There are some things too complicated for me to talk about or explain,
and if you hit one of these things, I may become bitchy or an extreme
ass, but you'd have to know where I come from to understand this.
Please don't judge me just by what's in my profile, because it's not
all that I am. There is more to me than anyone realizes, and people
who don't care to find that out don't know what they're missing. I
realized this within myself the day I knew I'd lost my best friend
Elyana Payn Rodgers-2/15/96-12/26/12
Yana we all miss you, and hope that wherever you are, you're happy and
you don't suffer anymore. I wish I would've listened to you when you
were still with us. Not only were you my sister, but you were my best
friend, and I miss you more than anything in the world. Hope we'll see
each other again someday. I love you big sis.
Shiloh Parker 1/2/96-3/19/13
I love you Shiloh. You were closest to me besides Elyana, and you
always understood me, even when I wasn't making sense, and you were
always able to make me laugh. You brought me up when I was down, you
were the light to my darkness, you took my pain away. Shiloh you'll
forever live inside my heart,mind, and soul. I love you.
The life I have is one with you, you feel the same pain I do. Although
when you're gone I miss your face, you are my amazing grace. Under God
and his light, I know that we are in the right. You are my heart,
you're in my mind, your smile is my will to fight. Understand that we
were forced apart, I assure you, you stole my heart.
I see you standin there watchin me, you stare right through me and
what do you see? I see you and me where we should be. You see nothing,
you must be blind! you don't focus you don't love you say I'm the
only one, but I don't believe it, it can't be true, this isn't you.
You say you love me but is it really true? Have you even considered me
and you? I barely know you, you think you know me, how can this be?
It's all it can't be. Can you hear me? Do you really listen? Lean in
close and let me tell you my words; You and me were not meant to be.
Is it possible? Possibly but it really shouldn't be. I won't change
because of you, I don't lie so this is true. I am me and you are you.
Leave me be, if you don't know, here's a clue about me and