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23 F United States of America
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Last login: 8 October 2010
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 Love me or hate me, Its still an obsession
Warning: It's long This is not a sob story, and the last thing I want is for you to feel sorry for me. My smile is a contagious one and my hugs are guaranteed every time you see me. I have an incredibly big heart; please don’t crush it. I’m made up of imperfections sown together with good intentions. I curse more than a drunk biker chugging a beer with his hick friends at a bar on Route 66, entertain people with my inappropriate humor and through the experiences I’ve had in my life ,and belch whenever the hell I feel like it. Most people would call that unladylike, but I call it expressing myself. I’m sarcastic and tend to give people a hard time, though I’m usually the girl that sits back and observes rather than screaming my heart out to prove a point to someone that is standing three feet away from me. I don’t compete or argue with people over things that would waste my time, and I’m probably the last person that strives for attention. I push all the drama that comes my way out of the life that I’m trying to live fully. Girls crave drama, and you can check me off the list for one of the girls that pushes it out of the way and doesn’t give a shit. I don't ever take anyone's shit, and I don't ever back down. USA Today quoted Rochester NY a "serendipitous and surprising getaway." I’ve lived here for thirteen years and I find nothing charming and astonishing about it. I was meant to move to NYC when I was four, not upstate NY. You’re more likely to find me at a downtown café rather than a high school football game. I worry about things that almost never happen in anyone’s lifetime. Although I’ve never been good at understanding the forces of matter and functions of living tissues, I can write sentences on a piece of paper that will make you think differently about life and create works of art that will make you want to sit down and see how I do it. I’m a photographer, an artist, a singer, and a writer. I never give myself enough credit and feel I’m never making progress with my work, even though I know I am talented. I am not an amateur photographer, and people make those assumptions because of my age. I wasn’t always an artist; I didn’t find this passion until I was twelve. My singing is almost heard by no one because of my insecurity, and my love for writing only grows because it keeps me questioning on why we feel the things we feel and why the world works the way that it does. I have my faiths and beliefs, and nothing you say or do will change them. People wouldn’t believe that I want to take a ballroom dancing class and that I enjoy hiking up waterfalls even though my fear of heights is larger than I am. You can take me through disasters, take me through mistakes, take me through heartaches. No matter what those will all teach me another lesson in life that I will know not to go back to. I’m not living for people to step all over me with their own insecurities, jealousy, or anger. And I’m certainly not living for people to continue to try to hurt me with their actions or words. I’m a laid-back person that’s willing to get to know anyone, but on the other hand I won’t waste my time with people who don’t respect me. I’m still trying to heal the part of me that was torn up and destroyed, but I’m someone who does not give up. What I’ve been through has made me a stronger person that I ever thought I could be. I know who to let into my life and who to keep out. It’s still hard to let people in because my fear of attachment. Trust is a touchy subject for me that I will never be able to patch up. Jet <3 7.8.10 Do you know that I love you? I've probably already told you, But I'm going to keep saying i. There are no lies behind these words not one bit. Your smile keeps me going, One more reason to keep fighting. I would give you my soul for comfort, Even if it leaves me dark and cold. This will never be finished. Nuf said


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Oroborus21 9 Jul 10  
your profile is interesting. you should figure out a way to get past your
insecurity so others can hear you sing, even it its only casually.
SkySailing 11 Jul 10  
Thank you, I should but I can't
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