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hey...



i dream about you when i close my eyes

i dont know were you are 

i see you every day

but you are so far

i want to hold your hand

but all i feel is air

i want to touch you face

but it isnt there]

it feels so wrong  to have these feelings all day

when i dont even really know you

there is no end 

to what i want to show you

my heart my soul, my everything

my life, my love, you make me sing

inspirational

awsome

and inviting

hush my love i am fighting




Its been hard, Never right 

 Always Lost , never found  
                                   
 My Heart Aches

For You to Hold me,

Whispered Secrets, you Never told me.

Ready to fly

watch me soar,

i just Need to Love you more

i could Wait, 

Forever for you,

Wanting to see Love that is true

See the Prince?

so Gallent and Wise?

he might take you by surprize

He Has me under a spell,

A pull In my Veins

A pull From the reins.

so Hard to Say GoodBye 

So eager to say hello..

Is this the Growing Love..

We all want to Know???



     
                  
            
  ( an old peom, hope you like it)           
  

 Floating in shallow pools of water waiting for it to end murking in
the shallow puddle.....

what lies beneath?
 
taken away by the beauty of the world below 

taking it all in...

 and when the monster rises( will you fight?)
 
who is to win?
 
shocked by the waves of many waters waiting for the slack to be
risen
 
( what was once a puddle is now a prison) 

its too late now your soul is drenched in the murky water... 

what was once beautiful?
 

carry me away to the greens and the blues,sun and the dewes
 
rain that once created puddles has gone away
 
all its leaving is the light of day 

colorless like stone? or livelyness like the wild?
 
a mixiture or both worlds down to the very core what was once the
truth is now folklore, a fairy tale, of wonder 

are you free? or just pertending to be
 
the questions and illustions float inside and beside the puddle like
you once did
 
the puddle is now a pool
 
what world is beneath it?
 
what lies beneath?   

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 Note: I know I havent written any poetry in a while, but i am
suffering from 
severe writers block. Very frustrating...


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Mommy, Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's,
I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go,
But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun,
He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny,
Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy:
That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend:
That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister:
That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother:
I'll by waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends:
That they always were the best.
Mommy, I'm not the first,
I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers:
I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this,
And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me?
No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others,
Mommy, I left without a kiss.
And Mommy, tell the doctors:
I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor,
Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying,
With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy, please remember,
I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy, I ran as fast as I could,
When I heard that crack,
Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I'm not coming back.
I wanted to go to college,
I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy,
On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married,
I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress,
Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now,
The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my boyfriend:
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have,
I know you know it's true,
And Mommy all I wanted to say is,
"Mommy, I love you."

A mist above the trees,

(come take me)

a scent upon the leaves,

( hurt leaves me)

The last upon the first,

( don't tease me)

a hunt for the love

( just find me)