Well, somebody sure is not in control of their emotions, not that I am any
different.

hmmm some times i create things that art itself can't comprehend
but some times i draw stick figures and thats it

Thats cool.
I wish I could draw, but my mind conflicts and criticizes itself too much for
that.

hmmm that sounds good not many people are n my life ether, i don't like to talk
about my problems with total strangers 
do you paint, draw ect.

I used to, but my ideas are to vivid and clear for me to draw and take pride
in.

have u seen a shrink? not to be rude though i see one

No. I try to deal with my problems myself. I only allow a handful of people
into my life.

are you evil and twisted yourself?

My mind is, I'm trying to resist it, but I can't for much longer.