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23 F United States of America
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Last login: 17 November 2012
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video hosting by TinyPic I get mad at people for partying, and drinking, and smoking, and having underage forms of sex, when I've been in that position myself. I complain about having no friends, when in reality I push away people I never totally got to know. I love everyone, they're all beautiful creatures, but I always complain about how people suck. I don't judge anyone, but I'm an asshole about things. I say what I want and anger the people around me. I get pushed down, and bashed for things no one ever understands. I get blamed for other people's actions. I confuse love and lust. When in reality it's just lust. I love movies that make me cry my eyes out. I like crying, it makes me feel better. I like sloths, and zebras, and puppies. I have a dog, his name is Tato. Everyone mistakes him for a girl, and a puppy. He makes strangers day with his cuteness. Their happiness makes me happy. I'm rambling. I don't know if there's a point to this, but why not just talk. I live in a small mountain town in Southern California. And I don't know how to make friends because of it. I'm a Junior in Highschool, and I've been homeschooled my entire life. I'm sixteen. I love everyone for who they are, their religions, races and sexuality. I used to be bi-sexual. I had the same girlfriend on and off for two - three years. Then I ruined it. But life goes on. I don't understand my sexuality. I guess I'm straight, but I love everyone. And I fall in love with their personalities. I'd date a girl; but for her being her, nothing sexual. Isn't that pan-sexuality or something like that? I like to be alone, but I get too lonely. I have two best friends. But I feel like they're better then me. I feel like the ugly friend around them. They're so beautiful, and I'm nothing compared to them. --I'm tall. Everyone tells me I should be a model. I'm tall, and skinny. I've modeled for art school fashion shows. Sometimes it sucks being skinny. The other day someone came up to me and asked "Is that a diet or natural?" That was rude. Humph. I love you, lets be best friends, forever. <3


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Q&A Section   
‹octopus.› 31 Jul 12  
pretty tired. it's been a long day.
RatherBeDeadThanCool 4 Aug 12  
same here, but it was terrific. c:
‹octopus.› 18 Jul 12  
awh, ohkay. 
so hi how are you?
RatherBeDeadThanCool 31 Jul 12  
I'm alright, how are yew? c=
‹octopus.› 18 Jul 12  
well, I doubt I knew you. I kind of like floated around kupika since
'o9, once all my friends left anyway. Yeah. 
now I sound like a creep 
RatherBeDeadThanCool 18 Jul 12  
Haha, nooo. Not at all. c:
‹octopus.› 17 Jul 12  
that's an awesome name, aha.
have you been on kupika before because your face looks familiar... but idk.
RatherBeDeadThanCool 18 Jul 12  
I've had accounts on and off since '08. So it's quite possible you've known
‹octopus.› 16 Jul 12  
not hardly. 
hi I'm andrea c:
RatherBeDeadThanCool 16 Jul 12  
Hi, ^_^. I'm Dawn.
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