the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you
wish for, maybe you'll get more than you could ever imagine. Who
knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end the
journey is the destination! Everyday I wonder why he saw me when
a thousand other girls saw him. I always knew that looking back
on all the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew that looking
back on all the laughs would make me cry. Don't marry the person
you think you can live with. Marry the only person you can't live
without. I love you. Can you make my love bigger?
I can barely see it. When the power of love overcomes the love of
power, the world will know peace. If you can't handle me at my
worst, you sure a heck can't handle me at my best. If he dumb
enough to walk away. Then, be smart enought to let him go. Isn't
funny how day-by-day nothing changes but when we lok back everythings
different. I don't want a broken heart because i'll lose all the
pieces. You see that girl? Yeah her. She seems so invincible
right? She has secerts and trusts no one. She's the perfect example
of betrayal. Cause everyone she trusted broke her. Don't be
afraid to be yourself. Be afrais to be someone else. Maybe i'm
nto supposed to be over him. I mean, look at how many times i've
tried. Maybe theres a reason it's not working. I'm something
you'll regret losing. I promise you that. Unless you've lived my
life, don't judge me because you don't know, never have and never will
know every single little thing and detail about me. They didn't
agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything, they fought
all the ime, and the challened each other everyday. But despite their
differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy
about each other. If you really love something set it free, if
it comes back, it's yours. If it doesn't, it was never meant to be.
And thats excatly what i'm doing... Never give up if you still
wanna try. Never wipe your tears, id ou still wanna cry. Never settle
for the answer, if you still wanna know. Never say you don't like him,
if you can't let him go. when you run from something, it only
stays with you longer. If you fight something, it only makes you
stronger. You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even
months over-analysing a situation; trying to put the pieces together,
justifying whay could've, would've happened. Or you can just leave the
pieces on the floor and move on. I've been alotta crap this year.
But ima kep ma head up like ma nose is bleedin. It's sad when
people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past
someone like they wqere never a big part of your life. How you used
to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at
them. Find someone that can make you smile. And don't give up on
them. Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about the
things that matter. Work like you don't need the money. Love
like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobodys watching. sing like
nobodys listening. And live like it's heaven on earth. I've
learned that goodbyes hurt. Pictures never replace having been there.
Memoeries good or bad will bring tears. And words can never replace
those feelings. Don't make someone a priority. If they only make
you an option. The future belongs to those who believe in the
beauty of their dreams. Life isn't about finding yourself. Life
is about creating yourself. Fame is a vapor. Popularity an
accident. Riches take wings. Only one thing endures and that
character. So, make her laugh a little nad help her get through.
She used to cry and no one knew. Help her out and treat her riught.
It's been awhile since she's smiled so bright. Show her that not all
guys lie and be the one that keeps her tears dry. A friend is
someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in
yourself. When one door of happiness closes, another opens;but
often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one
which has opened for us. Nothing seems to work for me. This
situation is driving me crazy and i really wanna be your lady but the
one before you left me so damaged. Don't worry about the people
in your past; theres a reason they didnt make it to your future. It doesn't matter anymore. I guess things happen for a reason.
Tears eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how its
supposed to be. Moving on is a process&you have to promise yourself
that you're reallly ready to let go. Don't chase them, replace
them. You gotta take the good with the bad. Smile with the sad.
Love what you got. And Remember what you had, but never forget. Learn
from your mistakes, but never regret. People change, things go wrong.
Just remember, life goes on. I'm not a perfect girl. My hair
doesn't stay in place. I spill a lot of things and i'm pretty clumsy.
I remember now amazing my life truely is. And maybe I like being
imperfect. Judge me and i'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do
and i'll tell you off. Say i'm not worth it and watch where I end up.
Call me a bitch and i'll show you one. fuck me over and i'll do it to
you twice as bad. In the end, we only regret the chances we didnt
take. The relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we
waited so long to make. She finally gave up. She dropped the
fake smile. As a tear ran down her cheek she wispered to herself. I
can do this anymore. Dont judge me. You dont have the right to.
You dont what ive been through. You dont kow what ive felt or how I
feel right now. So find something better to do with you time then to
judge someone you know notihng about. Never frown because you
dont know whos falling in love with your smile. There are
friends you like. There are friends you love. And then there are
friends that you just know you'll be friends with for the rest of
your life. When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show it
you have a thousand reasons to smile. Promises are everything
until their broken. Then they mean nothing. I need you here
tonight just like the ocean needs waves. A friend is someone who
understands your past, believes in your future, and accpets you just
the way you are. My story is the same old story. Girl loves boy;
boy could care less. Love is giving someone the chance to destory
you, but trusitng them not to. Im nowhere near perfect. I eat
when im bored. I fall for boys easily. Im VUNERABLE to believing
LIES. Im hoping that one day I wont need a fake smile. I live by
quotes that explain excatly what im going through. I have best
friends &enemies. I have drama &memories. And thats life. Live it,
love it, and learn from it. I want to hate him so badly for
hurting me so much. But theres just something about him that makes it
impossible. Every relationship has problems. But what makes it
perfect is if you still want to be there when things really suck. And
thats how I felt. A best friend is someone who pushed you to say
your secert, didn't say anything, hugged you, wiped your tears, and
never said anythingg. All I want is for someone that will treat me
right. They will never ignore me, won't flirt with another girl, will
call me beautiful&when I need him the most, he'll always be
there. Be with someone who knows what they have, when they have
you. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. it means
you've decided to live life despite its imperfections. Somedays I
wish I could just stop&press fast forward to see if all this dramam
is really worth it. I know i would do it. Those nights when you
can't sleep, you just might be in someone else's dreams. Every
story has an end, but in life every end is just a new
beginning. You never know how strong you are until being strong is
the only chioce you have. I believe in pink. I believe that
laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing
alot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going
wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe
that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles. -Audrey
Hepburn I don't know what i stand with you and i don't know what i
mean to you. All I know is everytime I think of you all I wanna do is
be with you. I don't know what i stand with you and i don't know
what i mean to you. All I know is everytime I think of you all I
wanna do is be with you. I'm not perfect. I'll annoy you, piss you
off, say stupid stuff and then take it back. But put all that aside,
you'll never find a girl that cares and loves you more than
me. I'm the type of girl that can be sooo hurt but can still look
at you and smile even though you've hurt me so much. The type of girl
who is willing to brighten your day even if I can't brighten my
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