Name's: Charles Montgomery
I really love this poem:
the dark night,
with the moon shining bright,
what a beautiful light.
scared and lost i run for my life,
but I'm not going anywhere,
things aren't getting better,
it's like I'm on an elevator that only goes down.
the night keeps getting darker,
the moon fading in,
i feel so alone now,
and nothing to see.
please take away my pain and torture,
i'll do anything to just be happy again,
to forget what my past has led me to become,
to forget all the bad things that i shun,
to forget what i wish never happened,
to forget all the pain i have been through,
to forget all the times my heart broke in two,
what a great day that would be,
like a beautiful sin,
like the devils kiss.
as i sit in the corner wishing everything would just go away,
still trapped inside my own body,
i take the cold silver blade,
pull it down and into my skin,
making another scar,
another reminder of all the pain and torture,
the cold blade rips down my skin,
and the dark ribbon of blood dances on my skin,
flowing perfectly down as i sit in my sorrows,
i wish i could run free from my body as the blood does.
crying my eyes out isn't possible anymore,
I've wasted all my tears,
wasted all my years,
all on one selfish thing that got me nowhere,
again i wished for the devils kiss,
that beautiful sin,
something to heal the pain.
the dark ribbon still dances down my arm as i thought of it draining
a slow painless death it would be,
but of course it wouldn't kill me,
I've tried so many times but nothing seems to work,
i guess I'm stuck on this hell of a planet,
like my punishment for not being happy,
well if that's the case then you should be in my spot,
and i should be happy.