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Okay. So this isn't going to be easy, but I thought it was about time. James Samuel Foot was my best friend in the whole world, he was like my big brother, he was the one who always looked out for me. Sam died just over a year ago now. I thought about deleting his profile, but I didn't want to delete him. He has so many good memories from this silly site and it felt wrong to think of erasing it from everyone. This page is all that's left for a lot of his online friends so who am I to get rid of it? Instead, I thought we could keep it, as a way of keeping his memory alive. I love you Sam. No one can replace you, and I can only hope there is a heaven so you can be happy with your mum and grandad. 18th December 2012. Rest in peace Sammie. ~Kat~ My turn now? Sam, I can't think of what the future holds for me without you here, but the thing is? I'm going to have to. There were so many beautiful words spoken at your funeral. You touched so many hearts in your short time. I will never ever forget those good times we had, the mischievous things we did. All those times we got in trouble and laughed about it the next day. They were worth it. Every day I wish I could bring you back, to see that cheeky smile, to hear you call me trouble. "Hey trouble." You'd say down the phone, before I'd even said anything. It still makes me smile to think of it. I still remember the phone call from your dad. Telling me you're gone. It breaks my heart that I wasn't there, and I'm so angry at you for sending me home for rest. I can see why you did it. Even the strongest have weak moments, right? You really were the strongest of us all, Sam. Rest in Peace, sweetie. Charlie. Hey Babe, I'm shaking so hard right now... I'm not at home... I'm at my grandmother's for 6 months... I miss you... I'm already holding back tears... I killed you.. I know I did. I broke your heart so many times.. December 18th.... I cant believe its been a year.. I'm so sorry...... I really am baby... I stopped writing you letters... i'm gonna start again.. I promise.. I may be in a relationship as of now... But I think you would like him... I'm so sorry....... God fucking dammit i'm sorry.... I'm sorry I missed your funeral... i'm sorry I didn't die with you..... I know you want me to be happy... But I cant not easily...... I want you to continue watching over me.... Bulletproof remember??... I love you... I really do..... You're always gonna be in this shattered heart of mine... Did you see me cry?? on your one year anniversary of your suicide?... Charlie told me... that day what you did.... I miss you Sammie........ </>

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‹~Sam~Alaki~=ForeverLove~› 12 Apr 12  
-tackles you-
OhHaiItsSam 12 Apr 12  
-laughs and hugs tight-
‹~Sam~Alaki~=ForeverLove~› 5 Apr 12  
-attacks you playfully-
OhHaiItsSam 5 Apr 12  
Hehe :3
‹~Sam~Alaki~=ForeverLove~› 5 Apr 12  
OhHaiItsSam 5 Apr 12  
Ahh -hides, laughing-
‹~Sam~Alaki~=ForeverLove~› 4 Apr 12  
Dorks are bad ass!<3
OhHaiItsSam 4 Apr 12  
Hell yeah :3 <3
‹~Sam~Alaki~=ForeverLove~› 4 Apr 12  
-squeals and kisses back- i love you too:3
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