I want that perfect fairytale like anybody else, but nobody wants it with me
Hello! I currently have alot going on in my life that i've got to
consider and nobody around me is very good at being useful for
thinking things through. I returned to Kupika with this account a
while ago but since my motives and problems have changed a fair deal
so i'm kind of in a place of uncertainty, I'm not even sure about
myself or my life ambitions anymore, and I used to be.
I like to think that i'm a good listener and many of my friends do
spill their concerns to me and I listen and respond the best I can,
although I always feel awkward and unsure if i'm dealing with upset
people in person. I tend to form strong opinions but can often see
multiply sides of things which means I have some very unusual
perspectives I can use. I like to say i'm a geek but i'm a bad one if
I am at all unfortunately. I love videos games, my main one i play
currently is Minecraft(my name is Dave Yognau(gh)t and I have the
balls!), and have recently gotten into using the pc for gaming, as
before i used the handheld consoles mostly.
I enjoy reading and writing and although my spelling isn't perfect(but
I can spell Floccinaucinihilipilification) and nor is my grammer I
hate to use 'text talk' as I see it as just being lazy, i understand
with the old fiddly phones but not now, not when most phones have a
keyboard on them!
I speak a little bit of french and have started having an interest in
advancing it so if anyone is interested in speaking french with me?
Granted I may have to translate what other people say often but I can
write it fairly well, excluding word order.
I guess i'm looking for that fairy tale romance, to be swept off my
feet and feel secure and comfortable in somebodies eyes, but of course
i'm not worthy of such wonderfully stupid things. I want to be happy
in my life without having to lie or deceive, without having to fake my
way through it just so that i'm still smiling at the end of it.