Here are some of my poems that I have made up.... They are very dark though.... So if you don't want to read them, you
don't have to.... Write me a letter or send me a message on what you think of them.
Diary Of A Girl
These are just words on a page
A diary of a girl with a broken heart, beaten so many times by the ones she loved, and the ones she didn't
And the times she cried herself to sleep, the times when the hopeless tears turned to blood
With her wrists, blood was drawn
Lush, red blood, the warmth of it filling her soul with all the words she could not speak, and all the wishes that
would never come true
Life was the only thing she hated, and the only thing she had
And with life, she became what she was
An unfortunate helpelss soul that no one could ever mend
And then he came along, and she fell in love
It was as if a miracle happened, nearly impossible
But he used her, just like the rest
And inside, she was dying
And all the bleeding hearts lost faith in her
So she thought and though
And one day, she took her hopes, memories, and knife and killed herself
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They rip, they pull, they snatch and take souls
The lives they take, the hearts they break
And no matter what, they make her feel pain
As darkness closes around her,
She feels the last bit of fury and anger
And she breaks from their grasps
Running, slowly dying, she backs against the last inch of her miserable life
Realiving the things that happened to her, glancing at the pointless memories
Love never happened, and it never would
The feeling of being wanted tears through her soul and blackens everything
And they slowly take her life away, taking bits and pieces and burning them mercilessly
Tearing apart everything that was hers
Her life, her dreams,her hopes, her wishes, that were neve going to come true, her soul
All she wanted was to belong
Someday... They may return what they took
But for now, they have killed her.
Used
She cried herself to sleep that night
Wept till eternity
For the one she loved, who would never love her back
And he laughed at her useless desperate tries
But she did her best to ignore
And once again, she looked at those evergreen eyes
And her heart did not melt like it once did
Instead, it broke, along with her soul
Because she cheated herself like she always knew she would
And in the end, she realized
That it wasn't even worth it.
Innocent
Days come and go
Hearts are broken and mended
While I shudder against the cold of the room
The belt is coming
I hear it make its way to the room
A long aggressive hand equipped with it
I smell beer on him,
and I inhale smoke of the last cigarrette he had just smoked
The belt whacks across my bruised skin
The pain is unbearable, and my mouth is posing a scream
But no sound comes out
I feel the pain as he whacks me over and over again, the belt making loud noises that fill the silent room
And it will forever be,
That tonight, my life has murdered me.
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(Original Poem)
What was I thinking when I first broke your heart?
Was I unhappy, angry, or sad when I tore it viciously apart?
But now I want you, want you so bad
I now realize that you were all that I had
You loved me, and I have loved you
And after all we've been through, I still do
But now my soul is full of hurt and pain
And even now, I still remember the way you say my name
But now all those hopeless memories are past
And I knew that final kiss was my Last
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But I'm not sure if I'll ever find Love anymore
Won't care if people take my heart, which has already been broken and torn
And though our romance is through and done,
Whenever I think of you, my nose starts to run.
Some poems my friend Vincent wrote... Be prepared to cry...
We sail the deep wide-open sea
The deep sea
Of misery
Always being hit by waves of Despair
Hoist the colours high
The only colors left
Are the ones in your pale face
And the crimson on your blouse
So man the bowls
And ready the gallows
And lead fun speed into the shallows
Let it sink
Into the sea
Of misery
But as I crash through the water
I remember
That I have forgot her
By Nobody
And Ripped up by that one douche
If I began alone
Will I end alone
If I am left in the cold night
Then just strike me down now
Just end my eternal loneliness
I cant take the heartache any longer
If you don't have anyway to mend me
My broken soul
Then just leave me be
Lets just end this sad story
Set it aflame and bury it
Cut out all the bad chapters in it
And after its all done
Let the guilt drive you to madness
Then you'll see how I feel
Only then
When you too stand alone
Will you understand what he meant
When he said
Everything began alone
Everything shall end alone
In tragedy
By Nobody
Heaven dreams
Of guillotines
So shiny clean
Like summers eve
Cold and damp like winters vale
Haunting and silent like fall
And lovely like you
Heaven help me
Heaven help us
Heaven here my call and take us both
I must stay with her
Or I am not
But the shell of a once loving man
A man that has been betrayed and gripped by death
Say goodbye
He is carrying me
To the end
The end of life
And love
A sweet land of relief
The only thing that would make it all better
Would be your beautiful face
Then maybe I would sleep with grace
But our life together is over
None shall have known of us
Existence has existed
Love has loved
Lives have been lived
To the fullest
By Nobody
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