Well... I'm not new to kupika.
18, I smoke, i like the occasional beer or two with a friend over
games or cards. Though rum and wine are my favorite.
About 115 lbs.
Black dyed hair (used to be brown)
I like arts. It's how I express myself.
Metal work, wood work, cooking, sketch, guitar and bass, I sing,
sewing, and anything else you can make something with.
I love God, but I haven't been close to him in a long time.
I'm very open on here, ask anything. Mainly cause no matter who you
tell, it won't affect me. I'm a romantic, though it's never enough for
My fears are hope and uncertainty.
I'm more of a dog person even though I can't help but cuddle with a
My favorite bands are:
Sleeping with sirens
Pierce the viel
Black viel brides
All time low
My chemical romance
Boys like girls
Panic at the disco
Fall out boy
And things of such.
I have been to a mental hospital. Only an overnight because legally
they couldn't hold me any longer. I was suppose to be there a long
time. Depression, bipolar, self harm. Who knows what else.
I've loved 3 times in my life. 9 years, 4, and a few months so far.
Was forgotten about by the first one, and friend zoned like a brother
to the other two.
I'm that kid that everyone gets along with, but silently suffers. I
listen to everyone's problems, older and younger. That one you can
always go to with something. But apparently not good enough to keep
around except for a few select people. Maybe I'm too nice, hell if I
I do have a demon that's been attached to me since I was little.
Probably most of my problems stem from that. Hoping to get rid of it
soon, but I don't know if I have the strength to get close enough to
God for that right now.
I hate lying. I don't like people being fake either. It's like
unscertainty I'm human form.
I don't have a computer, so it may say I'm always logged on because I
use my phone. I'll message back when I can.